LostKitten
Don’t hurt me… please 🎀
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Potato
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It's a secret
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Motherless dungeon
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Sexuality:
Nothing Is Taboo
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Role Playing
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Jul 30th, 2022
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May 15th 2024
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All the reasons why I’m starting to believe that I might indeed be made for rape, as opposed to both women who are made for healthy relationships and women who are made to enjoy actively being sluts, bimbos etc.
1 Even when I was doing sports I was never able to gain muscles —> easy to overpower
2 I always had a victim mentality, not being able to stand for myself, struggling to say no even if I really don’t want to, I was a target to bullies even though I wasn’t “too nerdy”, “too ugly”, or anything that bullies use as an excuse to to what they do —> easy to force and to get away with it, and attracting bullies naturally
3 I was always confused that I didn’t have a specific type and really liked a lot of different men whatever they looked like (thin, thick, muscular, jock type, nerd type, masculin, androgynous…) but then I realized that my crush were all either villains, or badboys, or smart, or manipulative people —> so anybody who could have control over me whether it’s physically or mentally
4 As much as I hate it when it happens I always end up touching myself to the memories of it and wishing it happens again —> it sounds like I’m supposed to crave for something I don’t enjoy
5 As much as I hate pain and even though I’m really weak to it, my pussy is dripping when my body suffers —> so even if I don’t like it my body is making it easy and encouraging for my rapists
6 Even though I was raised a feminist and I fight for equal rights and really believe in it I get off to misogynistic porn and rape and humiliation and degradation —> so it makes me no made to be a bimbo/slut but perfect for rape
7 I’m terrified of any sort of control I could have over somebody —> so I wouldn’t even think aout taking the lead
8 I always had dark fantasies as far as I remember —> like if it was a part of me already
9 Even though I was used by many guys my holes are still tight to the point of hurting every first time a man uses me —> so it will never get easier for me to take cocks
10 I have the tendency to transform thing that hurt me into sexual kinks while still being hurt by it —> so my brain and body naturally adjust to fear, discomfort, emotional and physical pain, humiliation, degradation pain etc
11 As much as I know it’s bad, trauma bonding sounds so beautiful to me, but only if I’m the one being hurt and traumatized —> so I normalized having feelings for people who hurt me
12 I work in cycles in which I go through doing the worst things to myself to not even want to think about it —> which means that I can never get used and get stronger against the abuse, it always resets
13 Even though I have favorites, my kinks are not even oriented towards a specific gender or dynamic —> so rape is getting me off whoever does it and in whatever situation
14 I always look up to strong and independent women as an inspiration but instead of that it made me feel like I’m a beta —> it seems like I can’t change my mindset even if I try
15 When I fantasize about romance, it still has some hint of humiliation or abuse —> I need to be dominated and/or abused to feel important to the person I love
16 Even in the scenarios in which I’m clearly enjoying the sexual act, I still need to be handled and feel all the time like i have no power in what’s happening —> which means that I never leave the vulnerable space
17 I don’t enjoy rape and on others, I can only enjoy it if I picture myself as the victim —> so it’s really linked to who I am
18/ Knowing that I prevent other girls to be raped is almost enough for me to accept to be a rape toy and it almost make me feel like it’s right and it’s what I’m supposed to be —> it wouldn’t be a good enough reason for a lot of girls to accept to be abused
19 I tried many times to ignore and avoid those thoughts/fantasies but I always end up going back to it —> I can’t avoid it no matter what I try
1 Even when I was doing sports I was never able to gain muscles —> easy to overpower
2 I always had a victim mentality, not being able to stand for myself, struggling to say no even if I really don’t want to, I was a target to bullies even though I wasn’t “too nerdy”, “too ugly”, or anything that bullies use as an excuse to to what they do —> easy to force and to get away with it, and attracting bullies naturally
3 I was always confused that I didn’t have a specific type and really liked a lot of different men whatever they looked like (thin, thick, muscular, jock type, nerd type, masculin, androgynous…) but then I realized that my crush were all either villains, or badboys, or smart, or manipulative people —> so anybody who could have control over me whether it’s physically or mentally
4 As much as I hate it when it happens I always end up touching myself to the memories of it and wishing it happens again —> it sounds like I’m supposed to crave for something I don’t enjoy
5 As much as I hate pain and even though I’m really weak to it, my pussy is dripping when my body suffers —> so even if I don’t like it my body is making it easy and encouraging for my rapists
6 Even though I was raised a feminist and I fight for equal rights and really believe in it I get off to misogynistic porn and rape and humiliation and degradation —> so it makes me no made to be a bimbo/slut but perfect for rape
7 I’m terrified of any sort of control I could have over somebody —> so I wouldn’t even think aout taking the lead
8 I always had dark fantasies as far as I remember —> like if it was a part of me already
9 Even though I was used by many guys my holes are still tight to the point of hurting every first time a man uses me —> so it will never get easier for me to take cocks
10 I have the tendency to transform thing that hurt me into sexual kinks while still being hurt by it —> so my brain and body naturally adjust to fear, discomfort, emotional and physical pain, humiliation, degradation pain etc
11 As much as I know it’s bad, trauma bonding sounds so beautiful to me, but only if I’m the one being hurt and traumatized —> so I normalized having feelings for people who hurt me
12 I work in cycles in which I go through doing the worst things to myself to not even want to think about it —> which means that I can never get used and get stronger against the abuse, it always resets
13 Even though I have favorites, my kinks are not even oriented towards a specific gender or dynamic —> so rape is getting me off whoever does it and in whatever situation
14 I always look up to strong and independent women as an inspiration but instead of that it made me feel like I’m a beta —> it seems like I can’t change my mindset even if I try
15 When I fantasize about romance, it still has some hint of humiliation or abuse —> I need to be dominated and/or abused to feel important to the person I love
16 Even in the scenarios in which I’m clearly enjoying the sexual act, I still need to be handled and feel all the time like i have no power in what’s happening —> which means that I never leave the vulnerable space
17 I don’t enjoy rape and on others, I can only enjoy it if I picture myself as the victim —> so it’s really linked to who I am
18/ Knowing that I prevent other girls to be raped is almost enough for me to accept to be a rape toy and it almost make me feel like it’s right and it’s what I’m supposed to be —> it wouldn’t be a good enough reason for a lot of girls to accept to be abused
19 I tried many times to ignore and avoid those thoughts/fantasies but I always end up going back to it —> I can’t avoid it no matter what I try
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