When I was young, I was bullied in school. I can't seem to let go of this and it has affected my self-confidence for my whole life. Yet I realize it must be much more terrible for those who were sexually abused.
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01 Aug 2012 5:22PM
Just hit the gym. When i was in school someone tried to bully me a big guy who everyone was scared of . One day he pushed me to far and i kicked his ass he started screamin for his boys to help him but nobody did . The thing is he was big but not strong cause i had been doing the gym i was stronger and cold easily swing the bastard about . He came in the next day with a knife in his bag and got caught so he was expelled. Next time i heard from him he was offering blow jobs for money. The junky fuck .
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01 Aug 2012 7:09PM
Hey there, OP. I've got a few questions for you because I'm drinking mid-afternoon and feel the need to give you a sincere response. How old are you now? What kind of self-esteem issues are you facing? Purely internal? Or is there some aspect of your love or professional life that this is giving you trouble with?
I grew up as the fat kid in a fairly small town (population ca. 6,000 most of which were elderly). In elementary school I got in lots of fights because kids would gang up on me to see who could take down the fat boy. I lived with my single, fat, codependent mom so I didn't have a good role model for self-esteem either. I was "sexually abused" once by a male cousin at the age of about 8 (I'm a guy) but I wasn't traumatized, only sexually awakened by the experience. As I became a teen, my sex drive (like most) was on fire but I knew that, being fat, I would be an undesirable sex partner for most girls.
These days, I'm almost 28 and I'm a fairly confident and happy person in life. I've had to overcome a lot of challenges like anyone, so I doubt it makes me an expert on your issues but I thought perhaps we might be able to relate. So, tell me a little more about your troubles.
