I confess that regular porn doesn't turn me on. I prefer the thrill of the hunt instead.
Yeah, breasts and pussy and ass are nice, but they just don't do anything for me. But through a combination of trauma and mental disability, I would just look at the naughty bits and think "Oh! Those are naughty bits!". By themselves, they don't turn me on.
What does turn me on, however, is the act of restraint and confinement. You know, things like home invasions... kidnapping... taking a cute girl and fully restraining her, turning her into an unwilling vessel for sexual fun. There's something really exciting about hunting down a woman, fully restraining her so she can't get away... and then slowly fondling her, undoing her clothing, degrading and making her feel embarrassed... listening to her moan in defeat as I tell her what I want to do to her. Sliding my fingers into her panties despite her gagged cries to let her go... moaning softly into her ear as I take her, feeling her tighten around me, her body in full betrayal towards my will.
I hope to find a woman like Asiana Starr or someone similar someday. A girl who is utterly adorable and sweet and happens to like tough bondage, who not just knows, but anticipates the idea of a man binding her tightly and putting her in tough predicaments to chase that orgasmic high... who would gladly play into the idea of a rape fantasy, being bound and gagged in her own bed by a stranger who will not just use her, but torture her, ravish her, tell her what a good girl she is when she is forced to cum over and over again... but that's just a fantasy I have.