So, I'm a student in the United States attending full time and holding down one of those bullshit on campus jobs. Last year I was working and trying to support myself (no parental help) and I pulled down a little less than $12,000 gross income. When I try to go to school and get out of this entry-level bullshit, I apply for FAFSA just like any other student, and am looking to get enough in grants and loans to cover my school fees totaling about $11,000 and change per semester. I got a few scholarships, and FAFSA denies me any financial hardship consideration? No PELL Grant, about 2 grand in stafford unsub, and that's about it. I get instant denial for private loans (because I have no cosigner) and when I ask "how can I improve my credit, so I can get these loans," I'm met with "Well, to improve your credit and chances of approval, you can pay off loans on time." And yet...I can't get a loan to pay off? Now is it me, or am I stuck in the biggest catch 22 clusterfuck? I mean really, what am I supposed to do here? I'm no idiot by any stretch of the imagination, and I'd like to think I have the tiniest shred of common sense. This whole system is just...beyond me. I can't even understand the thought process behind it.

So, if anyone has any wisdom to share on how to get myself out of this financial aid clusterfuck, I'd love to hear it.

Denver metro, looking for female sexual companion to explore the erotic, kinky, or perverse sides of Sex.
If you have lured unfulfilled sexual desires or fantasies that you can't or haven't been able to entertain or carry out for fear of reproach, humiliation, commitment shyness, denial; Whatever... Then give me a call.

I'm 43 yo, quiet, and very discreet. I'm in a failing relationship with a girl whom I love dearly. But sexual deviation towards unconventional illicit sexual behavior has made me all but unreachable to her. And it's compromised the friendship. I prepared to do whatever inspires you, and I'm prepared to leave it at that. It's a purely physical ,uncondional, recreation that exists purely for the sake of anonymity and self preparation

Was at the pub last night after work. While I was talking to the barman (a man my age, just over 50) he was telling me that he had got lucky and fucked a 21 year old the night before. Joking around I told him pics or it didn't happen. I never expected him to show me pics. Especially pics of my stepdaughter. I stayed quiet about her being my stepdaughter. He was telling me she called him daddy and told him that she wanted to fuck her stepfather but she didn't know how to go about it.
When her mother went to work this morning I took matters into my own hands. She was still in bed when her mother left so I went into her room, I sat down on the side of her bed to wake her up. I shook her shoulder gently to wake her and as she started to roll over my hand "accidentally" slid down a bit onto her chest. When my hand stopped on her tit she woke up and looked me in the eye. I smiled as I gently squeezed her tit, when she smiled back, my fingers found her nipple, it got hard immediately. I grabbed one of her hands and put it on my hardening cock and told her I knew she wanted me to fuck her, her face went bright red but there was no denial. I slid her shirt up so I could see her tits, they looked perfect, I couldn't help myself and started to lick and suck her nipples one at a time. Her hand started to slide up and down on my cock.
Sliding my hand down towards her pussy made her slide her hand inside my shorts, as my fingers slid between her meaty cunt lips, her hand grabbed my cock and she told me she wanted my cock in her mouth. I made her wait about 10 mins while I fingered her cunt. She got so impatient that she moved herself around so my fingers stayed buried inside her but she could get my cock in her mouth. Fuck me she was a better cocksucker than her mother. You could tell she liked sucking cock by how she attacked it. Not once did I have to push her head down, she knew how to deepthroat from the start. After fucking me with her mouth, I picked her up and threw her on the bed and told her to spread her legs like the little slut she was, she put her feet behind her head and told me to pound her harder than I fuck her mother. While I was fucking her she grabbed her phone and started showing me videos of her masturbating, in every video she was calling out "daddy fuck me" and "daddy make me your fucktoy".
We fucked for about an hour, when we were finished, she sucked her cum off my cock and asked me to promise not to tell her mum. Like I was gonna do that lol, I'm not that stupid. I agreed on one condition and that was I get to fuck her whenever I wanted and she said she thought it was obvious we were going to be fucking regularly.

19 YO Horny boy home alone for the weekend.

Looking for dares on toe and will provide proof of completed dares.

toe Name is Jake.Taylor_

Likes: Anal, Femdom, Orgasm Denial, Incest, Piss, Crossdressing, Chastity, and pretty much everything else that isn't in my limits.

Limits: Scat, Blood, Extreme Pain

Alrighty...

Im back.My dad. This 100 percent real, i have to get it off my chest. For those who having been following the story ive been sexting my dad recently. weve never done anything like this before, never flirted, had sex, nothing. But 2 weeks ago for some reason everythings unraveling.

my dad hasnt been in my life much, my parents broke up before i was born and he started a new family and pretty much remarried right after my mum.So over the yrs i visited him here and there. Last time i saw him was 4 yrs ago.

