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Pauline The Slut - Part 9: The Photo Shoot

When I came back down he threw me a bikini top, stilettos and a pair of shorts. "Put these on." 

We went out to the garden. He had me pose in various positions and started taking photos. He then had me take the bikini off. Next, my shorts came off. We then went inside. He switched on the two video cameras. For the next two hours we went through all the outfits we had bought in the adult store. I had to smile at the cameras and act as if I was enjoying myself. 

For the last session he had me get on all fours on the dining room table in the nude. He positioned the cameras so one captured my face and the other my cunt. I had to look straight into the cameras and say "I'm Pauline and I'm a slut." 

Then I had to lie on my back and spread my legs. He instructed me to part my cunt lips so he could film the inside of my cunt. I felt so humiliated. Then he told me to masturbate. I couldn't believe it. I never did that and now he wanted to film me doing it.
 "Why am I waiting slut."

I started to rub my finger along my slit. "Now stick your fingers inside." I stuck my finger in and moved it about. He then had me insert a second finger. 

"Get some rhythm going slut. Start fucking yourself." 

This was so degrading I was pushing my fingers in and out and he was filming the whole thing. I never thought anything so horrific could happen to me. I was reduced to his sex slave forced to obey his most perverse desires.

"Harder, let's see those fingers pound that pussy. Lift your arse up off the table. That's it. Now put another finger in. Look into the camera." I was pushing in and out as fast as I could. I was panting with all the effort which gave the impression I was enjoying myself.

"Keep your eyes open slut. Keep looking into the camera. Now I want you to pretend you're having an orgasm." 

What? An orgasm! Oh my God! What did he think I was? Some kind of porn star.

"Come on, get a move on. I want everyone who sees this to think you're having an orgasm. It shouldn't be a problem for you, you've been faking them for years." He laughed. "Do you want to get thrown on to the street and your video sent to everyone."

I was defeated. I had no choice. I thrust my fingers deep into my cunt and at the same time lifted my arse off the table. I threw my head back and let out a moan. 

"Perfect, now lick your fingers with a big smile on your face." 

I brought the fingers to my mouth and licked them, all the time smiling at the camera. 

When I'd finished, he stripped and walked over to the table. He stood above my head. "Now, you will not move. You will keep looking at my cock with lust. When I cum you will look into the camera and say 'I'm Pauline and I'm a cum loving slut '. Understand?"

"Yes." 

I expected him to shove his cock into my mouth. Instead he started to masturbate above my face. As he was wanking himself he slapped my face with his cock. I never seen him masturbate before. I was shocked. He increased the tempo of his strokes and I could tell he was close to cuming. Suddenly he started to shoot cum all over my face. It went in my eyes, up my nose and over my hair. I was covered in cum. He slapped his cock against my face a few more times. When he stopped I looked into the camera and said "I'm Pauline and I'm a cum loving slut.".

He then stuck his cock into my mouth and had me clean the last of his cum from it.

"Now go clean yourself up and make some lunch. I'll be in the study."

When I brought him his lunch he was editing the videos and photos. He ignored me. I went back to the kitchen. Later I heard him go upstairs. After some time he called me up to the bedroom. He had set the two video cameras up. He'd also brought a flip chart up from the study. On the bed there was a black bra, thong, suspenders belt and stockings. I felt sick in my stomach at the thought of being filmed again.

"OK slut, put on that outfit." 

I slowly put on the outfit. He told me to kneel on the bed and face the camera. He then placed the flip chart beside the camera. 

"Your going to read everything that's on the flip chart without hesitation . You'll smile and be happy. No fuckups slut or I'll whip you good." He then picked up the riding crop from the dresser. He turned the page on the flip chart over. When I seen what was written I sunk down on the bed.

"Up on your knees slut." I heard the whish of the crop through the air before I felt the sting on my back. Before I could get back up he lashed me twice more. I looked again at the words on the page. I thought things couldn't get any worse but this was the worst yet.

"Get on with it slut."I looked at the camera and started to read the words.

