My girlfriend and I are in an open relationship. Actually it might be more polyamory since she is also in love with this other guys as well. They are currently experiencing some new relationship energy and she is craving sex with him alot right now, but not with me.
This has awakened some interesting feelings and emotions in me. I definitely have a little bit of a cuckhold fetish and I had always like the idea of her fucking another guy, and if that happened I wanted to be able to watch. Unfortunately she did not agree to that so she just goes over to his place for dates and fucking.
After the first time they had sex she told me that he has the biggest cock she has ever seen or had. She also said he fucked her hard and had his way with her. At first she didn't like it, but as they have continued to have sex she has grown more accustomed to it, to the point that I think she actually prefers sex with him over me, despite the fact that he has never given her an orgasm.
So, they have been fucking about once or twice a week for a few months now and finally my curiosity got the best of me. One night when I knew she was at his place I snuck over and peeked in through the window. I got there just in time. They were making out on the couch and he was removing her shirt. I was amazed at how quickly things progressed from kissing to full on fucking. There was almost no foreplay whatsoever. He took off her shirt, sucked on her perky little breasts for about a minute, then took off his pants, ripped her shorts off of her, and stuck his massive cock inside her in one fell swoop.
She wasn't kidding. His cock was massive. Incredibly long and thick. It was impressive. And he fucked her hard, very hard. Missionarry, cowgirl, doggy, prone bone, before finally cumming a massive load all over her back. The whole time I could hear her moaning and could see the passion and pleasure on her face. Part of me felt so happy for her, to be able to experience that joy and pleasure and to get fucked in a way that I can't, but another part of me felt massively sick to my stomach at what I was watching.
After he came I left, too afraid I would be caught, and headed home to jerk off to the spectacle I just saw.
About 2 weeks later I had another opportunity to sneak over again and watched. This time was even hotter than the first. She took control, sucking his massive coach for a long time. Her tiny mouth could barely take any of it in. Then she climbed on top and rode him slowly and passionattely. It was a big change from the first time I watched, until all of a sudden he picked her up, bent her over, and pounded her hard from behind. This time though he didn't pull out, and I could hear him moan as he filled my girlfriends pussy up with his hot cum. That was her first creampie ever. Something I have been begging her to let me do to her. I am pissed that this guy just got to do it without asking, and without any issue from her, at the same time its was an amazing turn on to watch. At that moment I wished she was coming home, but I knew she would be staying over. I wanted nothing more than to lick her clean and then fill her up with my cum.
So that is my confession - I have secretly watched my girlfriend have amazing sex with her other lover. It is both an amazing turn on and is heartbreaking at the same time. I don't know if I will sneak over again and watch, I think my curiosity has been placated, but who knows.