By the way, i was trying to look for a sex forum platform to have this discussion but i couldnt so i signed up to motherless.. the point is to chat to people in the same boat not to send pics to everyone... so can everyone stop sending me mail asking to see my cunt. fuck off. anyways thats a whole other fucking story..lol

After sending pics back and forth to my dad for a week we started talking about getting together for a drink to see how we feel in person. But since hes married, he thought it would be a good idea if i sleepover his house & meet the family because going to the pub would be out of character for him and his wife would suspect something. So i got on a train and an hr later he picked me up from the station. we kissed as soon as i got in the car. we held hands while he was driving, everything was romantic. we ended up going to a pub for a quick drink so we could talk alone, before entering a house full of kids and the wife. we were both nervous but really excited, and overall he was really happy to see me again.

the bar staff knew him well so we didnt really do much there either. we just talked and i gave him afew quick kisses when no one was looking in our direction. Then i went out for a smoke and he followed. when we were clear of an audience he hugged me from behind and started kissing my head, neck and shoulders. i really felt like his lover not his family member. best slow sensual hug ever :P

then we drove home. he has 3 teenagers and a wife. no privacy. *sigh* but we kissed behind walls and any chance there was a moment we took it to kiss eachother but couldnt do anything else. then all of a sudden we had a window where everyone went out. i felt like i was going to burst. we immidiately started making out. his moaning was incredible, i love a guy who moans. i was straddling him on the couch and grinding my hips into his dick and he was loving it. we were slow and sensual, taking our time. then he laid me down and licked my pussy on the couch. i couldnt cum, i was too nervous someone was coming home soon. then just as i was thinking that *BANG!* we heard a noise on the window but it was just the wind. we both had a heartattack and i thought my 60 something yr old dad was going to die on me. i said to him we should stop and he agreed. that noise was karma telling us theyre coming home soon lol. i swear to god that was the worst fright for the both of us. they came home like 20 mins later.

while we were waiting for them to come home we talked about our sexual experiences. he told me some interesting stories and i told him some of my own. im not a slut but im not a good girl either, ive been in 3somes and had sugar daddies so i told him about it. i also told him that ive always liked daddy daughter porn and have been moaning 'daddy' in the bedroom for yrs. and he told me he also watches daddy daughter porn. so we were both into the idea of it but we never did anything about it till now. i dont know if i was in denial or something but i didnt think i actually wanted to fuck my dad when i watched porn, i thought i just liked the taboo idea of it. i didnt get to fuck him that day. but i wonder if after i fuck him, will the allure go away for either of us. like its just a release of sexual tension and we just needed to have it out, like when people have an argument.

my dad is a ladies man. hes fucking alfie. the stories are endless of him cheating and chatting up women in bars over the last 40 yrs. he cheats on the new wife and he was cheating on my mum and so on. so i do have to ask myself if im just another lay. i told him not to fuck me over, the only girl hes not aloud to lie to is me.

after everyone came home i got drunk and started talking to my siblings, pretending like i was losing interest in my dad to throw off his wife. but she was onto us. she was onto us the day i sent him a pic of me, because she went thru his phone. luckily the pic she saw wasnt a naked one, just me looking suggestive & sultry. so from day 1 he has been deleting every conversation we have on messanger. i slept over 2 nights. we didnt get any privacy the second day but in the morning wife went to work and i got to snuggle with him on the bed and kiss. we kiss like were in love sometimes. like we need to be glued together. i hadnt talked to him all day, not the way i wanted to. 'do u want a cup of tea' isnt what he was thinking and 'yes please' wasnt what i was thinking. it was painful not saying what i wanted to.

then it was time for me to go home. i was looking forward to him dropping me off at the train station so we could have at least a car ride to tell eachother how we feel. then all of a sudden my sister said 'ill come with you guys for a drive, keep dad company on the way back home'. my dad and i looked at eachother. i think we both were thinking 'fuck'. we cant even kiss eachother goodbye properly. he brushed my leg and i brushed him back as if to say 'oh well next time'. my dad later found out that his wife told my sister to go in the car with us. she fucking was onto it lol.

my sis stayed in the car and my dad pretended to look at the train times with me. we got in a kiss.

i just got home so i had to tell this story now. its pretty much for me, something to read because i cant believe it happend.

