I am a Bi-Male, married and in my early 30's.

I do not find men attractive, but happily play with cocks and suck them (not really into anal sex, but love getting rimmed)

The reason I am bi, is that when I was younger my friend and I experimented, we did this because we could not get any pussy and just wanted something more than continually wanking our dicks by ourselves.

Anyway, I have continued to like sucking cock as I have got older - but as I say I dont find men attractive, Sissy boys and TV's are more feminine and therefore more acceptable to me.

I have recently started talking to a local sissy and he is happy to live out a fantasy of mine, I will dominate him and control him in anyway I want & he will follow my orders.

To start with its just online buts he lives close and the plan is for this relationship to become physical very soon.

He too has a famale partner who knows nothing, but I am going to train him to become more and more submissive to her, eventually over time It would be great if she takes onboard that he is a slut who likes being used by men and women.

If his girlfriend embraces his submissive side, who knows she might be willing to dominate him with me?

This is real life not some bullshit story, so it will take a long time, many months maybe even a year or more, who knows.

Confessing to something that happened around 20 years ago. No pics, just my recollection of what transpired. There was a Gus Macker tournament about 30 minutes from my sister in laws house, which would have saved my buddy and I a 3 hour trip in the morning. Our third lived downtown near the tourney and being married and having kids didnt have the room for us to spend the night. My wife asked her sister if me and my buddy could stay at her house and she was good with that.

Sister in law was divorced at the time and not dating. This is where it got funny. I told my buddy he should hook up with my sister in law. I described her and he said he wanted to see her first. Unknown to us, my wife and her sister were talking on the phone and my wife said you might like the other guy staying with you. (My wife told me this after the tourney). I'm 6'3 my buddy is 6'4 btw. When we got to her house she made a great dinner for us and bought a bunch of beer, like more than we could drink.

After dinner we were sitting outside on her deck chilling and the 2 of them were getting to know each other and she got up to use the bathroom and I asked him what he thought of her. He told me he'd let her suck his dick, so I was figuring I'd be watching movies later while they fucked. By 10pm we had drank more beer than I realized and headed inside. She put some music on and we were drinking and talking about basketball etc.

Dont remember what song came on but my buddy was dancing around the living room and acting like an idiot. He got me to join in and we tried to get her to get up and dance but she wouldn't. A slower song came on and he finally got her to dance, they weren't close but they were on their way. I got up to take a piss and grab another beer and when I came back with 3 beers, they were making out. I walked over and was like hey hey enough of that and laughing.

I came up behind her and put my long arms around her and my buddy and I was joking around and said group hug. They just kept on kissing and I started pressing against her ass. I could see his hands squeezing her boobs outside of her sweater, so I started squeezing her ass. She didnt do anything so I tried moving my hands up to her boobs but his we're still there. When he felt my hands he moved his and I was able to get 2 handfuls of her boobs. Checked her bra later and she was a 34C.
The fact she was letting us both play around with her made me a little bolder, so I moved my hands up and under her sweater and unhooked her bra. Felt both of my sister in law boobs for the first time and couldn't believe this was happening. I started lifting her sweater and told my buddy check these out.When I got the sweater to her shoulders she put her arms up and let me lift it over her head. My buddy was looking at me like dude this is your sister in law and I looked back and nodded.

After her top was off he started sucking her boobs and I remember she had her head tilted back and I was kissing her neck. I told my buddy to switch and he got behind her and my sister in law was like I cant believe I'm doing this with you. I started sucking her boobs and I think he had his hand between her legs because she was moaning a little. He reached around and unzipped her shorts and she was like I shouldn't be doing this with both of you at the same time and then she looked at me and said especially you. He slid her shorts and panties down her legs and she stepped out and they resumed kissing. I wasnt sure how far this go but wanted to make sure at least he got something out of the deal. I was just happy I sucked her boobs and felt her ass.

I think I remember telling him to show her his cock and when he pulled his shorts down they said something to each other and she got on her knees and started sucking him. So while she was sucking him we're looking at each other and trying not to laugh. I stepped to the side of them so I could watch and jerk off and I was impressed on how much cock she could swallow. After a minute she looked over and saw me jerking off and went back to sucking, but would glance over once in awhile to check. I was trying to hold off but it was kinda hard and my buddy goes why dont you take care of him as well. She stopped sucking and wiped her mouth and said he's my brother in law and something about it getting weird. He coaxed her into just taking the head and she did but then she started taking all of me just like she did with him. We were high 5 ing and she was like dont do that so we stopped. I thought he would let me cum in her mouth but her grabbed her arm and they started walking to the bedroom.

