I confess, and this is no joke:
I wish I could kill my wife and put her out of my life. I hate her and her fucking mom with a passion. I have kids with her and I hate that they are starting to act just like her and her mom. Both are fucking jobless never-gonna-be-shit fucks. I was forced into this marriage for pity sake. She almost left me a few months ago but I fought to keep her back. I am a complete, hopeless romantic dumbass who is too proud to imagine another man fucking her, even though I hate her. Do I really hate her or do I hate my own life? I have contemplated suicide but never had the balls to do it. This is the wrong site to ask for help but I think I need serious help. I would never kill anyone, I just hate my situation. I never thought my life would be like this.