For my protection and my friend this is a fantasy story. it is up to you to decide if it is true or not. but i am not saying that it is. This did not really happen. But, if it did, I would be confessing something that has haunted me for 2 years. My wife of 10 years died of an aneurism suddenly while she was at work. She was an executive assistant for a large company in San Francisco. We had no children. A friend of hers called me in tears before the police arrived at my place of business, which I will not identify. Oddly, I was composed while being told on the phone, kind of. I kept repeating "what?, what?" as if I didn't understand what she was saying. Her crying and sobbing made it clear this wasn't a bad joke. But, I just kept saying "what?" "what?", getting a bit loud at the end. None of my coworkers noticed my demeanor given the nature of our work. My reaction could have been consistent with a normal business call. I cannot explain. I don't remember hanging up the phone. I was sitting there with my mind spinning. trying to make sense of the phone call. I was in complete denial. After a few minutes, I started playing solitaire on my laptop. crazy, i know. but, i didn't know what to do. somehow, the game actually distracted me and I managed to put the phone call behind me. I was strangely at some kind of weird peace. But then I fainted when I saw 2 uniformed police officers standing at the end of the hallway asking a coworker which one was me. When she pointed at me, I suddenly blacked out from shock. They revived me shortly. I did not injure myself in the fall. The older female officer asked me to confirm my name, and then told me what I already knew. I got sick. I threw up until I was dry heaving. I could not believe it. I became hysterical and had to be escorted out by the officers. I didn't really think about it until we arrived at the hospital that they were taking me to identify her body. I panicked. But, a doctor gave me something, I presume a sedative shot. It calmed me down real quick. When they lifted the covering to show her face, i was calm. probably from the drugs. i said, yes that is my wife. next thing I knew I was home. The county medical examiner conducted a pretty quick autopsy to determine the aneurism. I thought those things took longer than that, but I guess they had a good idea what it was and scanned her brain to confirm it.

Her mom took care of the phone calls and funeral arrangements as I was in complete despair. Something that no one knew is that my wife and I were getting a divorce. We had not seen a lawyer or told anyone, yet. She asked for it. That also devastated me. I am an average looking guy, but she was practically a model. She was a cheerleader in high school and college. she was 5 ft 3 in., 120 lbs. light brown hair with hazel eyes. Now she was dead at the age of 33. We had not had sex in 5 years, despite my best efforts. She eventually told me that she had no interest in sex. I did not suspect she was having an affair. I knew her better than that. She knew it was hurting me, so we went to a few specialists and she was diagnosed with hypoactive sexual desire disorder. I did some research and now believe that it could be related to the aneurism that eventually killed her. She was going to file for divorce so that I could find someone who could fulfill my needs. I did not want it but she was very adamant.

A older man I met at church about 3 or so years before this tragedy, ended up being the guy who would be her embalmer at the funeral home. He came to my home to tell me and ask if I wanted him to get someone else, someone I didn't know, to do this THING to my wife. I told him no. it was his job and I trusted him. He kept offering to ask for another embalmer, but I assured him i was fine with it. He was very kind and gentle. He offered his condolences with a tear or two to match my own as he headed for the door. Before I shut the door, he turns abruptly, as if he had forgot something, and asked me if I wanted to see her that night. The transfer to the funeral home from the hospital had already been made. She was in a refrigerated unit at the funeral home. He was going to start the embalming process in the morning once all the paperwork had been filed. I don't know why exactly, but I said yes. I followed him to the home. it was late, probably 11 pm, maybe later. He told me that he was not supposed to do this, so please not to let anyone know. I assured him I would not.

I was expecting stainless steel drawers with handles, like you see in the movies and tv shows, but it was a decent size room that was refrigerated. inside, were three gurneys with people who had died that day. One was my wife, another was a 70+ year old man who had died of a massive heart attack earlier that day while having lunch with his wife. He was a large man, maybe 6 ft 2, 270 or 290, i don't know maybe 300. big guy. the covered body on the third gurney was shaped very similar to my wife. He told me it was a girl who was a passenger in a car with another girl who crashed while texting and driving. the driver lived. This girl, was not wearing her seatbelt. she was thrown fro the vehicle and broke her neck. died instantly. He couldn't keep talking about it. for some reason, the young girls death chokes him up and effects him more than even my wifes. I assume it was because she was so young. a mere teen. He starts to say something, but stops.

So, he's quite emotional after this day and says I can stay as long as I like, until he comes back to get me or I came looking for him, whichever happened first. He was going into the chapel area to nap on one of the benches.

he left me alone with three dead bodies in a cold room. I stood there for what seemed like several minutes before I approached my wifes body. I pulled back the covering. There she was, as I had seen her before. I stared at her still made up face from work. They hadn't had a chance to clean her up for embalming yet. She was very white, kinda bluish. But, still just as attractive as the girl I fell in love with in college.

