THIS IS NOT IN ANY WAY SEXY. I need advice and feedback.

I'm a 27 y.o. male and rent a house with my girlfriend. We've been together 2.5 years and I love her with all my heart. We plan to get married but she's only 21 and still in college full time (also working part time).

My 22(ish?) ex girlfriend just moved back to town. We dated for almost 3 years but she cheated on me a lot. We realized we're much better friends than we are in a relationship and that's how it's continued in the years since. She's like my little sister and the kid's life is just a train wreck. She moved in with my mom to help her get back on her feet and stay out of trouble. She has a lot of issues she needs to deal with and keeps getting distracted by her shitbag friends so she never gets her shit together.

My girlfriend is so not okay with our friendship, especially if we're hanging out and smoke a bowl (because I obviously will go mad and cheat on her). She said she was okay with the situation and even offered to let my ex stay with us for a while, but of course she was only saying that and didn't really mean it because she was under duress.

I need my ex girlfriend to be gone so that tranquility can return to my home, but she's not gonna be gone until she gets her shit together which she isn't going to do on her own. I also hate the idea that I have to abandon people I care about just because my girlfriend is insecure or doesn't like them. This isn't the first time her attitude has driven me away from a friendship and I feel like I'm failing my convictions to give in for the sake of having a happy home.

To make matters worse, my girlfriend and I are complete morons and so she's pregnant. Not far along but this isn't something we planned and so she's getting an abortion (the pill) this weekend. So obviously this is the worst time ever for all this ex girlfriend shit to be going on because this pregnancy is an emotionally draining experience on its own.

Last night I took the ex over to my best dealer's place so that way I don't have to be bothered with her always trying to see if I can hook her up. Meant it to just be an hour or so but people start rolling joints and busting out hang drums, the ex thinks my guy is really cute so she wants to hang; I'm itching to leave and get home to my girl because I know she's gonna be annoyed but you know what it's like at your guy's place. They're always just about to roll another one... So it wound up being more like 3 hours. Totally insensitive to my girlfriend's explicit discomfort with situations like that. Came home at midnight to a deserved bitching before a cold night's sleep.

What the fuck am I supposed to do here? Where do I draw the line between being insensitive and standing up for things that are important to me? Any advice on these things would be appreciated.

I confess that last night I sat outside my ex wife's house, used to be mine, holding my .357 and contemplating walking in there and blowing her, and the shitbag I caught her in bed with, to hell. Caught them back in early march. Gave her the house because she couldn't afford it, and my king bed because it wasn't mine anymore. Someone else had been in it.

Reason overcame logic and I drove off. Fuck her if she's happy with him. She'll get hers. Karma will fuck her up.

I can't wait for the world to fall apart.

I watch all this chaos happening worldwide and I realize it isn't much longer until it comes to the U.S. The country is broke. Most of the country lives on welfare of some sort. Once the ability of the government to pay that runs out there will be massive chaos.

I have known some people that lived through the chaos that comes out of failed nations. It is more than anyone would be able to put in a movie.

Sure I may die in what is coming but to tell you the truth I really don't give a shit. I hate my life. College educated, self-employed (same as unemployed now), no close family or friends. Am I a loser? I used to care now I don't. Once the economy started getting rough I noticed everyone's dark side coming out. People stealing from me, getting scammed out of my living quarters by some dopers, people paying me with bad checks or leaving town when payment was due.

I am pretty much just pissed off all the time. I started making a list of people that have seriously fucked me over in the past year. The time is coming. With all the time I have on my hands I constantly fantasize about getting ahold of some of these people when a 911 call does no good. When they hide in their hovels like the gutless cowards they are.

It amazes me how many people steal from you or pay you with a bad check and then contact the police if you go to their house to demand they make right. Quite a time we live in when crimninals and shitbags can get the police on their sides.

I don't know if my feelings are right or wrong I don't really look at it that way anymore. Just seems to me it is a natural part of the human chain of events to clean house once in a while. Watching the world burn on TV I know what is really going on behind the scenes. People protesting in the streets is only one part of it. The other is people making their own justice. Although revenge is a dish best served cold it is very tasty when it finally comes.

Had this forwarded to me in an e-mail.
Friend of mine had one of the MOTHERLESS stalkers e-mailing him nonstop for days. I asked him how he finally got the closet queer to finally leave him alone. He said this did the trick after the lunatic was trying to tell him everything about himself, even claiming to be a so called "carpenter"! LOL (Taking that whole jesus thingy a little too far wouldn't ya say?)
Here it is, it is fucking classic, ENJOY!
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Forwarded from reply to "Jimmy Mac" AKA "Sperm-eater Mac"

"If you were a carpenter, and you met a lady.
You'd probably stalk every day, want her to have your baby.

If you were carpenter,and not such a loser.
Most likely a catholic male, and definite boozer!

If you were a carpenter and not so fucking boring,
you'd be busy at work, and used to my ignoring!

If you were really a carpenter and not another Craigslist turd,
but like every other catholic shitbag, you're gonna get the la

You have to see this e-mail it is EPIC!

I had this forwarded to me in an e-mail. It is pretty obvious who the author is. It has to be the MOTHERLESS sociopath, christian tough guy!
Friend of mine had one of the MOTHERLESS stalkers e-mailing him nonstop for days. I asked him how he finally got the psychotic to finally leave him alone.

He said this did the trick after the lunatic was trying to tell him everything about himself, how much weight he can lift, how much of a tough guy he is and, get this, even claims to be a so called "carpenter"! LOL (Now that is what we call taking that whole "jesus thing" a little too far wouldn't ya say? A Carpeneter? Oooooooooooooooooooo)

Here it is, it is fucking classic, ENJOY!
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"If you were a carpenter, and you met a lady.
You'd probably stalk every day, want her to have your baby.

If you were carpenter,and not such a loser.
Most likely a catholic male, and definite boozer!

If you were a carpenter and not so fucking boring,
you'd be busy at work, and used to my ignoring!

If you were really a carpenter and not another MOTHERLESS turd,
but like every other catholic shitbag, you're gonna get the last word!"

BYE BYE shitstain, bye bye!