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FTM (female-to-male trans) boy seeking sadistic Master/Mistress...

I'm a sub boy who happens to have a cunt. Seeking pain, punishment, and humiliation on cam. Interests include cunt torture, anal training/abuse, impact play, needles/piercing, enemas, piss, deepthroat, rape...

limits: no scat, animals, underage, cutting, sounding

okay i got a serious question for all you gay guys and girls who like anal... how the fuck do you know when its cool to stick a dick up there and things arent gonna get "messy"?
i mean, every now and then i get the urge for some anal stimulation, so in the shower i'll stick a finger up there, but so many times its met with a nice fat poo... which promptly ruins the moment. and thats just my finger, which is like half the length of most dicks. now ive had anal sex a few times with an ex, and whenever i wanted to stick it in her arse it was all sweet... no problems at all, which was awesome, but i always wondered about this, and i never asked her, so now im asking you... how do you know?? i would IMAGINE that you girls (and guys) would not want to let you partner or whoever stick their dick up your arse if you had any doubt that it was going to be anything but smooth sailing, right? i would imagine it would be pretty embarrassing for you if things got messy, right? or not? do you have to plan it in advance every time? i would imagine that would kinda ruin the fun. and its pretty impractical to perform and enema every time you think your man might want to fuck your arse. im genuinely perplexed, and i look forward to reading your replies,
sincerely,
a relatively straight man

FTM boy (READ: female-to-male transgender) seeking sadistic Master for online BDSM, degradation, and humiliation. I'm active in my local kink scene but I crave more to satisfy my darker fantasies...

Into: punishment/discipline, SM, humiliation, verbal abuse, deepthroat, cunt torture, anal training/torture, piss, enemas, puke

Limits: scat, animals, underage, cutting, sounding

I'm seeking someone who genuinely enjoys suffering, who makes their slave beg for mercy and still says no, who punishes transgressions but also just for the fun of it, who sees their slave as a worthless object and makes sure their slave knows it as well. I expect no pleasure, only the pain I deserve.

PM me or comment here if interested in using this cunt. Or share what you would do with a faggot bitch like me.

I must confess that I like sweaty women with flabby tits.
I mean like flap-jack tits.
I want a girl like that to put her puffy nipples into the crevice of my anal cavity.
I wanna feel her flab inside of me. Rubbing my prostate.

I want her to do me dirty....I want her to drink my enema juice.

This is my dream in life.

Attractive Senior Scatartist seeks F any race as collaborator 2 create improvisational caviar/atm documentary produced aboard transcontinental North American train trip July 5 - July 8...1st class accommodations... tantric erotic colonic engagement to sublime rail rhythms...dirty copulation @79 mph in train roomette compartment with toilet & shower available...crave your lovely shit, piss and monthly blood around and through any appendage or orifice...messy anal, shared diaper and piss enema rock...

I am a worthless cunt boy seeking abuse. FTM (female-to-male transgender) slave in need of sadistic Master. Some of my fantasies include...

-Stapling my cunt lips together with a staple gun
-Extensive anal abuse session, including using hot sauce/toothpaste as lube and making my asshole bleed
-Puke, piss, and enema humiliation in chat room
-Bathroom use control with piss and enemas

If you would like to use a nasty pig like me, please PM me.

Also feel free to leave comments/verbal abuse on this post.

First off: I'm a FTM (female-to-male) trans boy, meaning I identify as MALE but I still have my "original plumbing" (cunt). If that bothers you, stop reading.

Do you want a slave with 3 holes to abuse on cam? 27 y.o. slave boy seeks a SADIST who gets off on watching it suffer. This slave will torture its cunt/clit, stretch its asshole till it's raw and gaping, and humiliate and degrade itself for the right Master or Mistress.

Interests include BDSM/pain, anal training and torture, cunt torture, verbal abuse, humiliation, piss, enemas, deep throating, and more. NO animals or scat.

This cunt boy is looking forward to your messages about how you would like to use and abuse it.