I guess it was an impulse. without even looking around to make sure no one was watching, I pulled the covering down to expose her breasts. I don't know how its supposed to work, post morten, but her nipples, which I hadn't seen in 5 years, were very erect. Her breasts are not very big. She is a small b cup, but still very perky for her age. NOW, I looked around and even went to the chapel to see if my friend was awake. He was snoring loudly.

I suddenly, with a very confusing mix of guilt and excitement, started getting hard. I hurried back to the cold room. I realized I had left the covering half off while I checked on my friend. I didn't bring a jacket, so I was pretty chilly, but my blood starting flowing and suddenly I began to warm up. I pulled my phone from my pocket. i was going to take some nudies of my dead wife. at that point, my cock had taken over and I didn't care how messed up any of this was.

so, with a shudder, I pulled the covering all the way off to the floor. I was in shock. I was expecting a bush, considering she had no interest in sex, but there she was... with the thinnest most perfectly trimmed landing strip I had ever seen on her. I was naturally confused, but didn't waste time wondering "why" she did it, or possibly "for whom" she was doing it. I started snapping photos and got very excited.

that's when things got out of hand. I was so turned on, I wanted to see her pussy. on the table, her cold outer labia was flesh colored and closed. I spread the covering on the ground and picked her up to put her on the floor.

rigor mortis is unsettling to say the least. while her legs and arms did bend down under the weight of gravity, her left leg and left arm seemed to stay more stiff. even her head didn't fall back like I would have expected.

i got her to the floor. and had a difficult time getting her legs to come apart. I finally figured to massage the legs to make them more pliable. eventually, she lay on the cold floor, naked, legs spread showing her perfect and tight pussy. and she was dead.

i didn't stop to think. i kept taking pictures and then realized... i realized the obvious. it was cold, but I got my pants down to my knees and knelt to the floor.

I don't believe in god like most people. i believe in a higher power but don't think he pays any attention to us. i hope I am right. i put my cock against her freezing cold pussy. rigor mortis, no moisture in her pussy, no lubricant. i was screwed.

i had gone this far. i wasn't going to be denied the pussy that was legally mine, at least while she was alive. I started going through drawers. finally, two rooms down the hall, I found some lubricant that I didn't even want to think about why they had it.

Back in the room, I dropped to the floor. I greased up my still throbbing cock. then, gently started applying lube to her pussy. it didn't feel as soft and fleshy as i remembered, but once I got my cock in, I remembered the ecstasy of having sex with my beautiful loving wife.

her eyes were closed, so I wiped my hands and opened them. I was a little surprised when they stayed open. I was fucking my dead wife as she seemed to look at me. I suddenly came harder than i can ever remember. it just kept pumping cum until it started oozing out her vagina.

i fell to the floor next to her. started playing with her erect nipples. and it wasn't more than 2 minutes before my erection returned.

as i lay on the floor, i could see the other two gurneys against the wall, side by side... then I got an evil thought in my head. yes, you know what I did.

I jumped up. penis purple and throbbing out of control. I walked slowly over to the other dead girl. I had no idea what she looked like.

I pulled back the cover and my jaw dropped. she was the most perfect looking blonde I had ever seen. her hair was cut short, up to her neck. And if i had any doubts about if she was a natural blonde before, I just saw the proof. a small patch of silky blonde hair sitting on top of her pussy mound. her tits were also not very big, but thats okay. she had thin, but muscular legs that made them look longer than they were. I noticed a nasty scrape on her left arm and left hip. not too big, and they had been cleaned.

the sheet goes to the floor next to my dead wife. this girl was even lighter than my wife. And somehow she seemed a bit more limber. I don't know why. I repeated the process., massaging her legs until they parted and revealed the smallest set of pussy lips I've ever seen. In a perfect clam shape with still some rosy pinkness left. her lips were also fuller than my wifes. not a lot, but they were cushiony to the touch. I took some books from a nearby shelf to put under their heads so I could see their faces better.

The girls eyes were still closed. When I opened them, they were bright gray, like so many movie stars. except for the scrapes from the accident, her flesh was smoother than my wifes, as a teen girls flesh would be. My wife was stunning. The perfect sex object now displaying her wares. And now this strange girl, legs spread, bright gray eyes appearing to look into mine. neither naked female able to smile, since they were dead. I make sure everything ls lubed appropriately and just before i enter this fresh coed, it occurs to me to check something.

