I pretend to be gay on the internet and lead men on. I get them to tell me all the things they want me to do to them, filthy perverted kinky things. I post genuine photos and videos of myself which they go mad over. I started doing it for a bit of a laugh, but now the problem is that I'm getting really turned on by it. I started watching gay porn to get ideas of what to say to the men who follow my pic and video postings, but now I find I watch it to get turned on and wank off over.
I think that doing what I do is turning me gay. I now want these men to lick my ass hole and to deep throat my cock. I want to spank them, cane them, fuck them up the ass and piss all over them.
I'm getting hard just writing that, and am going to have to have a wank. I will video myself and post the video and get off on the comments and telling them how I want to shoot my spunk into the back of their throats or deep up their ass.
Am I turning myself gay? I am happily married and love getting blow jobs from my wife and having her lick my ass and fucking her.
