Recently I saw some episode of csi. At the end some guy was proven to have eaten mole poison. Then they showed mole poison, being called "mole killer".
This disgusting stuff was looking like... spinach. Poison being fabricated into small cuboids that looked exactly like spinach that is being fabricated(to be separated even after having been in the freezer) as cuboids.
The guy of csi knew it though and did it on purpose.
Now every time I see spinach in my freezer, that I bought weeks ago, that was not poison weeks ago, that is not poison now, I cannot eat it because all I think of is eating poison.
This might even lead to symptoms based on the placebo effect.
And it gets worse. For some weird reason I looked up this mole poison and I found something else: mole poison earthworms-like looking. The distributor was so proud to write that "they even feel and bend like earthworms and earthworms are mole's natural source of food". As if that wasn't enough he had a pdf-file titled: "What if my dog eats them?". The PDF concluded: "Your dog has to eat two worms to get sick."
Now each time I see earthworms-shaped jellybabies/gummi bears I cannot eat them anymore. Whereas this is not the worst thing, as they are unhealthy anyways; not because of poison but because of sugar.
The problem is, I cannot unthink those pictures. Everything that has any relateable form reminds me of them. And basically, what doesn't look like a cuboid?
Shit, I now realize that the keys of my keyboard are cuboids.
How do I get my realistic sense of form perception back?
