Apparently my new(ish) tastes aren't an uncommon trauma reaction, but I can get a little... affected by them. :) Just please don't judge, and I understand if they're not your cup of tea.

I'm a divorced single mom and my son was gone for the weekend, so I went out drinking and tried to find somebody to take home -- usually it's pretty easy. I found a guy who was pretty young (19, turns out, but he was drinking at the bar so... IDK, wouldn't have cared either way). I brought him home, and we started making out in the car... to the doorway... to the living room... but he was like, really holding me up along the way, all playful and cutesy.

I was SOOOoooo into it (he was already pretty cute but there's NO guys who know how to like, "time it out" while they're working on a girl, y'know?). I told him "I'm keeping you" at the bar, and on the ride home I kept giggling "Alejandro's just for me," like... eight times (I was tipsy).

Turns out he was slow playing our way in on purpose because his brother -- his younger brother (no comment/yikes) -- followed us home.

He was choking me, just a little, and asked if I'd ever been a teenager's bitch, which honestly made me cream... and THEN, he asked me how many times I had drank piss, which was NOT my thing. And I was going to kind of laugh it off, like, "Mmmmnoooo, baby boy." And that's about when I could hear somebody else in the driveway (didn't put it together).

But he started really choking me. And I still thought we were being sexy, til he said, "Actually, yes. Your nigger ass and your nigger mouth are just for me." I DO NOT (or did not) like that kind of stuff, so I started trying to pull out and kind of... not bitch him out, right? Because I wanted to fuck, but I thought I could sort of set him straight... nope. :(

Instead he starts full-on choking me with two hands and said something and then... *click/OhWhatTheFuckOhShit/dooropens/doorcloses/lock* and then there were two teenagers in my house.

Basically, he told me what they were going to do, and Alejandro said if I took them to my room and made it easy, they'd make it easy on me. I remember this part so vividly. I think about how different my life would be if I had actually been a good girl right then.

Alejandro told me "put your tongue in my mouth and say 'thank you,'" and instead, I screamed, which they were ready for, because they had me over the back of the couch and were choking me SO quick. They started slapping me and Alejandro kept saying "be good, nigger," and when he asked if I was ready I just kept crying so he choked me til I said "Yes." They made me strip in my living room and pose... that picture "Involuntary" I uploaded was from the first night. I don't know if you can tell a virgin asshole from any other by sight, but... you can probably tell from the screaming (I've had fingers up there but I always SHUT. THAT. DOWN.)

They took me into MY SON'S BEDROOM and both of them raped me in there. I also had to drink Alejandro's piss, and eat his brother's asshole (I never learned his name). I usually had to say "thank you" or ask for the next thing they were going to do to me. I also vomited everywhere on my son's bed, which is when they took me into my own room and filmed the video on my profile. I thought I wouldn't have had it in me by that point, but a lot of that audio was me screaming "No," by the way. More than once I had to say "Thank you papi," and "My ass is Alejandro's."

For a while I was tied up on my own bed and they took turns for three days. I never came once. I never once liked what happened or wanted to like it.

They came inside of me almost every single time, until my son came home.

Up until then, all of this had been endurable because I was grateful that he wasn't involved, and wouldn't ever have to see what they were doing.

But they showed him the videos, they made him watch what they did to me, and they made me say, "Mommy needs this," before I had to use my mouth to get him hard. But they changed their mind, and they said if he could make me cum they'd leave.

He couldn't, so instead, I had to talk my son through being raped, while somebody else was inside of me. At this point, my body betrayed me, and I came.

I got pregnant after the whole thing and aborted it, obviously, but now my son lives with his grandparents and I do this.

