I am a sissy virgin. I never sucked a cock and never got my ass fucked by another gurl! OMG, I dream of it every time I masterbate. When I watch she male porn my mouth waters! I so much want a gurly dick to suck. I want to tast her pre-cum! I want to gag while she pulls my hair and feel her spunk shoot down my throat as I jerk off. Then I want to feel her warm cock slowly pushing in my girl hole as I scream with pleasure. Pumping and pumping, deeper and deeper while she strokes me till she shoots her hott cum in my butthole as I cum all over! Yes I really must want a young tranny inside me...

I wrote this a few years ago when I was thirteen or fourteen and posted it on another forum. I've edited it for grammar and spelling since, but the language is much still the same (troll away about the ten dollar words if that's satisfying for you.) I'm afraid I don't have a very satisfying epilogue for you, but maybe you'll enjoy reading my fantasies.. I confess that I want to fuck basically everyone in my family!

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My mom lives with her new wife, and I live with them and my adopted sister most of the time. My dad lives with his sister, and I'm with them in the summer. I think I might be a nymphomaniac because all I can think about is fucking them, all of them.

I found Mom and Sheila's toys in their closet while they were at the store with my sister Renee a couple weeks ago. They just started leaving me home alone. They had a dizzying assortment of dildos, butt-plugs, handcuffs, ropes, vibrators, strap-on harnesses, lubricants... they even had a strange dildo on a huge half-cylinder that plugged in. [ed. when I posted this story I was informed this was a Sybian. I also later learned that one of the objects I didn't even take notice of at the time was a sex swing. (It was disassembled.] I sniffed and licked every toy they had, but they were all clean. I was really disappointed, but that didn't stop me from picking out one of their smaller toys and popping my own cherry with it. I actually got a spot of blood on their carpet, but I don't think they ever noticed. I resolved to start listening at their door and even hoped to get a peek at what they were doing sometime. The idea of them fucking each other with these dildos (some of them were HUGE) was just fascinating to me.

I didn't have to wait long to get my voyeuristic jollies. That night, I went to bed and closed my door and started reading. When I heard Renee go to bed, I crept out to find everyone's bedroom doors closed. I crept over to Mom and Sheila's door, and carefully pressed my ear against it.

The first thing I heard was my mom giggling. "Stop nibbling, that tickles!" It was a few moments before I heard anything else, and it was mom's gentle moans, slowly building in intensity. Eventually I heard Sheila gasp "Talk dirty to me.", and Mom said some shit I had NEVER heard her say! This probably isn't exactly how it went, but it's as close as I can remember.

"Yeah Sheila, you dirty fucking whore, you lick that pussy, you worship it, worship me. You're MY fucking whore."
"Yes, mistress, I'm your whore."
"I didn't tell you to stop licking, whore. Don't forget my asshole. OH YEAH you're a well-trained little whore."

I began rubbing myself while holding my ear to the door, nearly suffocating trying not to make any noise. This went on for a few minutes until finally I heard mom screaming, I guess because she came. She asked Sheila if she'd cum yet, and she said yes, and mom asked if she was ready to switch. I assumed that meant that Mom was gonna eat Sheila's pussy now.

But then mom started begging "Please let me suck your big dick, mistress." I guessed they had gotten out the strap-on. I heard some gagging sounds, and rubbed myself thinking about my Mom kneeling in front of Sheila, deep-throating a 12" strap-on. (Their biggest one was, indeed, 12", I had measured.)

I had to step away from the door and lie down on the floor in the hall to frig myself to an orgasm. After I did, I found that I was still horny and curious so I put my ear back to the door to see if anything was still going on.

"Fuck me, Sheila, fuck my pussy, I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum!"
"Yeah, you like that, bitch? You like massaging my big dick with your tight pussy?"
"Oh yes, I love your big dick in my tight pussy, please please please cum in my pussy."

I expected Sheila to get mad since Mom actually seemed to be pretending she was a guy, but instead she played right along.

"Are you sure? If I cum in your pussy you might not get your ass fucked tonight."
"Oh baby please fuck my ass I need you to hurt my little ass with your big cock."

Wow. Even having seen the butt-plugs for myself that day, I hadn't fully made the connection that my Mom and Sheila enjoy anal sex. I started rubbing myself again. I wished I had something to play with my asshole with (using my fingers did not occur to me at the time) so I could feel a little of what mom was feeling.

I listened at the door for a couple more minutes, and heard Mom's initial moans as Sheila pushed the strap-on into her ass. Eventually they built to a rapid rhythm (I could tell by the sounds of flesh slapping) and I got so excited I just had to see. I pulled my hand out of my panties, licked my fingers clean, put on my best "I have been laying down trying to sleep for two hours like a good girl" face, and threw open their door.

I saw Sheila mounted on top of Mom doggy-style, with a large dildo hanging halfway out of Mom's pussy, a magic wand on her clit, and Sheila's very large, very REAL, attached to her, non-strap-on, actual fucking human dick buried to the hilt in Mom's asshole, and it just so happened that at the moment I threw open the door they had both begun to orgasm. I saw mom collapse and begin to convulse wildly on the bed, and Sheila followed her down, obviously pushing hard as if to bury MORE than all of her dick in Mom's ass while she came.

I watched until they both stopped shaking, and they didn't notice until I spoke. "Uh, mommy?"

Sheila immediately jumped off of Mom. Mom gasped at the shock of her emptiness, and I saw two things that would become a lifetime obsession for me: a woman's (my mother's!) gaping-wide asshole, and a long, fat, beautiful, glistening tranny cock. It must have been 9 inches long, and if anything unusually thick for its length. My pussy was BURNING.

I received a 15 minute impromptu lecture on sex, gender identity, and privacy, generated an excuse about looking for some tylenol, and went back to bed to frig myself into a fucking coma.

I confess that I would love to be dominated by a tranny who has a bigger dick than mine. I'd love for her to make me suck it and fuck my ass, and she tells me what to do. I'd be her little bitch, gagging on her cock. And I'd love for her to cum in my mouth so I can taste every drop of her. I would love for that to happen.