"I'm Pauline, I'm 55 years old, married and the mother of two children, a 25 year old son and 21 year old daughter. I'm 5 foot 3 inches tall. I was a good wife until two weeks ago when my husband turned me into his slut. Now I'm his three hole fuck toy to be used whenever he wants. 

I'm going to have my first lesbian experience, have my three holes fucked at the same time and get gangbanged regularly. It's all going to be filmed. My husband has promised that I'm going to be a famous slut and star of my own porn movies.

I'm glad my husband has made me his slut."

He then told me I had to perform for the camera. "I want you to take the bra off and message your tits and after a minute or so I want you to play with your nipples. Squeeze and pinch them. Your to keep looking into the camera all the time."

I took the the bra off and did as he asked. Messaging my breasts and then squeezing my nipples. 

"Pinch them harder slut or I'll whip them." I pinched until they hurt.

"Now I want you to lick them." I struggled to lick each one. 

"Take the thong off and get back on your knees. Spread your legs and masturbate. Remember the show you put on earlier well this time do it better."

I did as instructed. I rubbed my fingers along my slit before slipping two inside me. I started to move up and down. As I increased my rhythm my husband reached for one of the shopping bags from the adult store. He took out a box and opened it, taking out a dildo and tossing it on the bed in front of me. "Use that slut. I want to see you fuck yourself real good."

I picked up the dildo. I had never held one before. I placed it between my legs and inserted it in to my cunt. I worked it up and down getting faster and faster all the time looking into the camera. I knew I had to make it look like I was having an orgasm. I rolled my eyes in my head, moaned as I rammed the dildo hard up me.

"Not bad slut, we'll make a porn star out of you yet."

He took his clothes off and turned the page on the flip chart. I cried out when I seen what was written on the page. He smiled. 

"On all fours facing the camera. Each time I slap your arse you read a line on the page, understand."

"Yes"

He got behind me on the bed and placed his cock against my ass. As he forced it in to me I screamed and buried my head in the bed. He pulled my head up by the hair as he pushed further in."Keep your eyes open and look into the camera." He then slapped my ass. I read the first line. "Oh yes. I love when you fuck my ass." He was now buried deep inside me and started to move in and out. He slapped me again."That feels so good. Fuck me harder."Still pulling my hair he picked up his pace ramming me hard. I let out another scream. Another slap. "Yes, harder. I want you to cum up my ass."He was now pounding me like I was a piece of meat pulling my hair right back. I soon felt him cumming inside me. He slapped me. I looked into the camera and smiled."I'm Pauline and I'm an ass fucking slut.""Clean my cock." I turned around and took his cock in my mouth.

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To all my followers on Tumblr and motherless
October 16th 2016
Just to reiterate I’m using this blog to document my journey to be a true bottom submissive. In my regular life. I’m a real good guy period and adrenaline junkie a rock climber a skater a hippie a punk little bit of a hipster. That has a strong family connection. And a true dedication to being the best person I can be. However in private I long to be a 100% submissive subhuman set of fuck holes. Sexually I only want to exist for the pleasure of others. No matter how low or degrading the act is. I should have no choice in the matter and will comply without hesitation. Or at least that is the goal I am striving for. I know that all of these desires or what society believes are disgusting and wrong but that’s what turns me on. I want to be a submissive sissy slut that allows anyone to use me as a set of fuck holes. I want to service and then that will have me. But I prefer older fatter Grandpa’s with smaller Cox. However my desires don’t matter and I crave any cock I can get. I also long to bake fish drinking toilet slave. I long to be able to be used as a public urinal by anyone that wishes to use me. I would love to eventually be able to do hardcore scat play. However I am too pathetic and don’t have the determination to do it myself. I long to be the center of attention at a bukakke gangbang party. I also worship all fat female pig sluts. And my dream relationship would be with an older obese. Married couple where I serve under the submissive pigs wife and then there as her personal clean up slave to lick her clean after being used. I love large fat women with stretch marks and worn-out pussies and would love to lick them clean after they are used and abused. Essentially all the things that mainstream Society deems disgusting and depraved is what I love and crave. I know this post may have scared some of you off. But I believe Tumblr and motherless are my only Outlets to truly explain what I feel and what goes on in my head in a relatively judgment-free environment. I long to be publicly humiliated disgraced and abused. Please message me with any question or comment no matter how obscene or degrading I will answer it. Please send me comments whether they are supportive and helpful or mean and degrading. Feel free to ask me any question you like. Also pic and video request of me on my journey will always be accepted and I will do my best to complete the task assigned. I have been searching for a job to help me reach all of these goals with a very little luck. So I will continue to take advantage of random men on Craigslist to use me as much as possible. Kisses I love you all I wish to serve you all. And if you’re in the north Jersey area I’m here for the taking

