I confess that I fucked some guy from motherless this weekend at Kings Island! Yay me. Oh yeah, about Kings Island :). I got soooooo shitfaced. Like you guys know I don't drink?? omfggggg such a bad idea. I didn't even know they had bars there. But I got a long island iced tea and it made me so stupid -.- Like he had to hold on to me walking so I didn't fall. And then I left my phone in the damn bathroom so ran stumbled back to get it. Some girl came out of the stall and was all "is this your phone??" i was like OH THANK GOD. and then when i was walking out some girl goes "OMG I LOVE YOUR PINK HAIR!!" i turned around to say thanks and fell into a wall (nice bruise on my face) she was like "LOL GET IT GURRRRRL" rofl. after that we rode a roller coaster where i lost my phone AGAIN and the guy i was with lost his keys. lol we were such a mess. i went back to see if my phone was in the seat and the girl there checked and it wasn't. so we were leaving and thats when he realized he lost his keys too, we were already out of the park and everrrrything. So THEEEEEN we had to run back to that coaster and on our way i ran into that girl from the coaster and she had my phone!!!! she said it was on the floor. i got sooo fucking lucky lol. and his keys were with the ride operators. so yeah. cray cray night. :D but i feel like shiiiiit today. im not drinking anymore lol. I need to stop drinking. 1shot of jager and 1 long island. it was wayyyyy worse than when i had the 2 long islands and mini beer. jesusssss.... jager will knock you on your ass apparently. i've never had straight up jager just jager bombs (jager & redbull)

"Why do you have a joker tatted on you?" I asked one slow afternoon, while we were in the walk-in fridge together.
" Cause I'm fuckin' crazy." He replied, with a devilish grin on his face. He left me in the walk-in, his voice echoing in my mind. Why would he say that? Was he really crazy or was he just sparking my mind? Honestly, he made me hella nervous.
Weeks go by and there is friction.Everyone in the restaurant notices it.Our co-workers were merciless. My smile is contagious they said, like a "Death Trap" for unsuspecting men, and he had been caught in it. His blue eyes had an equally devestating effect. Everyday i would find a reason to talk to him, to smile at him, to make him notice me. i would go to smoke a cigarette and he would follow me.He would ask questions; where i came from, why i was here of all places, and why i was so nice. No one had ever taken notice to me the way he did. I didnt know what it felt like to be persued by a man and it made me uneasy.
A couple more weeks go by. The flirting continues and to top it all off, a work party is planned. Everyone that was cool would be there, or at least 'cool' in this life. Which meant that everyone who was there would be smoking pot and getting schwasted on cheap vodka. I was the youngest one, the lightweight, the grasshopper of partyers. I had a feeling that something unpleasant was in the realm of possibilities. One shot, two shots....five shots, seven, eleven...fifteen shots later. I go outside for some fresh air and im followed.
" You okay?", He said with a drunken look of concern on his face.
"Yeah dude, I just need some air. I think i may have drank a little too much." I say as i smoke a cigarette, trying to ease my stomach by leaning on the balcony railing. I feel a pat on my head and the door opens then closes. He's gone. I can hear him telling others that im fine, that i said i'd be in after a while. I didnt say that, but i appreciated the extra time to gather myself.
We're all playing poker, the night is bits and pieces thanks to the alcohol. He touches my hand.We're sitting on the floor around the coffee table taking shots.Laughing. Hoping that no-one else notices that our bodies are touching. He grabs my hand and squeezes it. I squeeze back. He smiles at me, brushes his hand across my cheek when i smile back, and lightly pokes at my dimple. I look in his eyes.The deepest eyes I've ever gazed into. The only eyes that i've ever become lost in. The only eyes that have ever left me absolutely breathless. I get nervous, suddenly im possessed with something, and i feel that i know what to do.
I lean in and kiss him. Our lips are soft against eachother. It's like electricity starting at my lips, travelling through my body, waking up my soul. We kiss and time stops. The world slows its turning, the moment is cherished, remembered even in its happenning. As his lips left mine, i knew they would be missed.Not just in the future, but in the moment as well.
And that's how it started, the end of my life. We used to tell eachother thats what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. We knew it would end in disaster, but it just felt so right. We were best friends.Lovers. We were stupid.

