GothicBlue

Queer, Geek, Feminist, & Freak
Gender Neutrois
Relationship Single and looking
Location Southeastern USA
Info & Stats
Sexuality: Bi
Favorite Porn: Androgyny
Joined: Apr 6th, 2017
Last Seen: Nov 18th 2023
Uploads: 47
Upload Views: 51,006
Profile Views: 11,065
Favorited: 75
Friend Count: 16
Subscribers: 27
Board Posts: 0
Board Points: 0
On the outside, I'm the geeky goody two-shoes virgin who seems totally vanilla and follows all of the rules. In reality, however, I'm much more of a freak. My personal opinion about gender - my own and the gender of any potential partner - is that gender is stupid and is far more fluid and nuanced than most people think. My personal opinion about genitals is that they're really not attractive or appealing in the slightest, and I'm quite turned on by people who've voluntarily (as adults) had their genitals removed and/or sealed shut, and I'd very much like to do the same with my own (but leaving my clit totally intact). But it's not all just about genitalia. I find interesting and attractive people who have had just about any body part voluntarily removed (except for teeth - I prefer people who still have their own teeth), and I love the look and the feel of the results. I'd take a partner without legs or without hands over one with them any day. Of course, these are not my only quirks, but they're definitely among the biggest.

At the same time, I'm a feminist activist, an intellectual, an avid reader, and a bit of a polyglot. I love reading and watching TV and spending time in nature; and I love traveling, seeing new places, and meeting people from all over the world. I'm part social worker, part anthropologist, part linguist, and part poet, and I don't do any of these with half measures; I give my all to the things I'm most passionate about. I might have some serious quirks, but I'm also a well-rounded person who can hold my own in a professional setting. I'm not vanilla. I'm more like a flavor of Ben & Jerry's - interesting and complex and appealing to people with a very specific set of tastes.

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22 Jul 2019 GothicBlue commented
@slv_Juliane This is still stitches at this point. The scars still need to form, and will likely get a bit wider over time as I use my arms more, but mostly it should look okay, I think.
21 Jul 2019 GothicBlue commented
@MasterRuler Thank you. I really love it so far, though obviously I have a lot more healing to go!
18 Mar 2019 GothicBlue commented
@sadddi I won't lie - it's very painful. So painful that it took 20 years of only trying to do it once every 5 years until this past year when I resolved to keep going as long as it took. All of the erectile tissue still isn't gone. It's going to take surgical removal, I think, to get it all. As for the other one, that's going to have to be done surgically as well. It's just too painful to get to this point by burning the other nipple the same way I did the first one.
18 Jan 2019 GothicBlue commented
@profunrat My ideal, actually, is to have the rest of the erectile tissue and nipple tissue removed from my left breast and keep that breast but have the right breast removed entirely. Of course, this is rather difficult to obtain, leaving me with only the options of having both nipples removed by someone other than a surgeon but still having two breasts OR having both breasts removed. Insurance and accepted medical practice will only cover one of these, and I don't want two full breas
29 Dec 2018 GothicBlue commented
@profunrat I just used a hot knife heated over a flame. A butter knife. I seared rather than cut it away. I did it over a 20 year period, burning more and more away each time, and lately have tried wart freeze & wart remover as well, though it's nowhere near as effective as burning. I want to have them both surgically removed, though, I think, because there is STILL erectile tissue there that refuses to go away. I might just have both of my breasts removed entirely to get rid of i
29 Dec 2018 GothicBlue commented
@profunrat As I was saying, I love the look & feel of a smooth, nippleless breast, but I'm willing to have both breasts completely removed if that's what it takes to get rid of both nipples & ALL erectile tissue, completely & permanently. Plus, I think that holds a whole other type of sex appeal, permanently & totally removing both of my breasts, without any attempt to disguise it with implants or prostheses, without trying to save or retain the nipple(s), leaving nothing but scars on

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