Last weekend I watched my wife have sex with another man.
To back up a bit, we are both in our early 40s, married for over 15 years. I have known her since high school, but we got together after college. She was this cute brunette, very slim and fit, never too pretty, but cute. In HS she had a bit of a reputation for being a bit more loose, but I didnt mind.
Sex was great, for years, but after two pregnancies, she got a bit chubby, her tits started sagging, and over time, I pretty much lost a lots of interest for her, sexually. I did my part, we had regular sex, but I was disapointed, especially since I did everything to keep in shape, to dress well, to look good.
She noticed the lack of enthusiasm in the bedroom, and we tried to keep things a bit more interesting, the usual stuff, porn, toys, dress up, role play, and it worked. I felt bad for being so shallow.
Now, we started talking fantasies, as a part of this vivid new sex life, and I courageously said that mine is an FFM threesome, but only as a fantasy, while she suggested she would like an MMF one, or to have sex with someone in front of me.
The idea responded well in me, it got me hot thinking of it, but only as a fantasy. She wasnt thinking the same way. Soon enough, we were logged in on a local meet up site, looking for a partner. I wanted to say something, wanted to stop it, but she was so into it, and the sex was so good, that I kept my mouth shut.
We met a guy, twice, she liked him, and last weekend, we met up.
It was awkward at first, but once they both relaxed, it was fun to watch. The mixture of excitement, sexual tension, and jelaousy, made it super hot.
First he licked her, till she came. Then, she blew him, with such power and passion, that it made me cum watching. Finally, she rode him, till her second orgasm, and mine.
It was a night to remember. The morning was different.
I felt like a piece of shit. Passion is ok, but when your head cools down, things look dirty and wrong.
I am gonna tell her that I cant do that again, nor will I be willing to go for an FFM threesome, as I discovered that the morning after, makes you wanna kill yourself.
So, that is my humble experience. To those who ponder in this direction - my advice - do not.
