I am married, and recently, I have done a wild thing, I never thought I would be up to.
In my late 30s, I started feeling a bit old. I was always chubby, but now I am leaning to becoming fat. Still got my boobs, but overall, I am aware of my looks, which arent great. Hubby lost interest in me, not totally, but you know how it works, first it is once a week, then once a month, and after a while you forget when was the last time you had sex.
So, I started reading a lots of erotic stories, forums etc, and that is how I ended up here. Now, the world of fantasy was satisfying, but not enough. I felt that I get pretty nervous around an atractive men, that my hormones are going wild... Tried living it out with my husband, we had sex, but it was the worst sex imaginable.
So, I lived with this, for years, but I mean years.
Finally, last summer, I let loose.
Didnt plan on it. I was out with friends, a usual wine shop sitting, but after getting buzzed, someone suggested the club. I havent been in a club for over a decade, but what the hell, why not.
And, as things go, as drinks started pouring in, my girls dispersed pretty fast, and I got some attention from a much younger man, early 20s. Hot, hot, hot man. His attention felt really nice, and he kept buying drinks,flirting, his touches were deliberate. He would lean on to me, touch my back, a bit higher, going under my arm. My friends would come around, from time to time, laughing, one of them yelled at my ear "I see you found some chicken (that is the term for younger man in here), all through laughter, and while joking, because we are all married.
He was really going for it, tried to kiss me, I backed off, then he continued touching me. At one moment, I looked around, and realized all of my friends are gone. I guess they didnt want to be in the way, and call me when they went home. I wish they did.
"Come to my place, for drinks, the party is ending here."
I said no, but when we went out, he kept pushing - he lives near by.
I guess I knew what was to be expected, when I said yes, subconsciously, but I was rationalizing, like, it is just a drink, night is too young to be over, first night of fun for ages...
When we entered, his room mate was there, playing video games.
"I brought us a cougar" he yelled, jokingly. I laughed too, as we kissed our way into his bedroom.
I dont know if the doors werent closed, or I didnt hear them, whatever, I felt another pair of hands on my back, and another voice "oh yes".
I tried to turn around, but my lover from the front pulled my head back, and kissed me, while sitting down, and pulling me down with him. Moment later, he was sitting on the edge of the bed, as I was blowing him, while his friend was lifting my dress up, and touching, kissing me down there. Soon enought, I felt him inside me. I felt the condom, and a quantum or ratio made me sigh - thank god, but that was just one moment.
I have been doggy fucked before, but never this hard, and never while giving someone head. It wasnt their first time, since they were laughing, joking. At one point, my lover told his roomie, to "fuck the whore up".
Oh, I felt cheap, but I felt over the moon at the same time. Roomie finished and got up, without a word, only heavy breathing announced that he was still there. Then, my lover pushed me back, and got in the bed, while putting a condom on.
"Ride me"
As proceeded to climb on him, he just nayed with his head, and showed me with his finger to turn the other way.
"I wanna see your big ass".
The roomie was gone, and I was giving my best to make myself cum. And I did, only moment before he did too.
By the time I got my senses back, I realized it is 4 am, and that I will be in big trouble. I did go out with friends, but never stayed this late, since we would usually just sit around until midnight, sometimes a bit longer.
When I got out of the room, those two were playing video games, not aknowledging me at all.
"I have to go now."
"Lets have coffee sometimes", my lover yelled, without lifting his eyes from the screen.
When I entered my house, I thought, this is it, I will be confronted, i will admit under pressure, my life is over...
He was sound asleep, snoring.
Never did anything similar, nor will I, ever again.
You can call me names, but I think I deserved that night. I dont feel sorry, I just lament the fact that I am the kind of person who will go on, without changing anything in my life, and that night was a clear sign that things should change - normal person would never do something like that.