***

It's seven o'clock and im waiting for him.We have mondays off and decided to go to dinner and a movie. He has a girlfriend and i know its wrong, but i cant help it. He gets called into work so i wait.it feels like forever.My window blinds are open in my bedroom.Sitting on my bed reading a book i get a text. " You ready :)"

" Well how about Taco Bell dude?" , i had to ask.It was on the way to his house and i dont know why he would want to take me to a sit down restaurant anyways. Scary movies and some fast food.That was us.I wasn't hard to please and neither was He. We make our order, get our food, and head to his house. Getting off of work late had ruined dinner plans and he was kind of on edge.
I was nervous too.The drive to his house seemed so long, when i didnt know my way around town yet. In reality, it was only about fifteen miles from my house. Sure he wasnt a stranger, but in that moment, riding into a dark, heavily wooded area seemed creepy as shit. He relaxed me.Holding my hand, talking about how he hated work and how glad he was that i was with him. We see lights behind us.
"Do you know why i pulled over Mr. Uh Walton?", the State Trooper asked.Tall and gankly, he shined the flashlight into the car. I smile and wave with a Taco bell drink in my hand. He smiles back nodding his head in my direction.
"Your rear light is out, you should get that fixed.It's obvious your just tryin' to make it home.Ya'll have a good night." Mr.Piggy says, handing Him back the license and insurance.
"You're like my good luck charm.If i had been by myself, i woulda went to jail.Haha.Im ready to smoke a joint now." He says driving back onto the road. " We're not too far from my house, just a few hundred feet."

Inside the trailer was nice.It looked like a home. Not just a house decorated to perfection. We walk past the kitchen where his mom is cooking, into his room. I knew he lived with his parents, so i wasnt surprised. We had talked a lot about eachothers lives the past few weeks and were eager to hang out again outside of work.
Halfway through one of the scary movies we argued over zombies and aliens; he kissed me again. I was shy and hadn't tried to make any moves. Laying on his chest i could feel his heart beating in my ear, it was like a war drum. I look up into the ink blotts and surrendered. He cups my face in his hand and sneaks his tongue into my mouth. Im startled, not expecting much from the date in general. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss back. I feel like i've reached nirvana. Entangled in eachother, pulling into one another. I wanted to be close to Him.

He's shaking. I can feel his body quake. He's looking in my eyes and i feel violated. I feel like he can see right into me. He could read my mind if he really wanted to, he looked at me like he knew me so well. Writhing naked underneath him, he kisses me. He kisses me hard and soft, slow and fast. I cant keep my breath, i cant keep up. His skin is silky against mine.Our bodies could make flames with the pace we set, but we flow like water beside eachother. He touches my face and asks me if im okay. I reply with a bite, sure of my abilities.I was wrong. He was causing chaos and i realize i'm in over my head.It's a roller coaster of static under my skin and im on fire. Pulling him closer with my leg's embrace, i tell him im ready.
He gasps and digs deeper . I feel his lust through out my body, making my legs shake and my body rock. His body is solid against my softness and i tense against his pounding. The air is hot and sticky sweet. It was waves of euphoria with flashes of madness. He collapses on top of me and kisses my neck.
"I hope i didn't hurt you," He says while lighting two cigarettes. " I've just needed to touch you for so long.I was nervous.You're beautiful." He kisses my forehead, smiles, and licks my nipple. He is an astonishing specimen of the human male. We've just started off, and im scared. Scared of what i feel and how to not show it. i take a long drag from my cigarette and i smile.i touch his face.
"That was awesome. High five." I breathe out.Lifting my hand to meet his into the traditional High Five. He drives me home and he holds my hand the whole way. He tells me he wants to do everything right so we can be together. That he has to get 'some things' squared away.I know he's talking about his girlfriend.I feel bad, i feel sorry for her. Most of all i knew i would end up just like her.

