I confess I may have ruined a friendship because of the bad habits I developed from coming to this site. I post shit anon, like this, and sometimes I am like a cold glass of water to the face in the form of a reality check. Sure, you might get the glass smashed in your face too, but this is to get rid of the illusion too.
My friend blogged about pushing people away hoping that if they notice when she stops talking to her they'll make more of an effort with her.
Being used to commenting under the cloak of anonymity, I commented that she pulled that shit a lot whether or not she even realizes it. I asked her how she expects to maintain relationships when she can't even maintain friendships. I told her that acknowledging the problem just isn't enough, that she has to do something about it before she ends up alone.
She pushed away one best friend and is doing it to me. I love her dearly but there's only so much I can take. I didn't tell her that if she kept it up, I was going to have to cut her out of my life for good. I didn't tell her anything to indicate what she was doing to me. I left out any details pertaining to me, and it just FELT like an anonymous post. I submitted it, and saw my name next to it.
I panicked and deleted it but she had already seen it. Fuck. Should I feel bad like this?