Well hello all you perverts out there, I have finally decided to share my naughty life with you all. Now because of where I work I can't really give out pictures or personal details even though I would love to, but it would get me fired so I can't risk it. Even doing this is risky.
You can call me Lisa and hubby is Mark, I am 33 he is 54. We got married a little over 7 years ago after a very fast romance, we met on holiday and got married in under a month. Our sex life started very normal until a little over a year ago when he wanted to spice up our sex life. He knew I had been with other women before and asked if I would do it again with him there. I would do anything to make him happy and said yes. Then he hit me with the bombshell and said he wanted it to be my best friend Joanne and that he had always lusted after her. I said that would be fine but I knew she was very straight and it would not be easy. That and the fact she was happy with her boyfriend was going to make it even harder. So one night I invited her out for a drink and after quite a few I let slip to her that Mark wanted to watch me with another woman and join in, I watched her reaction and was surprised to see her smile. She said her boyfriend Luke had been trying to get her to do the same thing and would get her to watch lesbian porn as they fucked. I asked her if she liked watching it and again to my surprise she said she did. I asked her if she would ever do it? and she said she would. I got very excited because even though I was married and Mark had suggested it, I would love to be with her and always had. She is very beautiful and a natural red head. I told her that Mark was away for the week and said we should go back to mine and talk in private. We got a taxi and when she got in I just grabbed her and kissed her, my hands went to her ass and I pulled her close to me, she kissed me back and before I knew it we were ripping each others clothes off. I only had on a black dress, no underwear and was naked first, I pulled her skirt off and top as I pulled her panties down she took off her bra letting me see those massive 36DD breasts, I was surprised to see she had a nice red bush too, I am totally waxed. I pushed her down on the floor in the hall, my mouth going to one of her massive breasts and my hand right between her legs. I worked my way down and buried my face between her legs my tongue working her clit, she was so wet already and she tasted so sweet. It had been a few years since I had tasted another woman and I was in heaven. I have no idea how long I was licking her but she came fast and hard her thighs squeezing my head as she came over and over. I got up and looked at her, she smiled at me and I took her hand and pulled her to her feet. I led her to the kitchen and poured her a vodka, as I did this she put her hand between my legs and slid a finger inside my now very wet pussy. She pulled it out and licked it, downed the vodka and pushed me onto one of our bar stools. She got down on her knees and her mouth was soon on my pussy, I could tell she had never done this before but she learned fast, she used her fingers inside me as she licked my clit. I never take long in cumming when I am excited and when I did I squirted into her mouth and over her face, I grabbed her head and pushed her in, making her lick me clean. I asked her if she liked her first girl on girl action, she laughed and said she had and wanted more. That night we licked and fingered each other so many times it would take me forever to tell you about it, we used all my toys and finally fell asleep in each others arms. I woke the next morning she had gone but had left me a not saying to call her later that day. Around mid day I was about to call when I heard a knock on the door, there was Joanne she came in and kissed me again, she said Luke had just fucked her and pulled up her skirt and I could see cum on her leg, I asked where he fucked her and she laughed and said in the car just before he dropped her off, I went down on her licking the cum from her leg and pushing my tongue inside her knowing his cum would now be in my mouth. I made her cum again and she kissed me and said she wanted Luke to join us soon, I told her I wanted Mark to do the same. So we made plans to have them both at the same time, now this wasn't something that mark had asked for, nor Luke but we wanted them both there at the same time. She called Luke and told him and he was happy to go along with it, I had no idea if Mark would and said they should both come over that Saturday, Mark would be home Friday and I would convince him that this was the only way.

That Friday Mark came home and I told him what had happened with Joanne, It got him so turned on he ripped my clothes off and fucked me hard from behind as I told him. As we lay there talking I told him that Joanne and said yes to joining us and he was so happy but that she wanted Luke there too. He was very quiet and I asked him what he thought? He said OK but he was not sure. I then told him that they were both coming over the next day and that nothing may happen but we could talk about it. What he didn't know was that Joanne and I had planned it so that something happen and that we knew that once it started they would get on board.

I had bought a new dress, red and very short, I had nothing under it, my breasts are not that big but it was nice and tight and made them look much nicer and bigger than they were. I had been to the Ann Summers shop and bought a strap on dildo that had a nice big black cock on it. I also bought some vibrating butt plugs and had them in a bag at the side of the couch, Mark knew nothing of this. Joanne and Luke came at 8pm and the conversation was a little slow at first because I think the men were a little unsure. Mark sat on one chair Luke on an other that left Joanne and I on the couch, after a few drinks they started to relax and I decided to get things started and asked Joanne how big Luck's cock was? she laughed and said it was an easy 7 inches but very thick, his face was a picture and very red, I laughed and said Mark was bigger and very thick. I leaned over and gave her a kiss and as I did I opened my legs a little and let both of them see I had no underwear on, I saw Mark smile and kissed her again, she reached under my dress and pushed her finger inside me. We had decided this was the best way to get them worked up. My hand went under her dress and like me she had no panties on. I pulled her dress up and she did the same to me. I looked at Luke and there was no mistaking a bulge in his trousers, Mark was the same. We stood up and she pulled my dress up and over my head, I did the same and then undid her bra. I looked at her and smiled, we went over to them, She went to Mark and I Luke. We both undid their trousers and soon had both of them out and in the open. Luke had a lovely looking cock, he was circumcised, I looked at Joanne and she already had Marks cock in her mouth. I did the same to Luke and his hands went to my boobs. I sucked him for a while and then got on him sliding his cock deep in my pussy and I bounced up and down on him. Joanne was on her knees and Mark was fucking her from behind. Luke pulled out of me and shot his cum over my belly and boobs. Mark didn't pull out and shot his deep inside her. We got the boys naked and I pulled out my new toys, I put on the strap on and bent Joanne over and slid it in her wet pussy and as I did this I wet my finger and pushed it in her ass, Luke got in front of her and put his cock in her mouth. We fucked like this for a while and Mark was stroking his cock. I pulled out of Joanne and Mark put his cock in, I moved round behind Luke and as he moth fucked her I surprised him by pushing my finger up his ass, then another and told him I was going to fuck his ass, Joanne grabbed him and I pushed the dildo at his ass, now I knew from Joanne she had used vibrators on him before, it went in quite easy even though it was big. Mark looked at me and he must have known then I intended to do the same to him. I fucked Luke for a while and when he shot his cum in hr mouth I pulled out and got behind Mark, without cleaning it I pushed it right inside Mark, I had fucked him like this lots of times and knew he loved it. Joanne turned round and kissed Mark her mouth full of Luke's cum. She then got on her back and told Luke to lick her clean, Marks cum was all over and inside her. He went right in there, he either didn't care or wanted to. We drank and fucked for a few hours until we were all exhausted and the boys were drained of all their cum. Just before we finished I asked Mark to rub Luke. he looked at him and then grabbed his cock Luke did the same with him. They got dressed and left. We sept very late the next day and Mark told me the next day he had a great time and wanted more. Much more. The next weekend Joanne and Luke came over again and again we fucked for hours and it became a regular thing, at least once a week. Joanne and I were spending quite a bit of time together too and one night in the pub we got talking to 2 younger women, Tina and Julie both 19 we actually got them a little drunk and called Luke to go to my house and wait with Mark as we had a surprise for them