We both have work tomorrow.I'm thinking of how im going to hide the ginormous smile when i walk into the building. I sleep on it, preparing myself for the shit people will say. My phone buzzes, I havent even taken off my shoes yet. " Ur awesome. have a good nite. ;)" I reply with a happy face and go to sleep.

" Oh my god, you fucked him didnt you?!" Amy yells from across the back of the restaurant.
I immediately blush and turn to put my purse away. I go straight to my register and clock in. I look through the main window and my heart flutters. He's parked in front of the restaurant and walking towards the front door, staring right at me.Smiling while taking a hit of his cigarette. He flicks it onto the sidewalk, exhales, and opens the door. I freeze, half smiling but screaming inside. He walks past me, winks, and clocks in. Amy stands next to me as i package cheese and pepper packets.We look out the window, avoiding eye contact, trying not to laugh.
Finally, she bursts, "How was it? Is he good? how big was his dick? did it last long?"
I laugh and tell her i dont know what she's talking about.She's not convinced.She knows we had sex.Everyone does.They can tell by the way we're playfully avoiding eachother.I could never live down the fuck-on-the-first-date jokes. I didnt care what they said.I was drowning in this man and i didnt want to be saved.

We would text every day, all day if we could.I would spend the night at his house after late nights at work. We would party with his brothers, my brother too. Everything fit just right. We were craving to be closer to eachother.To be able to see eachother more often. We went to parks on our off days, walked on trails, climbed trees, and rode swings. He was the Yin to my Yang.I was grateful for him, i adored him.
The next time we had a date night, i rented a hotel room. It felt so nice to sleep next to him and not be bothered.We didnt have to worry about someone knocking on the door or being seen naked. I told Him i loved him and he didnt say it back. He said he couldnt say it without feeling fair to me.My eyes tear up and he grabs my face.
"That doesnt mean i dont love you babe, it just means i cant say it without it being all the way right." He whispers.I can barely hear him, but it felt like he was yelling at me.He is all i've ever wanted in a mate.He's everything and then some, he had already stolen my heart.He wasn't even mine.We held eachother, unsure of what to say next.We fall asleep and the next day he said it was done, that he wanted me to be his and him to be mine.I was thrilled, in the pit of me, i felt a darkness.
It was Valentines Day and i was driving to his house.We're going to dinner and then getting a room. The chinese food was great.He opened doors and pulled out chairs just as he always did.I would always tell him to stop but he wouldnt.He was a gentleman most of the time.We were ready to be alone again.Driving up to the hotel i tell him its the first time ive celebrated a pointless holiday. He laughs and says, "its only going to get better."
We're in the room and he's drinking orange crush with whipped vodka. I have a small drink, but im not much for alot of alcohol.I pull out a small bag.We both take our ecstacy and begin to drink more. For us, drugs and sex were meant to go together.It just feels so amazing when the effects are at the peak, as well as our bodies.We're coming as close as we can.Skin slick with sweat and alcohol. Im numb, i can feel everything, my heart is racing. I let out a moan as he presses deeper into me. I roll through a wave and cum at the same time.He thrusts stronger, telling me he loves me, commanding me to cum for him.
" i want you to cum hard for me babe.you want me to make it hurt, you want it?" he whispered in my ear with his hand around my throat.He pressed lightly, feeling my pussy clench in reaction to his power. I whined a 'Fuck Yes' and he hammered into me. The rush sweeps over me again and my legs spasm. He bites my pierced nipple and i squeal. He makes my whole body twitch, he enjoys watching me in painful lust underneath him.I give all of myself to him. He can have me any way he wants.
"Oh fuck." I exhale when he lets his hand go. The black was slowly taking over my vision, his release was perfectly timed. He pulls out and brings his cock close to my face. I take him into my mouth, sucking off our sex.
He gives me a playful tap on the cheek with the tip and begins kissing me.Licking my neck, down to my chest, sucking my nipples.My insides feel like lava.He begins to bite down to my stomach, dipping his tongue in my belly button, kissing til he reaches my pussy.
He slips his tongue between my lips, lightly stroking my clit. My honey leaks onto his tongue and he slurps it up. He sucks my clit and pushes his middle finger into my pussy and his pinky into my ass. The nerve confusion sets me off, his hand is dripping, and im rocking against his face. He flicks his tongue back and forth, my hips swaying with the motion of his mouth. I feel him force another finger inside my pink and i squirm to make room.
"you're so tight babe, i love the way you taste.ride my face." He compliments then demands.Im in love with him.He's strong but passionate.He is my other half.I roll over onto his face and begin to ride him.I grind against his tongue slowly, building up tension.Rolling my body to the rhythm of the SIlversun Pickups playing in the back ground. He grabs my ass cheeks, squeezes them and slaps. I look down into his eyes and press my pussy harder on his face.He's smiling, watching my face pout, then smile, slapping my tits and pulling at my nipples. He focuses his energy on my clit.Flicking and turning, cradling the pearl on his tongue.i shake, i say his name, i scream and collapse. He's perfect.He kisses me, pulls me off of him and holds me tight.