I'm trying really hard to find a video, but so far it is to no avail. I'm hoping one of you will recognize it:

It involved a male (who we could not see, only hear) taping lesbian twins in a series of maybe 3-4 videos. In one of the videos I distinctly remember the twins having sex, but in another one the male was in the bathroom with only one sister and she happened to stick a blue(?) pen up her ass and ejecting it. Once she did, she commented that there were fecal remnants on it (although we couldn't see) and she said her twin is (I'm paraphrasing) better at anal-related activity and that she does performs enemas in preparation.

It wasn't made-up; you could tell it wasn't scripted conversation and they were just discussing. Toward the end of the video she was just washing the pen/object in the sink and the camera was at a low angle looking upward at her.

If this sounds familiar and you can procure, I'd really appreciate it if you can point me toward it. Thanks!

I wish with all of my heart, all of my mind, all of my body and all of my soul, that I could spend my days being a pnp, bareback only, no-jerking off allowed, gang-feeding, gang-fucking, gang-breeding and gang-seeding, insatiable, sword-swallowing, deep-throating, sperm-swallowing, cum-guzzling, balls-draining, suck-slut cock sucker and willing and wanton cum-dump anal whore, spreading my small, firm ass cheeks wide and completely and totally surrendering my naturally tight, steamy asshole for men with cocks like these to give me deep-grinding long-dicking ass-fuckings, hard-pounding, power ass fuckings and deep-impalement sperm enemas, and double-penetration ass fuckings along with double sperm enemas, by dozens and dozens and dozens and dozens of truly horse hung gay top studs like this one, day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year.

Spending my days sucking off big, beautiful cocks like these. Kissing them all over, licking them all over, running my mouth all over them, opening wide and having horse hung studs with massive, monster, extra-thick, hard, throbbing cocks like these take me by the sides of my head and fuck my mouth and throat with every hard inch of their man meat before they bury their monster cocks all the way down my throat, my soft, wet lips and warm, wet tongue wrapped around the base of their spewing and spurting cocks as they pump their loads of sweet cock cream down it and I milk them dry.

Spending my days just giving my fuck hole to these studs, letting them fuck me, one at a time, tag team or double fucking me, giving me their hard, throbbing cocks deep inside my hot little ass, fucking me hard, fucking me deep, giving me the ass fucking I so need and desire. I am a nymphomaniac for big, thick, hard, throbbing cocks and I love spreading these small ass cheeks of mine and surrendering my asshole to horse hung studs who will give me the ass fucking that I was born to get before they bury every inch of their massive, monster cocks like these deep inside my freshly fucked asshole and pump a huge load of hot sperm deep inside of me.

Yes, if I could have one wish cum true? It would be to spend my days, being a pnp, bb, njoa, gang fed and gang fucked little suck slut and anal whore for dozens upon dozens of truly massive, monster horse hung studs with big, beautiful cocks like this one.

FTM trans boy (READ: I am a guy who happens to have a cunt), submissive/slave seeking online abuse. Into cunt torture, anal training/torture, deep throat, rape fantasies, verbal abuse, humiliation, piss, puke, enemas. Check out my faves for some of my interests. Limits: scat, cutting, sounding, animals, underage.

Not interested in sending you pics and never hearing back. I'd rather get abused on cam.

If you could use me, please reply here or PM me. Tell me what you're into or what you'd do to this worthless fag cunt.

this all started friday night about 6pm i was at my 72 year old big dick lovers house. when people all started coming over by 10 pm there was 22 people there all men but 3 all nude playing in the back yard and pool and in the house. it was a free far all. someone came out with a enema bag and started giveing everyone enema's and let me tell you you got enema's untill you shit nothing but clear water out. I was taken up stairs and one of the ladys stuffed my ass with a 6 inch butt plug and made to walk around bending over and showing everone there.
then some guy would pull it out of my ass and bareback me untill he shot his load. buy saturday about 4 am 11 guys filled my ass with there cum. i got to fuck all 3 woman one anal and a few guys. about the time the sun was coming up the 3 girls took me up stairs and pullled my plug out and give me 3 more enema's in a row and stuck it back in my ass. i layed down ona blanket on the floor and took a nap. when i got up the plug was still up my ass. and i wore it all day saturday. i had to go to the store for some stuff and had to leave it in there while i went.
buy satuday night i had been fucked over 40 times. and 5 enema's to keep me cleaned out. my ass was so raw i thought i was going ot bleed but all day sunday i had to stay naked and used at will. and i didn't even notice that they pulled on butt plug out and put a bigger one in there it was 10 1/2 x 4 inch . omg i am such a fag. and loveing it