now that is chapter 2 and will tell you all once I have recovered from writing this one :)

I am not one for confessing anything and I am a very private woman. I am Christie and I am 31 and divorced for 3 years now. After my divorce I moved to a new city and got quite a good job with the local council. I am vwey short only 4 foot 10 inches tall. very slim and have ginger hair. My skin is very pale with lots of freckles and almost no breasts, but I always knew I would never have much on my chest as all the women in my family are the same. I had bought a small 2 bedroom house in a small village just outside the city and was very happy. I found this site a few years ago and have become addicted to reading the stories and watching some videos. Now I know some people can be nasty on here and I am writing this more for myself than you, but if this gets you horny all well and good, but if you are going to comment then please only nice ones, if your going to be nasty then please just move on. I hope you all enjoy.

My confession starts in Febuary when one of my friends at work, Claire, just 23 asked me what lucky man was taking me out for Valantines day? She was surprised when I told her that I would be spending it alone as usual and I asked her what plans she had? She told me she was going to be alone too and said we should spend it together. I thought what the hell and said OK and that she could come to mine as I had lots of room and didn't really want to go out anywhere. I put in a holiday for the day after as I am no good the day after if I have been drinking, Claire did the same.
I had cooked a nice dinner for us and as a joke even put a single red rose on the table. I was just about to go in the shower and was just in my bath robe when I heard a knock at the door. I opened it and there was Claire, she was over an hour early, she said sorry but had caught the early train. She came in and took off her coat. She had on a very short black dress and her breasts looked like they were trying to escape. In short she looked beautiful. I told her to make herself at home and that I was going for a shower. As I was in the shower Clare asked if she could use the toilet, I said OK and as my toilet was a wet room there was no shower screen and she could see everything. No one had seen me naked since my ex husband, and before that only one other man, and a few girls way back at school. I saw her pull up her dress and sit on the toilet, I noticed she was not wearing any underwear, and that she was totally shaved. Unlike me, I had a nice red bush, trimmed yes but that was it.
I got dressed and put on my favorite blue dress, we had dinner and some wine and I started to relax a little. We sat on the couch and we talked and the more we drank the more relaxed I got. Claire was very open and the subject soon turned to sex and she asked me what the best sex I had ever had was? I laughed and asked what good sex was? because my ex was a pig of a man who had only cared about his own satisfaction and the only other man I had been with was the man I lost my virginity too and he was not the best and couldn't last very long. I told her my vibrator was my best lover. She giggled and told me she had lots of sex toys. But told me her best sex was when she had a 3some a few months back. I asked her what it was like to be with 2 men, she laughed and told me it was with another 2 women, no men involved at all. Now like most women I had thought about sex with another woman but had never ever acted on it. She told me all about it and as she did I could feel myself get horny. Once she started she couldn't stop, she told me more stories about her very active sex life. A lot of men but more than a few stories were of sex with other women. We got more than a little drunk and the subject turned to my ginger bush, she asked me why I didn't shave and I told her I used to but because of my size and breast size I hated how I looked. I went to my bed that night, Claire in my spare room. I was horny as hell, I had never felt so horny for years. I grabbed my vibrator and started to play, I never thought about the buzzing of it. And was on the top of my bed legs wide open fucking myself. I never even saw the door open, I had not even turned the light out. I opened my eyes and there was Claire, naked and fingering herself watching me. Even my ex had never seen me masturbate and I tried to hide what I was doing but there was no way I could. My vibrator was deep inside me and looking at Claire our eyes met and before I knew it she was on my bed beside me, her hand moved mine away from my vibrator and she took over. She kissed me her tongue pushing into my mouth, I think it was then that I gave into her. She worked my vibrator and as she did her thumb found my clit. I was at her mercy now, she brought me to orgasm quicker than I had ever done before. And no sooner had I came she pulled out the vibrator and licked it dry. She then moved down and her mouth took its place. I have had my ex go down on me a few times but my god nothing like this, she knew what to do to make me squirm and had me at orgasm again so quick, I lost count of how many times she made me cum. I couldn't take anymore and tried to push her away but she kept going using her tongue and fingers. She finally moved away and pulled her fingers from me, ahse moved up to my small breasts and made my nipples wet from my own juice. She kissed me and cuddled me. We must have fallen asleep because I woke around 9am with her arms around me, I felt very confused but also the most satisfied I had ever felt. I got up and made some coffee, I didn't bother to dress and as I was filling up the sink I felt Claire behind me she kissed my neck and said good morning and asked if I was OK? I said I was and she turned me round and kissed me. my hands went to her bottom as we kissed. Her hand went to my pussy and said we have to do something about my bush, I told her I didn't want to shave it and she said we could just trim it. I said maybe but I said I needed food and made some bacon and eggs. After breakfast I said I was going for a shower, she got up and followed me, and we showered together, washing eachother and for the first time ever I touched her pussy. She told me we don't have to rush anything and I was happy about that but as I washed her, my hand went to her pussy so many times. We dryed off and I sat on the bed watching her. She bent down and kissed me and as she did my hand found her pussy again, I slid a finger inside her, she said we had lots of time and moved away from me. She got dressed and left leaving me more confused than I have ever been.

