last night, got drunk with my cousin, she and i have been good friends for longer than I can remember.
but i get stupid and say "can i tell you something."
she says "of course." but then i realize it's stupid and i shouldn't say it, plus i got scared that kinda sobered up. but she forces me to tell her exactly what i was going to say.
so i say it "i want to look into your eyes when i cum."
she laughs at me, and then we sit there for a minute being silent.
then she says "so, like, do you want to be inside me? or just like while you're jerking off? or what?"
i pause for way longer than i should have "i want to be inside you."
"so why didn't you just say you want to fuck me?"
"because i don't just want to fuck you, i want it to....." i didn't finish the sentence until she mad me, "i want it to mean something."
we went back and forth on this for a while. before she says "come on." and gets up and starts walking to her room. I catchup, she says "you know, i'm a virgin."
"me too"
i ask if she has any protection, and she says this: "we don't need any. i've been dying to feel you inside me."
so, in her bedroom, we get naked and look at each other. damn, she's fucking hot. she took my dick in her hand.
she lays down on the bed, and i get between her legs and start sliding my dick in and out of her. we're looking in each others eyes, and before i know it, i cum inside of her.it was amazing. but then she whispers to me "your eyes were closed."
we did it two more times, and both times i couldn't keep my eyes open. it got close to time for our parents to come home. we said we'd keep trying, and she told me to practice keeping my eyes open.
today, i was in the mood to masturbate. and i called her and told her.... we ended up facetiming and she wanted a close up as i came.
she said that next time we're together, there's definitely going to be a blow job, and i'd better be ready to return the favor.
my cousin is awesome!