I've had this confession built up for awhile and never had a forum to express it. I have been figuring out my sexual preferences and why I am who I am the past year and it's been a roller coaster of sexual experiences.

My sexual prowess didn't really come into full effect until I was a senior in High School dating a college guy. He had some issues with gambling, would always be losing money, increasing risks, and getting into trouble with the wrong groups of people over it. He would share me as a bargaining chip or a way to cover his bad betting habits. I didn't mind being used to cover his bets, because most of the time it was just jerking off guys or sucking them.

It escaladed quickly in 2016. We went to a Super Bowl party of mostly guys and a few girlfriends, but I have never met any of these people before. He told me they were old friends and not to worry, but something was sketchy. As the game went on I could see my boyfriend's frustration as he sat there with his Carolina Panthers jersey on and hat hung low, I knew at that point he must've made a poor bet. The game ended 24-10 with Denver winning.

This is when things turned... My boyfriend looked like he saw a ghost. He took me aside in the bathroom and told me he made a bet with most of the guys here and lost and of course I was his collateral. Since the Panthers lost by 14, I was about to be fucked by 14 different guys. He also had side bets that he lost which involved where they can fuck or cum. At the end of the night I had all of myself filled and he sat in the corner watching.

I attribute this event to my insatiable desire for groups of men and strangers. I have never had another experience like this, but to this day still fantasize about it.

I confess that I need some actual help and advice here guys and girls. If you don't have real advice to offer please just stay away, trolls won't be fed here.

First about me. I am 26, male, living on the west coast, USA.
My entire life I've always been a bit of a "late bloomer" so to say. I didn't grow facial hair until I was almost 20, I didn't start liking girls until I was like 13. I have hardly DATED girls, my entire life. I have been on probably under a dozen dates. I have never been in a real relationship, nor have I really STRONGLY desired one. Sure, there have been some girls over the years I crushed hard on, but I was hardly ever whining or feeling like I really wanted a girlfriend. It had to be a certain type of girl that made me actually WANT a girlfriend, and it would make me want a relationship with that ONE girl specifically. Maybe I am shallow, I don't know, but only a very particular type of girl, is the type of girl I really really like and develop feelings for. Growing up I had 3 older sisters that basically tortured me when it came to girls. Anytime I had a crush, or asked a girl out they basically made me want to commit suicide lol.

