So I just finished my freshman year of college and did something bad on Spring Break. I was 18 (19 now). I had only been with one guy my current boyfriend for the past two years and no interest in doing something with anyone else.
But I was on the beach in Jamaica and started talking to a nice black guy. He was 30 and also from the U.S. Told me how good I looked in my bikini which felt good. We ended up having a bunch of drinks and I went back up to his room. I even remember thinking it was wrong but he started going down on me and it felt so good.
He stood on the bed as I laid on the edge of it and he just railed me. Eventually fully got on top and just blasted in me. Felt like such a ho. Bad decision maybe but god he was hung and it felt good.
Took the morning after pill when I got back home so I think I’m good. But dam. Do I confess to my boyfriend? Or do I just let this go?