My favorite fantansy is where I go through a 30 day initiation period as a pnp, bareback only, no jerking off allowed, gang-feeding, gang-fucking, gang-breeding and gang-seeding, insatiable, constantly cock-hungry and cum-thirsty, sword-swallowing, deep-throating, sperm-swallowing, cum-guzzling, ball-draining suck-slut and willing and wanton cum-dump anal whore, where I spread my small, firm ass cheeks wide and completely and totally surrender my tight, steamy asshole, to my three favorite fantasy groups. The Massive, Monster Mandingo Meat Men, the horse Hung Gay Men's Sex Society and the Colossal Cock Club. Each day, for thirty days goes like this:

First? It starts out with my going down the Mirrored Hallway of Gloryholes. Twelve gloryholes on each side, with a door at the end with two more glory holes. Through each are the massive, monster cocks for me to suck off. I inhale my poppers, releasing the cock sucker I was born to be. I worship each and every huge, hard, throbbing cock. I kiss them all over, I lick them all over, I suck them and take every thick, hard, throbbing inch down my throat. I go wild sucking off each of their horse dicks. I do not hesitate when it comes time to suck the sweet cock cream out of them and swallow every drop, emptying their nuts.

Then comes the next part. After I have sucked off all twenty-six horse hung studs I go through the door and there they are, all twenty-six horse hung studs I just sucked off going down the Mirrored Hallway of Gloryholes, and they have paired up. And each pair has been joined by three other members of their group. While the pair of studs tag team and double team fuck my crack whore asshole, the other three will take turns feeding me their big, beautiful cocks. I will be the willing and wanton cum-dump anal whore I was born to be, taking their big dicks, double fucking me senseless while I suck on those three delicious dicks.

After a good long feeding and fucking? I inhale some poppers and sluttishly suck off the first stud. Then do the same to the second stud. Then I take a big hit of crack and inhale some poppers and then? While I am sucking another huge load of cock cream down my cum covered throat the two horse hung studs fucking me bury their cocks all the way into my asshole and give me a double sperm enema. All three cocks cumming in my cock hungry and cum thirsty holes at the same time of course makes me pop my own nut. And I go through all thirteen groups of five horse hung studs.

And this is how each day of my 30 day initiation goes. Starting off sucking off those big, beautiful, massive, monster cocks of the Massive Monster Mandingo Meat Men, the horse Hung Gay Men's Sex Society and the Colossal Cock Club going down the Mirrored Hallway of Gloryholes and then? The thirteen five stud groups gang feeding and gang fucking me.

Man I would so love to have this fantasy of mine cum true.

I am addicted to sex and humiliation. I have started putting together a list of things here at the house to use as sex toys when my family travel and will be gone for a week (I plan on camming for anyone to watch on cam sites)...enema bag, fruit and vegetables, broom handle (to suck on and insert in my butt), shovel handle (same as broom handle, only bigger), turkey baster (for pee enemas and anal play), food injector (for shooting pee up nose and for pushing liquid into pee hole), a mudder (tool for mashing up stuff for drinks) for use as anal dildo, clothes pins (for dick, balls, nipples and tongue), tampons for anal play, Also working up a design for a pig nose hook using picture hanging hooks and elastic string...please give me your demands and suggestions.

Relaxes and ready anal sphincter, but first an enema.

I confess, I'm a 57 year old MWM silverdaddy who wants to be a toilet slave to a black couple. I want to have my anal cherry busted by his BBC while his GF pisses and shits in my mouth. Then I want him to give me a huge piss enema...any takers?

Hello everyone,

I am a very happy boy who appreciates the perverse side of sex and BDSM.

I am a submissive boy for Sadistic

I like extreme insertion / role playing / being humiliated / chastity / uro / training/abuse/ impact play/ needles / enemas / piss / deepthroat,/rape/CBT/ etc ...
I am a big fan of big toys and I love anal fisting.