So I recently had the SINGLE GREATEST PARTY-GOING EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE!

A male friend of mine knows of my "sexual proclivities" and approached me with a party invite. He said he was having some friends over and asked if I would be willing to be one of the "attractions." When I asked him what he meant by that, he told me: he wanted me to be the pass-around girl. I told him I was in!

I've never done anything like this before, but I admit that I've always been keen on the idea of getting gangbanged, plus I've known this guy for a couple years, so I wasn't really worried about getting mistreated or anything. Why not do it, right?

I got to the party early, only one of the guests was there. It was a bit of a surprise to him too. He thought it was going to be a "guys night" kind of thing (apparently my friend didn't tell any of them I would be attending, or why). I stood there, giving the guy a little smile as my friend explained the situation...which shocked him even more. (He blushed an everything...it was actually kind of endearing.)

I asked my friend if he planned on tying me up or anything, and to my surprise, he had gotten somethings specific for the occasion. He had bought an armbinder and a slave collar with a leash (even more surprising to me since I had NO IDEA he was into the whole bondage thing, and as I know I've never mentioned these things to him, I can't begin to imagine where he got the idea). So I stripped and he put them on me. The armbinder took a while as he really didn't know how to use the thing, but he finally managed. I've never worn one before either, so it was a new experience for everyone! (I fucking love that thing now...he let me keep it ^_^.) Sir Blushalot actually tried not to look as my friend tied me up, too. Fucking adorable!

I sat down on the floor (knelt, really) and waited. It wasn't too long before more people started showing up. I admit to being a little dissapointed that, in total, there was only 7 people, including my friend. I was definitely the first thing everyone noticed as they came in...but, then again I suppose the naked girl tied up in a corner is rather hard to miss, huh? The conversation centered on me for a while, mostly everyone talking about the oddity of it. Several of them actually asked me directly if I was cool with the whole thing (hell, one of them asked me if I wanted him to call the cops!). I told each of them that I was perfectly happy to be there, and my sole purpose that evening was to suit their needs.

It was almost an hour before one of them finally had the courage to try anything. He asked me (again, I might add) if I was sure about the whole situation. I told him I was his to use as he saw fit, and after a little bit of thinking on his part, he unzipped his pants and told me to suck his dick, so I crawled up to his as best I could and did my very best. He didn't take long to get into it and after a bit he grabbed my head and started to facefuck me. I'm not a very big person, so I definitely came close to gagging a few times. When he came, he shoved himself in balls deep and shot it right down my throat. It was fucking amazing!

With someone else having finally gone first, the others seemed to settle in to the idea and got down to business. The next guy who went (a rather muscley fellow) told me to bend over - which I did happily - and he got in behind me. Without being able to use my hands, I had to put my head on the floor and waited for him. I watched him pull his pants down and felt him enter me. He started slow...he kept it slow. I was getting frustrated, so I said "please fuck me harder." That did it, thankfully. He sped up and after a little bit, he grabbed a strap on my armbinder and really started to give it to me. He was grunting, I was grunting. I came twice before he finished and came inside me. I stayed bent over as I was, trying to catch my breath and he stood up.

It surprised me when I heard my friend say "You don't have to take turns, ya know. She's got more than one hole." I looked over at him and he had a wicked smile on his face. He was enjoying this as much as I was. I wanted to egg them all on, so I said "please, keep fucking me. Use me as your fucktoy. Take me however you want. I am yours." (I'd never done ANYTHING like this before, but shit, I was REALLY getting into it!) That's when I heard one of them say "I want her ass." So I said "yes, please fuck my ass. Fuck me hard."