So basically, lately I have been really wanting a relationship. I've been pretty depressed about it because I feel like I have let the BEST YEARS of my dating life go right down the toilet. And honestly... I don't find myself attracted to girls that are 26 like me. Mainly because 99% of them have been in dozens of relationships by then and are way more "advanced" than I am. If there IS a 26 year old girl out there that HASN'T been in a relationship, then there is probably something really wrong with her, or she is REALLY ugly (I know.. I'm shallow, but I just can't see myself dating a heavy, or ugly girl... it's so effed to say that but it's the honest truth).

I honestly find myself having more in common, and being more attracted to girls that are like 18ish, it just feels like they are on around the same maturity level that I am maybe? I don't know, but 26 year old women seem OLD to me, for the most part, and I don't feel like I am that old, even though I am the same age as them, lol...

Anyway... That's the backstory about me.

Now about her.

She lives in East Coast, Canada, so she is REALLY facking far away from me.
She added me to friends and started talking to me randomly on Facebook about 4 months ago. She found me because a video I made had kind of went semi-viral and she added me because of it. Anyway. Her profile said she was 20, so I said what the hell. After adding her she randomly inboxed me and we talked for a bit and she said she liked my video, etc. etc. That was basically it.

Well, from there, we kind of just talked on and off for the next few days over Facebook. Then she messaged me and said something like "Hey you have skype? My friend let me borrow her laptop so I can skype if you want"... and I was like HELL YEAH I GOT SKYPE.. lol. Anyway, we skyped that night. No nothing went down. We just hung out and laughed and talked. It was chill. I found some stuff out about her, the biggest thing being that she was 16 almost 17. Not 20. I was bummed, but I had already been talking to her for like a week and had the very least developed a nice friendship with her, and yeah. I had some feelings for her by then. We didn't talk much about our age difference during that first Skype session, but it got brought up more in the future which I will get into in a bit.

So, after getting off Skype with her, I was laying in bed just kind of thinking about the situation. I haven't had a relationship my entire life. I've been really wanting to meet the right girl for me. So this Random girl lands in front of my proverbial (facebook) face. She's really cool, we have a lot in common, and we have a lot of fun talking/flirting;p with eachother. The only REAL problem was she was 16. So I was thinking... and I decided to just kind of read up about Canada law... and it turns out, in Canada being 16 is kind of like being 18 in the USA. 16 is the age of consent in Canada. That made me instantly feel a little less gross about myself for having developed feelings for a 16 year old lol. So I figured what the hell. I'll just see where this goes and I won't end it right here and now. We talked on the phone daily and Skyped atleast 2 or 3 times a week. Realized my texts to her were international and racked up a $400 cellphone bill in just texts, in just the first 2 weeks LOL. Fixed that by getting a free texting app on my iphone :)

Well, fast forward 4 months, and so much has happened it's kind of insane really.

We didn't start dating or having a long distance relationship. We both developed feelings for eachother in the beginning. But we talked and basically decided there was no way her and I could date right now. Primary reasons: 2500 miles, and 10 years in age difference). She said if we're friends for a few years or something when the age difference isn't such a big deal, and the door opens in the future for us to date then she would be open to it, but not right now. I agreed and felt like it was the best decision at that time. I wasn't about to go tell my whole family I was dating a 16 year old.... even if it was legal. So, from that point forward, I was basically "friend zoned" and it was dreaded... but we still flirt from time to time and we talk a ton so I think some feelings are still there.. Plus I make jokes every now and then and be like "Dont you even think about putting me in the friend zone ;)" lol. Anyhow. Friend zone sucks. It hurts because I still have really strong feelings for her, and it seems like she's gotten over me so easily :-/ I mean she still talks to me and texts me, but she's like dated other guys and stuff over the last 4 months and I am just pretty sure that her heart doesn't ache for me, like my heart ache's for her :/. I haven't dated any girls over the 4 months. Nor have I even really LOOKED at girls... I feel like I have found the girl that I really want to be with, but I can't have her. At least not right now. And honestly. I would be willing to wait for this girl.