I went back to work and Claire hardly talked to me, I felt very confused and upset, I so wanted to talk to her about all that had happened. Every night I would go home and my vibrator would get a workout as I thought of Claire. Then almost 3 weeks after our night of passion I was sitting at home and there was a knock at the door. I opened it and there was Claire, she was drunk and as soon as I opened the door she pushed in and grabbed me, kissing me and pulling my jeans off, she kicked the door closed and had me naked before I could even say anything, I was on my back on the floor and she was between my legs. her tongue was licking my clit and her fingers deep inside my pussy then I started to cum and she made me cum so many times again. I got up and we went to my bedroom, she stripped off and this time i put my head between her legs and slow at first started to lick, using my fingers i slid a few in, all the while licking her clit for all I was worth. She came and fell asleep. She turned onto her side and her ass looked amazing, i parted it and her little rose bud looked so nice, i touched it with my finger, then my tongue, my ex used to do this to me and it always drove me wile when he did, but she stayed sleeping. I covered her up and went for a drink, I downed a whole bottle of wine and went back to my room, she was still sleeping and opened her legs and went down on her again, she started to cum and as she did she woke up grabbed my head and pushed it into her pussy. She just kept cumming and cumming my face was so wet from her, then she turned over and told me to lick her ass again, I did as she asked pushing my tongue in as far as I could. We cuddled up together and when I woke the next day she was gone. Again at work she would blank me and over a few months she turned up at my door 5 times. Every time she came it was the same, we would have wild sex and she would leave.
Then in May she got fired, I was at a total loss, seeing her at work had kept me going, it was then it came to me, I had fallen in love with her. I called her a few times but she wouldn't answer and I plucked up the guts to go to her flat in the city. It was during the day so I expected her to be in, when I knocked on the door a man answered, I asked if Claire was in and he said she was away for an interview, I was a little confused as she had never said anything about a room mate before, then he introduced himself as her husband, I said she had never said she was married before and he laughed and said she never does, they had got married the year before I met her. I told him I used to work with her and was a little worried about her, He said he would tell her I had called and I left.
She turned up that night mad as hell, saying I shouldn't have come to her home. I told her I knew she was married and asked why she never told me? she said if she had told me I wouldn't ever have had sex with her. I said that maybe would have happened and then confessed I had fallen for her. We made love that night unlike all the other times where it was fast and hard, this was more like real love, very tender and when she kissed me it felt like a lover and not just sex. She was still there when I woke up and she asked me what I thought about her husband? I said he was nice and asked if he knew what she was doing with me? I was shocked when she said yes he knew and whats more he loved hearing all about it.

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