The one who had spoken up - a chunky guy, but still kinda cute - got behind me, and knelt down. He spit on my ass and rubbed it a bit and I then pushed his finger in to loosen me up. I've only ever done it in the ass a few times, so I was hoping he planned to do that first. After a minute, one finger became two and his movements weren't very gentle. I moaned for him, pushed against his hand. I wanted him to know I wanted this. He pulled his fingers out, spit again and then he, quite abruptly, forced his way in...and fatty had a thick one. I couldn't help but cry out when he did that, and he didn't start slow. He pounded away from the start and I did my best - which wasn't really good enough - not to cry. It hurt, but I still loved it. That was when, much to my surprise, Sir Blushalot knelt down in front of me, lifted me up by the leash and put his cock in my face. I opened my mouth, and he pushed it in. Fatty was a shower, not a goer and he didn't last long - he came in my ass, pulled out and stood up. Sir B finished in my mouth and I swallowed it all.

They each took their turns - even my friend, who came all over my face - and when they had each gone, they left me alone. When they were done, they ignored me, and I sat there on the floor, covered in sweat, cum and tears. Perhaps an hour went by - I couldn't really tell - and they decided it was time to give me another go. Sometimes one at a time, sometimes in pairs, but each of them fucked me for a second time. And again, when they finished, they ignored me and talked among themselves. Drinking and laughing. I think they were watching a sports game or something, but I couldn't see the television and wasn't really paying attention to what was being said on it.

This went on for a while. They'd fuck me, then go back to their rabble-rousing. Then fatty came back over and said "bend over bitch, I'm gonna fuck that ass again." I did and he did. It didn't hurt - as much - by this point and they had all loosened me up pretty well. When he was done, he came around in front of me and told me to sit up, which I did. "Clean my cock, bitch." I leaned forward and did as I was told. When I finished, he said "God, you're such a dirty slut" and walked away.

We'd all been there for several hours, and it seemed that the evening was coming to an end, when one of the guys, I can't really remember which one - shouted "TRIPLE TEAM!" They all hooted and hollered at that. When three of them came over to me, I figured out what they meant. One of the guys laid down and pulled me over to him. I managed to straddle him (my legs were pretty weak at this point, and I still couldn't use my hands). The other two took their positions, and all three proceeded to fuck me. I'd never done three guys at once, and even as sore and tired as I was, it was wonderful. When they finished, three more took their place and repeated the process, followed by my friend, who again facefucked me, and came on my face.

They all chatted for a short while after, then everyone left, leaving me alone with my friend. He helped me out of the armbinder, and took the collar off. My shoulders were SCREAMING at me when that thing came off. I had no idea how painful that thing was until it was removed. Neither he nor I were much in condition to have a conversation, so he went off to bed, and I took a shower and crashed on his sofa.

I was still terribly sore in the morning, and having slept on a less-than-plush sofa didn't help matters. My friend was pretty hungover - which gave me a slight amount of pleasure. We talked for a little while, and I got up to leave. When I had gathered my things (and my shiny new armbinder and collar) he thanked me for what I had done. I laughed a little and as I walked out, I told him to tell me the next time he had a party planned.

Please Master i loved how it was. I would go crazy for just few day’s begging not to vanish and now I really beg You to be it that way. Please i crave when my Master was more focused and not gone like before. Have i not done good with gangbang Devil? I’m just trying to get one word from my Master to tell him all about what a slut He made me to be and to feel. I miss being His drunk slut i miss the excitement. I miss being Devil’s toy. Please don’t vanish for long. Are You not proud of Your slave like were when I first time fucked professor and when Devil decided to let me be at His feet. Please stop my torment let me hear my Master take Your pet

Pauline The Slut - Part 29: dog House  
 I don't know how many times he fucked me that night. It felt like he was making up for lost time. In the morning we were awoken by Beth wearing a giant strap-on. "Mind if I join you."  
 

She lay on the bed with the giant phallus pointing upwards. Even by the standards of some of the cocks and dildos that had fucked me, this was big. She motioned for me to mount her. Donal looked on with interest. I straddled the cock and started to work it into me. After several minutes I still had only managed to fit a small piece in.  
 

