I love the idea of incest and rape, though mostly in a fantasy state of mind. I don't want to have sex with my own family, or any relatives for that matter, but the actual idea of it is fascinating and a turn on.
I suspect it's mainly the taboo side of it, the fact that it is something deemed unacceptable and forbidden (I can't have it so I want it). And when I think about it happening in a real scenario, I think "Hmm, that's pretty hot, but it's not a very good idea" for reasons that are obvious but I won't go into.
The rape fascination is probably the same sort of thing, but more about the control of someone, which I don't understand why I like because that's not how I am with other things (unless it is and I'm just too power crazy to see it). I hate the idea of rape in real life, it's scaring and horrible and actually not very hot or pretty to watch real awkward and brutal rape.
So those are two sexual fascination which I have no idea how they came about inside my brain and I know they're bad in practice, but I just can't help but read stories and get turned on by them :/
Also, why the fuck am I spending the time to post all this on a porn website where 90% is fake bullshit and it's always pics or gtfo. I guess I want to hear anyone's opinion (even the ignorant racist paedophiles that roam this area), does anyone have information or ideas about this?