There was a time where our friendship was hanging by a thread. I actually thought I was never going to talk to her again at 1 point. She got really mad at me and felt like I betrayed her, here's the story. She was and still is getting bullied really bad at school (this girl is GORGEOUS I was shocked that she was getting bullied), plus 1 of the guys she dated for a week or so broke up with her. She was SEVERELY depressed at one point, and started cutting her arms and inner thighs. One night she was talking to me over Skype and she was crying and I could tell she was in a ton of emotional pain. And it literally was killing me because I couldn't physically hold her and tell her it would be okay. Anyway, she opened a pill bottle, poured about 7-10 pills into her hand popped em in her mouth and downed them. I was able to talk her into purging and throwing them up, but I was really scared because I knew she was in a really bad place at that moment, and I couldn't physically be there so I felt like I had to do something. She "went to bed" and told me she was turning her phone off... I was truly scared I wasn't going to ever talk to her again, I really felt like she might do something. So I texted her mom, and told her that her daughter was hurting herself and to please go and check on her right away. At the time, it felt like the only thing I could do, to guarantee she would survive that night. The next morning, it felt like the stupidest decision I ever made, but I knew that girl was hurting and was on the verge of doing something that was a big mistake. It nearly ruined our friendship. She didn't talk to me for about a week. It took a couple weeks for things to kind of return to normal between her and I. She says I sold her out to her mom, and betrayed her trust... Her mom has told me several times I made the right decision. Deep down I believe I quite possibly saved her life... and I think just recently she is beginning to believe and realize that too, because she has been extra nice to me, and she has started telling me things again. Things bugging her, and on her mind and stuff. Stuff that you would only tell someone you trust... so I think I am regaining her trust.

3.) She's had a couple failed relationships over the 4 months... and honestly, each time she starts talking to a new guy. It just kills me :(. Like I said above it just feels like she moved on from me so easily... and I... didn't. My feelings are as strong as ever for her. She's on my mind every minute of every day. I feel ashamed and stalkerish. I do the whole facebook watching thing and everything lol... and don't act like you don't do that shit too girls. :) But her most recent guy that shes into is really bothering me =(. See, she didn't want a long distance relationship with me. I understood. I would of been cool with a long distance relationship, but I agreed that the age difference would just be too hard to explain, in a couple years it's not as bad, but right now its basically a no no. Anyhow, this new guy apparently lives REALLY far away from her. She hasn't told me exactly where, but she said it's "too far :(". Oh, and he's a fire fighter so I know this guy is at the very least 18, but probably more like 20 or 21, and it kinda bugs me which is hilarious and hypocritical I know :P.

So basically it's bugging me a lot that she might start long distance dating this guy, after not dating me for distance/age issues :-/.

So... If you have gotten this far, You rock. Now, for the entire point of this thread lol. All of that was just the backdrop to my situation so you guys and girls can give me the proper advice on what I should do.

The past 4 months have been an emotional roller coaster for me. I have insanely strong feelings for this girl, and we have an amazing friendship.

The problem is, the emotions! I am losing my mind over this girl! Even though we talked and put closure on what our relationship was going to be for the time being, I still find myself constantly thinking about her, I can't bring myself to putting her into the "friend zone" and just shutting the door on my feelings for her...

How the hell do I maintain a friendship with this really awesome girl, and not let the feelings for her, and the emotions get to me so much? Is it even possible? Should I tell her I am still crazy about her, and maybe she has felt the same? I know that I have put on a pretty decent poker face the past 4 months and I don't think she has any idea just how much I obsess over her lol... Well she might have a slight idea because I'm always super interested and wondering about new guys she starts talking to or dating lol.