"I think she needs some help." Beth said to Donal. He stood up on the bed behind me and pushed down on my shoulders. I let out a scream as a good inch of cock stretched my cunt. Then another push as my screams tore through the house. A few more pushes and I was impaled on the strap-on. 
 

Beth started to jerk her hips upwards pushing further into me. Donal pushed me forward and shoved his cock against my asshole. Another scream tore from my throat.  
  

The bedroom door opened and my husband walked in with his arm around the young Mexican girl. They were both naked. He surveyed the scene with a smile on his face. He got on the bed and forced his cock into my mouth while the Mexican got between his legs and licked his asshole out.  
  

Donal stayed for a week during which time I never left his bed. His stamina was unbelievable. Encouraged by his father, he treated me as a slave. Beth brought him instruments to torture me with. Each day she would push him further. I was worn out, my body ached and was covered in bruises. I was glad when he returned to work.  
  

When he left I returned to living out in the garden.  
  

Builders arrived the next week and the house was gutted and rebuilt over the next three months. I was a fucktoy for the builders day in, day out. Every morning would start with them taking me out of the cage and gang banging me in the garden.  
  

One day I would be bound with my mouth forced open and used as a toilet, another day the cement mixer was switched on with me tied to it. They were always coming up with ideas to amuse themselves. I only seen my husband and Beth when they came to check the work.  
  

Finally, the house was built, there was an indoor pool, a gym and a sun room which ran the length of the house. There was, as I discovered later, a cellar complete with all the equipment from my chamber and a lot more things which I didn't no their purpose when I first saw them. 
  

There was a dog house with a fence for me. 
 

They had a house warming party. I had to entertain the crowd by performing with a dildo. In another room my videos were on the TV screen. Donal was there and he'd brought some friends. Later that night and for most of the next day they gangbanged me. When they left it was three days before I could walk again.  
  

The following weekend they had a party for a select group of friends. Gary and Ellie were there as was Tony and Terri. I had to serve the food and the drink. After, Beth put a collar on me and connected a chain. She handed the chain to the Mexican girl who brought me down to the cellar.  

The guests followed. There was a tiered seating area like a cinema and they all sat down including Beth and my husband. The Mexican strapped my hands behind my back and chained my ankles wide apart to bars in the ground. She then lowered a bar from the ceiling which had two elastic cables with toothed clamps attached. She pulled one down and attached it to my left nipple. She let the clamp go and the elastic pulled the clamp with my nipple attached back towards the bar. I let out a scream. She did the same to my right nipple. I screamed again.  

"Please stop you're pulling my nipples off, the pain is too much for me" I cried.  
  

She picked up two long needles and pushed them through my nipples. As I tried to pull away the toothed clamps tore into me. I was in agony. I watched in terror as she came towards me with a candle and poured burning wax onto my nipples and breasts. I twisted and turned to avoid the wax which resulted in the clamps biting harder into me.   
 

My brain was overloaded with pain.  
 

She then rolled a machine with a leather dildo between my legs. She pressed some buttons and the dildo started to invade my cunt. When it was more than halfway inside me she pressed another button, the dildo started to expand inside me while its pounding speeded up.  
 

She then returned with the candle and poured the burning wax onto my breasts again and then on the entrance of my cunt where the machine had stretched me beyond what I thought possible. I heard my screams rip from my throat before I passed out. 
 

She brought me back to consciousness. The machine had been removed. She held up another needle and pierced my labia. My screams echoed throughout the cellar. She brought down a third elastic cable and attached the clamp to the needle. When she released the cable, the clamp sprang upwards taking my labia with it. I howled like a wild dog from the pain. She repeatedly pulled on the cable and let it spring back.  
 

 Then with her other hand she grabbed the cables attached to my breasts and done the same in unison with my labia. I felt pain like never before. My body couldn't take much more.   
  