I Seeking pain, punishment, and humiliation on cam.

i confess that this morning i accidentally put my dick in my girlfriends ass, and now she wants to try anal tonight. we bought an enema (so she can shit before and clean out) and some lube just now. be jelous you old fucks, im about to fuck a tight never before used 19 year old ass.

btw, we just back from the beach where we fucked. its a private little sandbar that i found with some friends a year or two ago.. we fucked on it today and two guys on jet skis stopped and watched but i ddnt say nything it was such a rush

How do people do anal with out having shit all over there cock and butt.In the porn's they do enemas but im pretty sure the avg joe/jane doesn't do that.I wouldn't mind it much if im wearing a rubber but if im not kinda nasty to me.

So i found a cute chic who will do anything. She loves anal.awesome. I have been into scat for years, only have been watching it, never got the oportunity to see it it in real life.
So after hooking up with her the first time< i knew she was a pig. She loved ass to mouth. So i asked her why. She said its from my body so there is nothing wrong with it.So after a week of texting and asking her fetishes and fanatasies, i asked if she would do an enema. She said only if she is comfy with me. So i put the charm on.
This past tuesday we met at her place and had a few cocktails. Meanwhile, I got her to wear her panties for 24 hours straight. She told me she pooped the day before and the same day we hooked up. So while we were just chatting, she went into the fridge, bent over. i picked her skirt up and started eating her great tasting ass!!! she then took her panties off to show me the shit stain she had on it. not much. we both licked and smelled her panties.
so we go upstairs and we are fuckin and sucking. im in her ass with my cock, fingers and tongue. She asks me if i was ready to give her an enema!!!

sowe got it, i eased it in and emptied the whole bottle in here. i kept lickig her ass to keep her comfy. then put some of my cock in her.
then she ran too the toilet, bam!!! so fucking hot. i was fingering her pussy while she was peeing and shitting. i also wiped her ass!!
she got up and told me to fuck her in the ass. so i did, then she was pushing as i was fcking her and she shit all all over the floor. so i kept fucking her dirty ass. then came in it. so she squirt some more.
we then cleaned it up, took a shower. i peed in her mouth. we were still fucking insanely horny so she wanted another enema, gave it to her, bent her over and blew air into her ass. she almost shit herslefmade it on the toilet. we switched spots on the toilet, i sat, she blew me and was eating my ass. then she peed and squirted some dirty ass water on me.

That made me wild, i turned her around and came all over her face!!! she loved it, what a dirty shit pig slut.
I want my gf to do this shit to!!!! how do I ask???

I was wondering if there are any ladies out there that would be willing to try this out, then post a vid of it to motherless.

Basically, it involves making a dildo out of Jello, freezing it, then doing anal abyss with it. From what I'm reading off of google, it should be safe if it gets stuck in there, because Jello SHOULD melt at room temperature, and in the end should not cause any problems. Basically, it goes from jello dildo to jello enema.

😄This poor girl👧got a one quarter Enema up her anal opening❗
I'm sure she was in much distress I would like to dress up like the girl so I can roleplay these
specific scenes❗

I have to confess this here because I cannot tell anyone I know:

Today, I got 2 ping pong balls stuck up my ass while my wife was at work. Today is my day off. I was in the shower playing with my (secret) vibrator and 6 ping pong balls. I had taken tons of enemas to make sure I was totally clean inside. While laying in the shower on my back, I stuck the ping pong balls up my ass one-by-one, until I had 5 in there.

The 3rd, 4th, and 5th balls sort-of sat next to each other, rather than stacking up. My colon was being stretched out and the balls were pressing hard against my prostate. I had a raging boner that I was stroking at the time. The thought came into my head, "It's like having a dog knot in my ass!" Shortly thereafter, I came. It was fantastic.

I then immediately began to excrete the ping pong balls. The first 3 went just fine. Then, nothing came out. I got to my feet, squatting, so that I could stick my fingers up there and try to find the next one. It wasn't within finger's reach.

