I'm 23/f and I have always been really fixated on sex.
From a pretty young age (10/11) I realized it felt really good when I touched myself. I had a really big stuffed Tigger and I used to tuck his tail up between his legs and hump it until I got off. I also did the same thing with towels, I would roll them up and hump them.
Once when I was about 12, my best friend (who was 14) and I had a sleepover and we were playing games. I don't remember exactly how it happened but at one point we decided to get naked and grind our pussies against each others legs until we got off. Afterwards she told me not to say anything to anyone and we've never mentioned it again.
I had my first real boyfriend in grade 8. We would make out and he would grip my ass and grind me onto his cock until he came. Eventually he started to finger me and he wasn't very good at it but it was exciting and I liked that he liked it so I never made him stop. He taught me how he liked to be jerked off using lotion so I started doing that and I tried giving him head once but his cock tasted like the lotion and it grossed me out.
In grade 9 I got an older boyfriend (I was 14 and he was 16) and we fooled around a lot. Eventually, on my birthday, he convinced me to have sex. My birthday was on Super Bowl sunday that year and we had sex before everyone came over and again at half time when our friends were downstairs in the den. I liked that if anyone came up they would see what we were doing.
About 3 months later we were at his friend's house party and we all got really drunk and high. He passed out on the couch and a couple of his friends took me upstairs and they both started touching me and making out with me. I felt bad because I cared about my boyfriend but I was drunk and I really wanted to be touched. I sucked one of their cocks while the other one fingered me and jerked off. I never told my boyfriend but we broke up a few months later and I've always wondered if his friends ever came clean about it.
After that I decided I didn't want a boyfriend for a while, I just wanted to have fun. I would go to parties, make out with my girl friends and then fool around with guys. Once we were at a party and the cops broke it up so a few of us snuck into the attic. While we were up there one of the guys (the one who had fingered me when my boyfriend was passed out) had me suck his dick in front of everyone else up there. It felt incredible and after he came, one of my girl friends came over and we made out for a while.
I've settled down since then, mostly sticking to boyfriends but I can never find one who can keep up with my kinky side. All the guys I've been with are so much more boring than when I was younger and I miss it so fucking much. Now that I'm starting to explore even more kinks, I can barely stand having normal, boring sex. It's gotten to the point where I've broken up with a few guys because they don't want to try anything fun and I end up masturbating most nights. Where are all the good men?!