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I have often fantasized about being gangbanged by a group of guys. starting with me blowing them and swallowing, then with them bending me over and fucking my ass then leaving me ina cage until they need to cum again. If i were to be turned into a cum slave for guys for months at a time it would be an amazing experience, fucked then left in a cage. And sometimes being forced to jack off infront of them and swallow my own cum. and always having a big dildo strapped inside me while i am left ion the cage.
What ideas do you all have?

I confess , I am now actively seeking to be a REAL LIFE LIVE IN KUMSLUT fuck toy sex slave pet for a man,group of men, couple, poly family, or entire farm. and who ever else they might want me to suck and fuck. I just wanna be a open ass cumslut whore for a big farm full of huge dogs, donkies, horses, and ponies... and lots of ranchers and bukkake gangbang parties. I want the most common thing I hear said to me to have something to do with what a fucking cum whore I am, or spermbank, or animal cum drinking whore. I want this all videotaped, every load, every pump, every time The plug my loose cum filled ass back up with another giant buttplug to keep it all from spilling out. I want it to be a house of men, like ten men, that all have dogs. and I want them to all with their cum and their animals cum, make me drink so much cum I have to get my tummy pumped, or maybe till I throw it up alil. I confess that I want my ass to gape wide enough that most of the time they would rather jack off into it than fuck it becuase its too loose to feel and always full of tons of different kinda of cum mixed together.

I confess that I want them after a month or two of this to make me into a beasiality porn whore, making my actual living being a huge cum filled slut all the time. making finding myself online synonymous with cum baths and huge animal dicks in my mouth ass, or both.

I confess that even though I havent been made into a full on all day every day cumslut and animal sperm bank yet, my as is already so loose that many of the guys that have fucked me lately made me use my mouth to make them cum, or didnt even bother tying to fuck me.

I confess I want to be known later in life for being one of the most renown cumsluts of whore history. I want my keepers to make me suck all their friends cocks, and have regular play dates where they make me suck more than ten dog cocks and then put me under a breeding bench with a funnel gag in, and make me drink all the horse and donkey cum man and doggie cum they can shoot from every available cock, all while wearing a giant plug inside me, making my ass as loose as my bone structure will allow, freakishly huge and gaped. I want to have to wear a plug all day everyday, I want to be called only sexual slut names, I want the amount of cum that I am forced to drink daily to almost rival the amount or water I drink. I want them to have parties where they invite tons of people over to have them watch me be fucked by stallion after stallion... and then forced in front of them all to drink whatever cum spills out of my destroyed ass before they plug it.
I want to eat so much animal and human semen that I have to start taking high hormones doses to counteract all the testosterone Im ingesting. I confess I also want them to bimbo-fie my body, making me get huge fake tits, and plastic surgery to make me look more like a mindless blowup doll that could only ever be worn by a true dirty whore. making me walk around in striper heals, always ALWAYS wearing a huge buttplug and I want all my guy to make me get a tramp stamp tattoo that read " GAPED ASS ANIMAL CUM SLUT WHORE " in nice big letters so I can hide it if my midrift shows. and constantly having the smell of cum on my breathe from just drinking as much cum as I could or was told to.

I confess, what I said is the truth, I really want to live this life, and have started looking for it. I think I might have gotten alil carried away dreaming about how much cum I'll really get, but, then again who knows. Not me I dont have to, I have to know other skills. lol

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Fantasy confession.

When I first became a slave, 3 years ago, I thought, that I enjoyed bondage as much as I could. That has changed so much. When I first started I didn't crave it all the time. There's not a second of a day that I don't wish I was bound or even just had my collar on. I even now love to have pain inflicted on me. I have recently discovered my love for punching.

Back to the fantasy confession part...

My fantasies go in circles and this week we're on the gangbang. But these days it's not just your everyday gangbang. I'm always bound and hung as the men have their way with me and then I'm turned into their human punching bag. They continue to beat on me until I black out when they're done they leave me hanging until I am unable to breath any longer and die.

this is my daughter. i enjoy seeing men look at her. im a 41 yr old male. i like when guys stare at her ass. id like to know what guys think of her. what theyd do to her? id like her to be gangbanged, tied up, be a slave. and more. tell me what youd do/think? the more response i get the more ill post depending if u guys like her...