I didn't panic. Instead, I stuck 3 fingers in my ass in an attempt to reach as far up as possible. I located the 2nd ball at the sharp turn that begins the sigmoid colon. I couldn't feel it directly, though. I felt it through some intestinal wall, meaning that it was around the turn of the sigmoid and lodged in.

I thought, "FUCK!" I knew it would be very difficult to extract it, let alone the 1st ball behind it!

After a few attempts to push it out, I decided to just clean myself up and get out of the shower. My hope was that I could identify some tools that would help me get it out, and possibly help it move downward by walking around.

I tried several things. First, I googled the medical procedure for extracting foreign bodies from rectums. There are several of common procedures. Primarily, a doctor spreads your asshole open and then tries to pry the object out manually. If that doesn't work, they will try to grab it with instruments. If that doesn't work, they might try to slip something past it, such as a balloon, and then inflate the balloon and pull the object out. There were also instances of using a vacuum device. If that doesn't work. . . Colonoscopy!

So, I found the vacuum. I decided that I had no control over the suction and that I was highly likely to rip my intestines out if I attempted to use it. However, I thought that maybe using the cylindrical hose extension might allow the ping pong balls to simply fall out. But, the ping pong balls were too wide to fit into the extension.

So, I found a turkey baster in the kitchen. I got back into the tub (so as not to make a mess) and stuck the turkey baster up my ass and pulled the plunger out. I don't think it did anything. It was small.

So, I googled the anatomy of the rectum to discover which side of my abdomen the sigmoid colon was on. This way, when I stuck something up in there, I knew which direction to turn it in order to pull the intestinal wall downward and out of the way of the ping pong balls.

It turns out that I inherited some old stainless steel surgical instruments. I don't know what they are for. They are about 10 inches long, rectangular extrusions that taper to a sharp edge at one end. All the other edges are rounded. The end opposite the sharp edge is blunt. I decided that I could use the blunt end to pry the intestinal wall down. I returned to the shower after thoroughly cleaning the instruments.

I laid down on my back and pulled my knees to my chest. I gently inserted the thinnest instrument into my ass. It went in about 8 inches. When I turned it a certain way, it would tap against the ping pong ball. I managed to turn it just right to pry the sigmoid colon's sharp corner downward and release the ball into my colon. All the while, I was bearing down as if I was giving birth. The ball began to travel down my colon. All the while I was guiding it and prying my rectum open with the stainless steel instrument. I was afraid that the ball might be inclined to go back up, so I didn't stop pushing until it finally popped out.

I was instantly relieved. However, there was still another ball stuck inside of me. I immediately returned to my feet, squatting, so that I could feel for it. I managed to get three fingers inside myself, as far up as they would go. I could not feel the ball. When I took my fingers out, I noticed a pool of blood underneath me. It was small and looked to be watered down. Perhaps it wasn't all blood.

I inserted the instrument and tried to feel for the ball. Nothing.

I decided to clean up and take a break. At this point I had spent a couple of hours running around the house looking for tools and researching how to go about extraction.

While I took my break, I paced around the house in an attempt to get the ball to move down on its own. After an hour or so, I attempted to find the ball again. Nothing. Just a small pool of blood. So, I cleaned up and I began to research again.

What happens if I can't get this thing out? Like I said before, worst case scenario is that I go to the hospital, spend a ton of money to have a doctor take it out, and never hear the end of it from my wife. By the way, she knows that I enjoy anal stimulation, but she does not participate and does not know how/when I do it. Worst-worst case scenario? Colostomy. I end up with a colostomy bag on my hip for being a fucking idiot.

I decided to drink some gatorade to make sure that I wouldn't run out of electrolytes. I then decided to eat something in an attempt to get my bowels to move on their own. Remember, though, that I had taken several enemas. My bowels were completely empty except for this ping pong ball. I then decided to drink 2 cups of coffee very quickly, since coffee is a diuretic and may cause my bowels to move. I paced the house for 10 minutes, drinking coffee.

I tried to find the ball again. Nothing. Just tiny droplets of blood.

I began to panic at this point. I was asking myself, "Why?! Why do I do this to myself?" I came to the realization that I was a fucking idiot and that I got greedy with pleasuring myself. I should never play with untethered objects. I probably shouldn't even play with dildos. I doubt anything in your ass (besides shit) is really a good idea.