I followed them and she said something to him and I did hear him say, just this once. In bed she started off sucking him so I licked her pussy and ass from behind. After a few minutes we switched and I laid back and let her mouth go to work. He got behind her and started fucking her and I was thinking to myself, this is the kinda shit I jerk off to. She was loving having 2 guys at the same time. She would stop sucking me for a sec and either moan or tell us she couldn't believe she was getting 2 big cocks at the same time. I wasnt sure if she would let me fuck her but she did. For the next hour we took turns letting her ride one of us while she sucked the other or spitroast her. He even let me have her a couple of minutes alone. Eventually I came in her which was a fucking rush and she swallowed his load right after.
She slept between us in her bed that night and we were so tired from messing around we slept until the alarm went off. Next morning I woke up and she was sucking him so I got behind her and started licking and fingering her asshole. We won the 30-34 age that day and went back to her house to celebrate. As a reward she let us DP her. Kinda long but had to give all the details.

I haven't submitted a confession in quite a while, but I can no longer resist. I have to share my story.

I was in Vegas not long ago. Late one night, while cruising the slots at one of my favorite casino, I was approached by an extremely drunk woman (maybe 20 years old?). This woman pointed at my shirt and slurred the question - Are you really a fireman? Of course I am, so I told her so. She explained that she was getting married soon and banging a firefighter was on her bucket list. I promptly led her to my hotel room and fucked her in the roughest, nastiest ways. The short story is this: I first had her suck my cock. I love blowjobs and she was terrible. I hope her future husband has a small dick, because she couldn't open very wide and the teeth were painful. I laid her on the edge of the bed, put her ankles over my shoulders, and fucked her that way. It was okay, she was a little shallow, and I got tired of hearing her say ouch when I bottomed out. I flipped her over and off the bed, fucked her doggy which was fucking awesome. I started to finger her ass, and she said we could do anal in the shower. FUCK YES. I did that for a while, but that gets boring as it loosens up. Took her back to the bed and threw her ankles back over my shoulders and plowed away. Shortly after i blew my load she passed out. I fucked her twice more while she slept. By the time I woke up she was gone...

Fucking Vegas...

Been married for 24 years love my wife but have never lost the urge to suck dick. Sucked several guys off over the years. My main guy asked me to be in an all male threesome this weekend. Gotta admit it makes my dick hard just thinking about it.  Not sure if I want to or not….mmm what to do…..opinions/thoughts??

I got married afew years ago. The night before the wedding I had afew drinks with some friends. After afew we called it a night and Stripped down. I got all horny all of a sudden. I started to play with one of my mates , which was one of my best men, dick next to me. He got hard so I went down on him. Mid way through sucking his cock another one of my friends woke up. At first he thought what we were doing was wrong but afew minutes past he was behind me using baby oil to slide his cock into my ass. It was my first time and it hurt a lot but I kept it together and carried on giving head. They swapped over for a while until my best man sat on the bed. I nursed his cock back into my ass and the other one forced my head back onto his cock. Didn't take long for my best man to make a mess of my ass then shortly after I was dripping in the second load. They didn't even let me finish. There was still cum dripping out of my at the church

Married, 40, and I am addicted to sucking dick. have done it since I was 19 at GWU. Had NO INTEREST in dick at the time. guys cruised the men's rooms there and i had no idea. got really mad at guys staring and following me out the restroom one day. next day was curious and went back. was obvious then. sat in a stall. guy shoved his cock under. i did nothing that day, but soon was in there 5 days a week several hours at a time, wearing college girls satin panties stolen from the dorm laundry. sucked my first cock with the stall door open, sitting on the toilet in my stolen panties, guy standing and fucking my mouth more or less. bunch of guys crowded in and just outside the stall watching and jerking off. before long i would go there and be on my knees surrounded by cock sucking them all. 21 years later and i suck cock at rest areas, in mens rooms, in my house when wife is away or here asleep, adult video places, adult theaters. i just recently started getting fucked! i love it. i want to be fucked and fucked and fucked. i want to be fucked by dogs and know a guy that will make it happen for me and have almost gone thru with it a few times. i steal panties from bedrooms of my wife's friends, sister-in-law and cousins. my cousin. my other cousin's wife. my wife's cousin's little girl. my wife mother. my sister. i want to have my mother-in-law 'catch me' jerking off. i want my father-in-law to feed me his dick. i tied the wife and fucked her ass the other night on cam. i want to tie her in a motel and have her gangraped on camera by fat old men. i want her to have to watch me gangraped by black men. i want a man to shit in my mouth and make me keep it there until he is done fucking me, then piss all over it and hold from behind gag me with his hand and make me swallow.

