Several years ago I had a toxic gf who introduced me to the world of paying for sex after we paid to have a girl rub me off in a massage parlour while we were getting massaged beside each other. After that relationship I spiralled from hand jobs into full on sex with random girls online as well as escorts etc. I had some incredible sex and loved the variety of women I got to see and fuck. I got into such a rut of meeting escorts and masseuses that when I met my now wife I carried on fucking others behind her back, even after we got engaged. Me and her would talk such filth (long distance) that I was horny 24/7 so it made me hornier and go fuck girls more. We then got married months later and unfortunately, one small miss on my part meant she discovered my secret life on my phone 3 days after we got married. She even spoke to oke of the prossies. Despite this, she stayed with me, not sure why or how. I tried counselling and other things but I couldn't get enough of the variety and spontaneity of seeing and touching various girls. I denied myself sex with more but continued with happy ending and body to body massages even after marriage. One day I went for what I thought was a massage and ended up fucking the masseuse as she got horny after seeing how "handsome" I was. Ended up fucking my wife only 2 hours later. I felt like such a cunt but the joy of multiple women still plays on my mind too much. I still meet random girls but not for sex, maybe a hj or bj at most but still go for happy ending massages. Do I need help? I'm a real perv. I would fuck my wife's sisters at the drop of a hat if I could but she knows I'm a horny pervert and doesn't like me talking to them. I also don't want to ruin the marriage because she is a really a good girl. Am I a real cunt? Any advice or thoughts?
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Why? Because you're like most men and want to fuck every hot slut you see? Nah. She's still there. Just let her know you love other women and comment on the ones you really want. See if you can get her to make comments. Have fun with it. There's something she's always liked or wanted to try, so bring something special for her home. Let her have a taste of another hot bitch or guy. It's just sex. So keep it simple. Let her know it's okay to have fun herself and that you need other women. Maybe a swingers club. Something different for you both after you get her eased up and having fucked someone else. Knowing you find it hot so she'll want more.
I've tried talking to her to see if she would be open to it and she has confessed previously wanting to fuck her best friend from teenage years but she gets super protective when I talk about joining in. She doesn't trust me enough to discuss swinging because she thinks I would just go behind her back and fuck people (quite likely) so she avoids all those things although had she not learnt of my secrets it probably would have happened as she is still a slut. I keep at it though and hope one day we can have a threesome with another girl but totally under her terms. Either way I guess I would win
You should attend Sex-Addicts Anonymous and get your life together before you look back in regret.
My story is very similar but without the marriage. I'm divorced, and through my 40s I discovered this world through one of my GFs who would hire young "sugar babies" to be our threesome babe. GFs after her were nowhere near as daring, but every girl I've been with has enjoyed sex on hotel balconies, in the car, and other risky places. Sometimes we catch people watching and I keep hoping to find a vid of us posted somewhere. The moral of the story and why your wife took you back, girls love to be slutty. They love to be choked, spanked, forced to wear revealing clothing, and exposing them in public. They are exhibitionists by nature. Go do some freaky shit with the wife and not only will it open a new world to her, I bet she passes you up and sooner or later she'll be paying for the hooker! Cheers!
Listen homie. I donno if this is a legit post or if you just trolling. I feel like it's probably a troll but I'm going to pretend that you're an actual dude asking for advice. There's no easy way for someone as far gone as you are. What I mean by that is, there's no weining yourself off bit by bit. The ONLY way is to go COLD TURKEY. But not just when it comes to the cheating. The same goes for porn. Straight up. You need to GET THE FUCK OFF THIS WEBSITE, as well as any other porn sites or dating sites or any fucking sites that could flip that switch and make you lose any progress you are able to make towards getting better and being able to have a long and happy life with your wife. If you love your wife, you will try to do this. Question: Are you sexually attracted to your wife? If you are, then make her the object of your insatiable hunger. If she isn't into RP, you can RP in your own mind as you're fucking her. If RP isn't your thing, then just really point all of your energy at her. Whenever and wherever. FUCK LIKE SHE ISN'T YOUR WIFE. Get up in her guts and FUCK HER SHIT UP. Between the 2 of you, you guys can figure out some fun things to do. BUT the most important thing is to CUT OFF ALL SOURCES. Delete numbers, delete bookmarked websites, DELETE EVERYTHING. And STAY AWAY FROM PORN of any kind. It's the only way. Good luck, I'm routing for you.