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to think... Part of me thinks I will never be okay just being her friend and I either need to be with her, or just stop all contact with her so I can get her out of my head and the feelings and emotions can go away finally.
The other part of me thinks that I should stick it out and stay in practically daily contact with her, skype as often as possible... Keep a good friendship and maybe some day in about a year in a half here when she graduates and turns 18... maybe something can happen then? God I honestly do not think I can take another year+ of the emotional torture though.

Lol, anyway. That is the longest freaking thing I've written since high school. Sorry for that, if you read it all, kudo's to you. If you can offer me and advice I would really appreciate it. Try and keep it respectful though. I don't feed trolls.

I confess that I fucked some guy from motherless this weekend at Kings Island! Yay me. Oh yeah, about Kings Island :). I got soooooo shitfaced. Like you guys know I don't drink?? omfggggg such a bad idea. I didn't even know they had bars there. But I got a long island iced tea and it made me so stupid -.- Like he had to hold on to me walking so I didn't fall. And then I left my phone in the damn bathroom so ran stumbled back to get it. Some girl came out of the stall and was all "is this your phone??" i was like OH THANK GOD. and then when i was walking out some girl goes "OMG I LOVE YOUR PINK HAIR!!" i turned around to say thanks and fell into a wall (nice bruise on my face) she was like "LOL GET IT GURRRRRL" rofl. after that we rode a roller coaster where i lost my phone AGAIN and the guy i was with lost his keys. lol we were such a mess. i went back to see if my phone was in the seat and the girl there checked and it wasn't. so we were leaving and thats when he realized he lost his keys too, we were already out of the park and everrrrything. So THEEEEEN we had to run back to that coaster and on our way i ran into that girl from the coaster and she had my phone!!!! she said it was on the floor. i got sooo fucking lucky lol. and his keys were with the ride operators. so yeah. cray cray night. :D but i feel like shiiiiit today. im not drinking anymore lol. I need to stop drinking. 1shot of jager and 1 long island. it was wayyyyy worse than when i had the 2 long islands and mini beer. jesusssss.... jager will knock you on your ass apparently. i've never had straight up jager just jager bombs (jager & redbull)

Saw the pic on the forums here and instantly thought of a girl I used to fuck (FWB) back in uni (she looked very similar), so gonna share how we got started.