When I was 19 years old and in college in Florida, I got really heavy into drugs. Mainly party drugs like coke and ecstasy, and of course plenty of weed, but on occasion other drugs as well. I was out of control and living one big party life on my parent's dime while they struggled mightily to pay for me to have the opportunity they never had and go to college. Looking back I feel like a total asshole about it now as they wanted nothing more than for me to be successful and not have to struggle...sorry, I digressed.

Anyway, since I had no money and wanted to keep up my partying lifestyle and since I was always very athletic, in shape and considered "good-looking", through one of the people I met in the party scene I ended up doing some modeling to make some extra money. Pretty low rent stuff, nothing glamorous, but a couple hundred bucks a week.

This quickly evolved into the opportunity to do some "videos". It started with just masturbation videos of me lying in bed, or on a couch or in the shower jerking off. I figured I was going to do it anyway so why not get paid for it and I was getting paid $100-200 per day that I did a shoot. I could sometimes do 3 or 4 scenes in a day. The guy running the operation said he was impressed by my "re-load" ability and also that I had just the right cock for it...I'm about 8 inches, decently thick and my dick looks perfectly formed from shaft to head and can blow pretty big loads even after only a little break in between. I knew that these were primarily for gay guys to watch but I didn't care. If someone gets off from seeing me, so fucking what. I did these for a while and then he asked one day if I'd want to do some full sex movies and photo shoots and showed me some of his portfolio and all things considered the chicks looked pretty hot and we were now talking more like $300-500 per day so I jumped right at the chance.

It was a crazy scene and pretty much everything you wanted was at your fingertips. Women and drugs galore. Parties every night after shooting. We were all in the 18-22 age bracket so it was just a no responsibility show. But as quickly as I made money it went back out the door on drugs and partying. Then one night when we were partying at the main house this director used for shooting videos, him and a couple of the other "big wigs" in their operation asked me if I would be willing to do some more hardcore shit. At first I was thinking they meant bondage, s&m type stuff, but they quickly made it clear they were talking gay action. I immediately said not a chance, I was straight and no way I could do it. They pushed the matter (and a coffee table with a big pile of blow on it) and said that all the actors in their gay shoots are straight guys because that is the look they wanted in their videos, strong masculine men, not femboys. The guys just do "gay for pay" and they also said I could make up to a $1000 per shoot depending on the circumstances. At that point my eyes lit up and I think they knew they had me. I asked them more questions and they said I could be strictly a top and receive blow jobs, that I didn't have to get fucked or suck or kiss anyone if I didn't want to. I could also do bi scenes where a female actress or two would be involved. I said, what the fuck, let's give it a try.

The next week they had scheduled me in for my first scene. I was shaking like a leaf prior to which was totally not like me. In the other stuff I had already done I was totally calm and had no issues getting naked, getting hard and fucking in front of other people. It was a one on one scene with me and another guy. I was going to be swimming naked in the pool and then get out and immediately go to the lounge chair next to the pool when the "pool guy" was going to show up to service the pool and eventually me who was masturbating while watching him clean the pool. I actually was having a difficult time getting hard which was totally not the norm for me, but he came over and began blowing me for a while and soon enough I did get fully hard. I had sunglasses on and just kept my eyes closed and picturing hot women. I put on a condom and ended up fucking him in a few different positions and then to my surprise he end up blowing his load on my chest as he was riding me, then slid off my cock, dropped back down and sucked me to completion taking my load all over his face.

