Starting to realize my girlfriend doesn't care at all about me. She never makes time for me. I'm always her last priority. It's hard to leave her though because I have no friends. They all moved away after we graduated from grad school. I stayed where I am because I got a job here. Then I lost my job in the pandemic. I reach out to old friends, and it's just like I don't exist to people.
I met my girlfriend a few months ago. I have quickly discovered she's one of those people who gets really excited about a person, idea, or activity and loses interest just as fast. She has little regard for the value of my time. I fully expect her to just ghost me soon. Not that it will matter, I am just as alone either way. BINO - Boyfriend in name only, it seems.
It's sad that I'm venting here, of all places.