So, in this moment of panic with time running out before my wife comes home from work, I decided that I should try to put something behind the ball to force it out. What could I possibly put behind it? AIR. I went and got the bike tire pump from the garage and promptly stuck it up my ass and began pumping. As air passed into my asshole, it made a fart sound. I felt my abdomen fill with air. I then paced the house for several minutes before sitting on the toilet and trying to pass the ball.

Only air came out. "Fuck!" Now, I was risking embolism in an attempt to get this thing out. Embolism is where you introduce harmful bacteria into your colon (or even other body cavities) and they cause a major infection that can kill you.

So, I really began to panic. "Why!? Why do I do this stupid shit?!"

I finally decided that the only thing I had left to do was to take more enemas. I climbed into the shower and promptly started filling my ass with water via the shower hose. (The shower head has a hose. Remove the shower head and you have a nearly perfect enema hose that's pumps water into your ass.) Taking enemas like this can also lead to embolism.

First enema was small. I squatted and released it all onto the tub floor. No ping pong ball.

The second enema was rather large. I filled myself until it began to put pressure on my abdomen. I squatted and released it all onto the tub floor. No ping pong ball.

Determined, I took a third enema. It was rather small. I squatted and let the water out. But, some air came with it. I thought, "Perhaps the air did work to some extent! If that air came from behind the ball, the ball must be moving!"

Sure enough, I felt the ball enter my colon. I pushed as hard as I could and felt it slowly descend. It finally popped out and onto the floor.

I cleaned myself up and threw all of the ping pong balls in the trash. Fuck you.

I hope you enjoyed my story of idiocy and pain. All-in-all I spent about 5 hours trying to remove these things. I only spent 30 minutes putting them in. I will continue to bleed out of my ass for several days. But, crisis averted. Please, do NOT try ANYTHING I posted here for yourself. It's incredibly dangerous and could lead to severe health problems or even death. If you get something stuck in your ass, your best bet is to go to the emergency room.

Anal  sex...
I have a serious question for you all. 
Is anal sex actually dirty in real life? 
Not dirty as in bad, but ias in,  is it messy? I really want to do it but every time I use a toy (without doing an enema first)  is a little messy. 
So I'm asking REAL LIFE is it at last a little messy.
I want real life answers. 
Is it something I need to prepare for every time (enemas/ eating uh nothing lol) 
Please tell me the real deal. 
I want to do this but I'm so shy and self-conscious that I  hesitate. Please be honest. 
Please be real. 
I WANT THE WHOLE SCOOP PLEASE! Thank you all
XOXO 

Serious question:
Is there such a thing as a brush you can use to really get your asshole clean before anal? Many years ago I had no problem but recently even using and enema twice hasn't got me really clean.
Thanks for any help.

I am 35, and three years ago, I became a widow. If we put the emotional trauma to the side, it has been hard ever since, because, as a single mom, my life is all about work, and providing for my children.

Sex, I forgot about it for a long time, but our bodies want what they want, and, this need has lead me to places like this one.

I started using tinder, and it was awful. I mean, the attention I got at first, was flattering, and it did help my self esteem, but if I think it through, I have always been aware of my looks. But, tinder was no good, and eventually I dropped it.

Then, in a place similar to this one, I started connecting with a few guys. Nothing special, it was an elevated version of sexting, and that kept me satisfied for a while, but after some time, that too has became monotonous.

Why didnt I meet someone in person? I cant really explain it, I felt that physical contact was something bad and that by doing it, I would show that I forgot about what happened and, I know it sounds silly, but that it would make me a bad person.

After a while, I got back to tinder, determent to try my luck. Met with this man, a bit older than me, who told me straight up, that he is married, and only wants some side action. I wanted to get this over with, considering this meeting like a healing process that I must go through, so I have said yes to a date.

I was surprised how good looking he was, and I think he was surprised as well (we both didnt show our faces on the app).

At our first date, he was a gentleman, didnt rush anything, and we connected, and I even thought - what a shame that he is married. I felt great guilt after thinking these thoughts through.