I said afterward that it wasn't that bad, but I didn't think I wanted to do it again...until I got my next offer and more cash. It went on like this for a while and me just doing the fucking and getting sucked. I still was primarily doing straight shoots though. Then the director came to me with a proposal for a scene. It would be me and this girl I had done some straight scenes with and we would be a "married" couple and then another guy who was coming to our house to do some repairs. But he wanted it to be a scene where me and her completely serviced this guy. We all were going to suck and fuck each other, no holds barred type stuff. I was extremely hesitant but he offered up my biggest payday yet and it was a good chunk of money for 4-5 hours of total "work". I was so far gone into the scene at that time that I agreed and said let's do this.

The day came and again I was nervous. I did all my usual prep on my "manscaping" and where I normally do everything I can to keep myself fresh down below, this time I added the step of the diet one of the other male actors recommended and his full enema routine to completely clean me out. The worst thing on a porn set when anal is involved is having a shit accident. It came time for the scene and we were in the bedroom on a king size bed where I was fucking the girl for a while then the "repair" man came in, he joined in with me "thinking" he was just going to play jointly with my wife but then he starts licking my balls and ass and pulling out my cock from the wife's pussy and sucking on it. We go through some more motions and she is sucking him then she tells me she wants to see me suck him and this is it, the moment I took a cock in my mouth. I did what I had to do and then after he fucks her it was my turn to take his cock. I was laying on my back as she sat on my face and then he started fucking my ass. Hurt like hell but I had to put up a good front. He even made a comment that got into the video about how tight my ass was. Anyway, we finished the scene after everyone had been fucked and sucked and I went out that night with some of the other people from set and we got destroyed on drugs and booze. I was fucked up beyond belief and when I got home that night I said that was it, I was done. Absolutely no more of all of it. The drugs the porn, nothing. The next day I called up the director and said to pull me from the stuff he had me scheduled for the next week. He tried to convince me and told me what a fucking amazing job I had done the day before, but I told him I had to get out. I couldn't handle the life and really was regretting all of it. I pulled the plug that day and never looked back.

So, somehow through all of this I didn't flunk out of school. I ended up completing my degree and living out a pretty mundane, boring college life and working a bullshit part-time job in one of the offices on campus answering phones and shit. Really nobody in my "normal" life had any clue about what I had done. My parents were none the wiser about anything I did partying or whatever and were proud as could be the day they saw me get my degree. I started a job with a top consulting firm and in the decade plus since, have worked hard and progressed so much in my career that I look at the "crazy" money I was making from porn and laugh at how little it is compared to now. I am engaged to a very attractive and smart girl who is an attorney and makes plenty of money herself, but also has no clue about my prior life.

I guess my biggest fear is that one day I am going to come on here and see one of my videos front and center. I know they are out there in various places on the web, but they obviously weren't under my real name and the look I had back then was very different than it is now where I am clean cut hair, have a beard, and even back then in a bunch of the scenes I had bleached blonde hair for a while and a deep Floridian tan. I guess my real name and SSN is on file with the porn company somewhere so that could somehow get out, but generally speaking I got away free and clear without any repercussions. Crazy the journey our lives take.

I cheated on my wife years ago and I still think about her . we fucked about 20 times in 4 months and she was a great fuck way better than my wife is. she let be ass fuck her 3 times and always licked my dick clean. she also gave great blow jobs. my wife don't let me fuck her in the ass and is not that good at sucking me. she is fat too. the girl I cheated with was 5'9'' 140 pounds and had big nipples great for licking and sucking. she would let me do anything to her. I miss her.by the way my wife and I been married over 20 years

Have been increasingly having urges to have sex with a guy. Well mostly just suck a dick. I am happily married but have a pervy side and am just really curious. Any advice for best way to go about this in a more or less anonymous way?

This is 100% true. When I was 18 I got drunk with my friends on New Years and fucked a female friend in front of her boyfriend. I knew she liked me because she'd always grab me thru my pants or kiss me when she drank. This night we had quite a lot and she was making out with her boyfriend while rubbing me thru my jeans. They ended up going to the bedroom and invited me. They started fucking right in front of me and she put her hand in my pants and stroked my dick. He told me to fuck her ass so I did and he moved away to watch. Afterwards she sucked my dick some then went back to anal and then she reached down, grabbed my dick, lined it up with her pussy and pulled me in. She moaned because I'm a lot bigger than her bf and we both came while he watched. We stayed friends for 10 years or more and they ended up getting married, he was always jealous towards me about everything. Total cuck. 

I confess I get hard at the thought of a couple sucking my dick. You know a married couple or something both down there going to town. But I go limp at the thought of the guy touching me in any other way.