This was back in the UK, when I was studying abroad there. We had 5 individual rooms that shared a kitchen in our dorm and her room was right next to mine. Right as the year began, I was there early, no one else had showed up yet. She was the next one over, straight from France (hot accent and all), first year there (I was 22 at the time after having done Uni in the states and was now getting a professional accreditation). Just started up with her randomly one day, she was in the kitchen, I went to get something and we started talking. She was obviously new to the city (I was in 3rd year of my program). So I offered to show her around later, started talking to her about back home. Found out she was single and shy, had one BF that she broke up with about a year ago. At this point I was getting bored so said "Lets go watch a movie right now" (it was like 8pm on wednesday so most theaters would be fairly available). She goes "Yea, sure, do you have a TV?" For a moment I was thinking, huh? and then it hit me that she thought it was going to happen in my room. I had a pretty nice monitor and so I decided, why not? this might be a good opportunity to get some (I am constantly horny). So we went to my room and I went through a free streaming site to look through movies. She wanted to see the notebook or something and I didn't care. So started watching that movie. It was boring, chick flick, she didn't seem to be that into it either. So I started chatting her up casually and we started talking with the movie in the background. We were both on the bed with our backs to the wall and about a foot apart, she was to my left. She was wearing short shorts and a thin tank top, looked hot as hell in that girl next door way. I decided to make the first move. We were talking about body shapes of actresses and she mentioned about her legs being kind of skinny. I said "They don't look skinny at all, looks like the perfect size", put my left hand on the top of her right thigh and made acted like I was taking a measure. Gave it a small squeeze and she squirmed a bit (seemed more excitement than discomfort). Took a chance, put my whole hand on her thigh and told her "Feels nice too" and moved closer. She was surprised and went "ah, really" with a smile on her face. I took that as a signal and moved right up next to her and pulled legs over mine so now she was sitting facing me with her legs going across my lap. Started sliding my hand up and down her left and talking casually (they love that sexual roller coaster and suspense). At some point she said something (can't remember what), and I took that opportunity to slide my right hand (which was on the outside of her left thigh) up her thigh, over her arm and to her face. Cupped her face and said something cheesy (don't remember, thinking too much about what I was going to do) and just went in for a small kiss on her lips. She responded by kissing back and then we started making out. A few minutes of that and I had her straddling on top of me. I was feeling up her thighs all the up her shorts, up to the hips. After a bit, started sliding my hands up her shorts more to grab her ass. Had my hands on her cheeks fully and squeezing occasionally. Moved my hands down to her knees and this time moved them up to her waist and under her arms. Made sure to touch the side boob area and noticed she had no underwear on (no panties or bra). Then while we made out, put my hands to her waist and started sliding my hand up her shirt. got my hands all the way up eventually to her tits and just lightly brushed my hands across the side of her tits. She didn't stop me and so now I just actively started encroaching on her tits with each motion and eventually started lifting her shirt up. She took that signal and took her shirt off (Looked exactly like the picture, hair positioning and all, never forgot that). Resumed kissing while I squeezed her tits and then slid my hands down and pulled her shorts down. She started to get up to help get them off and I just picked her up and put her down on her back (surprised her a bit). Took her shorts off with my right hand started playing with her pussy (she was very wet at that moment). I was still fully clothed at this point because I was wearing a pakistani "shalwaar and kameez" (it is very comfortable and I am pakistani so I am used to it) and I am pretty sure she had never tried to take one of those off a guy cause she didn't even try it. Took a break from the making out to get naked and then stood on the side of the bed with my cock at her face level. She understood and immediately opened her mouth, I brought my cock closer and she started licking and sucking on her side. A few seconds of that and i got her up, sat down on the bed and she started sucking me with her ass in the air (sexiest point of view ever). I kept one hand on her head to "help her" and she was doing great, while my other hand felt up her back and ass. Then, after a bit of her bobbing up and down, I started pushing her head down all the way. She was gagging a bit but took it well. Started holding her there while I reached back to play with her asshole and pussy. I couldn't tell if she was getting wetter cause she seemed to be at max wetting already. Then brought her back up for air and kissed her. Firmly pushed her down on the bed and got up behind her. She was on her stomach and so pulled her ass up into an ass up head down position. Positioned my cock and slid it right in. She was tight as hell but smooth as fuck from all the pussy juice. Started fucking her while rubbing her asshole with my thumb (she was even moaning in french, very cute). It had been a few days since I fucked and so I wasn't going to last much. Luckily, I felt her cum pretty hard about this point and so I was good to have it my way now. Went for a minute or two from behind, then pulled her hair into a pony tail. Picked up her head with her hair and she got on all fours. Held her hair with one hand and squeezed a titty with the other. At this point I wasn't moving at all and she was just moving on her own (love girls that fuck themselves). Felt myself getting closer so I pulled out, flipped her over and moved up so my cock was in her face. She sucked a bit and I was getting close so I told her I was going to cum and started jacking off (edging to keep it going). Put my balls on her lips and she instinctively started licking and kissing. Edged a bit longer and then decided to finish. Told her to open her mouth, pointed my cock at her face, and then blasted a huge load on her face. After the last shot was fired, put my cock in her mouth and slowly pumped. She swallowed what went in, licked and sucked with cum dripping down her face. After a minute, I got off her and passed her the tissue box and sat next to her while she cleaned up. We cuddled for a bit and then just went to sleep.

Anyway, kept this one quick to get things started but eventually me and this girl fucked all year long and I did everything I could think of that I wanted to do sexually to a chick. Europeans have been great fucks in my experience. Will add more later.