Second was a dinner date, and he bought me even further, when he showed up dressed flawlessly. I was ready to spend a night with him.

Before our third date, he flat out told me he will rent a room for us, after dinner. And it was a good, one of the best hotels in our city, and when we went into the room, I was ready to go.

I am not that experienced in sex, because, before my marriage, I only had one bf, and that was back in hs, and I had no idea that sex can be that rough, and so much satisfying at the same time.

After we were done, he gave me 100 EUR (in here people make around 700 a month - I make more, but just to give you an idea). When I asked him what is it, he told me that it is for me to buy something for the kids.

It didnt feel good, but I took the money.

Next time, he asked me if he can film himself cumming on my tits. I said yes, but without my face, so he did. I got 200 that night.

Before our third meet up, he texted me that, if I do an enema before we meet, that he will triple "the present". I knew what it meant, even though I never had anal sex in my life. But I did it, and it wasnt that bad, and I got my 600.

In the end, he asked me, for our next date, to film me giving him a blow job, with my face visible, and that would be worth a 1000. When asked, who will he show it to, he just said that he wants his friends to see it, since they loved our little cumshot clip we did before.

That is where I drew the line, and I am not seeing him any more.

But if I am being honest with myself, it was extremely exciting, having sex for money, with someone with who I would do it, and wanted to do it, for free.

And in the end, one thing is certain - no more tinder and online meet ups, ever again, time to get back to the real world, even though this little adventure was fun and it made me feel alive, I realized, that it is not the way I would like to go through life.

I need, and I deserve something better.

This is me a few years ago with my clitty locked, my ass plugged, in slutty lingerie, waiting for a gorgeous young black girl i met online to come over. She said she was into dominating and owning a sissy slave boy and would be taking the keys to my cage with her and would use my desperation to cum to make me into anything she wanted me to be.

I was dressed in a black, lace teddy, fishnet thigh high stockings, a modest pair of black heels and most importantly, a big black butt plug, trapping a few ounces of cumlube in my boypussy. I had given myself an enema and restricted my diet, so my hole was extra squeaky clean.

As soon as she came inside, she took one look at me and said "good, here, take these." and handed me 3 pills. I recognized the bar of xanax and what looked like viagra, but Before i could ask about the other one, she grabbed my wrist, pulled me into my room and shoved my onto my bed, face down. I swallled the pills, and figured I'd taken much more than that before.

"Dont fucking move." She had already noticed the cuffs at the corners of my bed and restrained my wrists and ankles. She reached under my caged clitty from behind and gave it a yank, so she could see it from the back, between my legs, and thats when she noticed my plugged ass.

She gave it a few solid smacks, and asked, "How long have you had this in your pussy?" As I opened my mouth to tell her, she grabbed the base and yanked it out of my asshole, which was incredibly painful, enough to make me scream a humiliating, girly squeal. I heard her laughing behind me... I was genuinely in so much pain, I had tears running down my face, and i could feel my hole convulsing, stretched wide open, with warm cumlube pouring out. She assured me that the pain would be temporary, and said something about being addicted to her big black cock. I was only able to mumble, "mmmhmmm."

She stripped down to her panties at the side of the bed, and teased me while I watched her rub oil all over her smooth, perfect, chocolatey skin. The scent was intoxicating, and soon I forgot about the pain in my boypussy, and tried to reach my strapped down arm out to her. I cought the waistband of her Thong, and as she backed up, her panties came down her hips a bit. She chided me and told me boys like me dont deserve pussy.

I whined, and continued to stare desperately at her beautiful glistening body, perfect round tits, proportional with an ass that id let suffocate me... legs that lead right up to a lean, panty clad groin..... my clitty was throbbing uncontrollably. She then stepped onto the bed, straddled my gaping, lubed up asshole, and said, "Pussy boy sissies like you will never get pussy again, not now, not ever. Do you understand?"

