I'm a straight 30 year old guy who is 6'0" @ 180lb, lifts, has slept with over a dozen women, has a good job, car, house, etc. However, I have become addicted to porn as most of you have, and especially after viewing 10/10 instagram models, am obsessed with women. I have experimented with males before, but definitely prefer female ass/tits/legs. I have always been obsessed with transexuals, you know, the ones who are hotter than most actual females, but don't consider myself bisexual.
Point is, viewing all of these gorgeous women with estrogen flowing out from their tits and pussy, has screwed with my head. I may be just viewing, or jerking, but I always want to BE them. I even think "omg she is SO lucky". Sure, that's why hormone therapy and transexualism is on a sharp rise, but I will not participate, even if I do enjoy dressing up.
The photo is an example of what I wish I looked like. Any other guys feel the same?