I nodded, and wiggled my ass to her, and she said, "From now on, you belong to Big Black COCK," and after a few suspiciously warm and fleshy feeling smaks around my cheeks and hole, I could feel the pills kicking in... I felt like a cock hungry whore willing to do just about anything to get off. I could feel myself slipping into a sedated, obedient, slutty mindset, and my whole body felt like it was glowing, with a soft, warm, buzz. My mind was escaping me, leaving my body to be nothing but a fuckhole sex toy for the woman on top of me, teasing my ass with her fingers and pouring copious amounts of slimy stringy lube directly into the gaping boyhole.

Then i felt a few more teasing, fleshy smacks against my hole. With what little coherence i had left I remember saying in my head, "thats one realistic dildo... mmm" and i could imagine a throbbing, girthy, veiny BBC, breeding my cunt like a real girl, trained only to cum from being fucked, serving only black cock, for the rest of my life.

Without warning, she shoved the entirety of apparently, her 11" Big Black DICK—NOT a Strapon, Not a dildo—SHE WAS A TRANS WOMAN. I had never been with a guy, and was never turned on by men or boys, and it was making me so horny and confused that I liked this... a lot.

That was her DICK tapping against my ass. A REAL PENIS. Unlike my useless caged nub, she was endowed by the Gods, and I could FEEL IT. I actually liked it... I mean, its gotta be better than a dildo, right? Why use cold, hard rubbery plastic when you can have the real deal? Well, this was the realest fucking deal I have ever made. She got to know me as a woman, and had all the aspects and traits of a beautiful, sexy, charismatic black woman, but she had a dick... And she was having her way with my helpless, intoxicated, submissive body, raping my wet, hungry fuckhole with her long, thick COCK.....

And I was in heaven, I could feel the sensation of tingling buzzing warmth, head to toe, and felt her giant BBC directly penetrating almost a foot inside me, while every inch of her massive Dick made full contact with my P-spot every single stroke.

She wasted no time, and was already fucking me at full speed, pounding my lube-filled, sloppy, gaping wet boypussy, with her grabbing me by the back of my neck, forcing my face into the bed and spanking me repeatedly. She called me all the degrading, derogatory, humiliating names ive ever heard, and then some. I felt like my entire existence was about to change forever, as she dangled the keys to my cage in front of my eyes, and told me my useless clitty is never going to be used again, and that had better learn how to have anal orgasms because that's the only way sissy slaves cum.

The viagra made my clitty strain against my cage, and i could feel a distinct stream of cummies pouring out of the tip, with more and more every thrust. The sedating effects of whatever else she gave me caused me not to notice i was moaning and saying, "yes...... yess...... fuck me........mmm"
I felt her change angles and alternated between slow, forceful thrusting, to deep, rapid short strokes of her giant cock, and I felt a strange feeling in my clitty and boyhole at the same time.

It grew into a feeling like I had to go to the bathroom, and I panicked, but I knew I didnt have to, and had just had the enema.... then it turned into a throbbing, pulsing sensation inside my ass, right behind the base of my clitty.... She was fucking my asshole relentlessly, and the sounds of her meat penetrating my pussy were like a trance. She noticed my throbbing boycunt, tensing up and spasming, "Ohhhhh who's a good gurl? Are you gonna cum, babygirl? Hmmm? You gonna cum like a slut for mommy's BBC? If you do, you're never going back to normal. You got that, bitch?"

I was too overstimulated to reply, and suddenly the sensation exploded within my inner asshole, sending waves of orgasmic ecstasy to every inch of my body. I had tunnel vision, and all the sounds around me morphed into one continuous, godlike aural sound, while i was left helplessly convulsing with my arms and legs strapped down, and i could feel a non-stop burst of cum being shot out of my clitty, squirting all over my bed and pooling between my legs, as I gave in to the single most intense and surreal full body anal orgasm, which seemed to go on, and on, and on, and on...

To this day, i have no idea if it was 60 seconds, or 60 minutes. I came so uncontrollably with a Trans Woman's BBC literally fucking the cum out of me while my mind melted, sedated and rolling on some Molly-like drug at the same time, while being forcibly aroused by viagra, making my clittly feel so tight and confined, throbbing and spurting cummies all over from within its cage, while the keys dangled from her neck, and she reminded me of the fact that I'd be chasing this experience for the rest of my life, and that she and her BBC were my only hope, and my primary goal in all of life, and wouldn't have it any other way!