I pulled apart her lips and with some work, and found...a hymen. if there is a god, i'm going to hell anyway. I gently enter her. looking into her eyes, then over at my wife who was now watching me fuck a dead teen girl. when I said her pussy was small and tight, and now a hymen? I wasn't kidding. I have an average size penis, about 5-6 inches. but, the blood had been pumping so long, I has as thick as I was long at this point.

I started to think it was't going to work, then decided I was going to MAKE it happen. the lube was adequate. I pulled back for a forceful thrust and grabbed her shoulders for support as I pushed hard. i felt ripping flesh. i mean lots of ripping flesh. i looked down and saw some blood. just what rubbed off her vagina as I made her a woman. I kept going. my god, it was impossibly tight. within a minute, i had again cum more than i thought i had in me.

i cleaned myself off, thinking it was time to put everyone back in place. but, i saw them again. lying side by side. these two beautiful women, totally naked. and totally mine to do as I wish.

I rolled the both over. they could have been mother and daughter. perfect asses. just absolutely perfect. i lubed up. started pumping my wifes asshole. When she was alive, she said that is something she would NEVER EVER do. out of the question. Yet, there I was. pushing my cock into her asshole. it felt a little, grainy, i guess? but obviously very tight. She was dead. I could go as deep as I wanted. I pushed and pushed, grinding into her cold, but bouncy soft ass cheeks. it felt incredible.

then, the girl. it felt about the same, but her ass was smoother, heaving and swollen, although, quite cold which I had gotten used to. I managed to lift her to her knees, sort of. i grabbed her tits and pulled myself into her as deeply as I possible could. that's when the final and most powerful gushing of cum started. I'm laying on her back kissing her neck as my cock empties into her. at that moment i thought of the girl who was driving. how much more guilty she would feel if she saw her friends hymen and asshole torn to shreds because she couldn't wait to text later.

an hour or so later, I had cleaned everything up. found new coverings. the old ones were quite dirty now. and had both in place and looking pretty much like they did when I arrived.

i put the dirty sheets in my car and trashed them later.

after I was sure i had all in order, i woke my friend, the embalmer. he was embarrassed he has slept so long. I told him it was fine, because I got to say goodbye to my wife.

He tells me he is going to stay and start the embalming since its almost morning, anyway. He walks me to the door. gives me a hug and tells me again how sorry he is. then...what he says next, well, that is why I'm confessing today. I'm an evil person. More than you know. My friend, who was kind enough to bring me to the funeral home to see my wife... he tells me what he was too emotionally choked up to say before his chapel nap.

that poor girl in the room with my wife? that was his granddaughter. She had just graduated high school and was heading to a Purity Pledge meeting before heading to Summer Camp. A Christian group of teens that pledge to maintain their virginity until marriage. He said to me that the only solace he could find in this senseless death, is that she will go to her grave having kept her promise.

Yes. I am going to hell.

Can anyone find the full video of Skin Diamond teasing a guy tied to a bed while she wears a black leather skirt....for free!!!

This is like the most impossible video to find. Its from femdom empire

All I could find is the behind the scenes of Chastity Denial...I want the full video.

I will love your forever

sweet release after hours of denial

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June - July Vote 2022
So june is here... I have been dripping for all of you for a full month now since the last time you all voted to not let me cum... and recently my trainer took away my privilege of even touching my drippy desperate cunt which mean I can't even edging properly... if want to touch I only get to do so in short bursts... and I have to earn it...

I am pretty sure you most of you know the deal with these by now, You will all get a vote on if I will be allowed to cum in the upcoming month of June!

This vote will be for the dates of June 9th, my birthday... straight through till July 1st.
The vote will be called and concluded on June 9th as well so get you votes in before then if you want them counted!

This stretch will not include or account for the actual day of my birthday as apparently my owner has something planned for that. I don't know what and I dont know if it will involve any release for me... but you are welcome to message my trainer/handler listed in my profile to ask about it or give suggestions!

As for the vote:

Vote YES and I will be allowed to cum after June  9th and until july 1st... with a white persons permission of course

Vote NO and I will go straight into another stretch of denial... no breaks, no relief not even  allowed to touch and edge anymore... just more dripping for all of you

The choice is yours, ether way I will have to live with it and obey!

As always I appreciate ALL votes... yes or no... so the more votes the better... but please... PLEASE consider voting yes... its already been a month I am so fucking horny and I just want so fucking badly to touch my greedy drippy monkey cunt... I know it is not my choice... and that it is selfish to beg just to the sake of my own primal nigger urges...
I also know many of you already plan on voting no... but maybe some of you... please, please consider voting yes... would be so very grateful to be able to cum for my birthday... *whimpers*

Thank you for reading and I am sorry for being such a greedy nigger animal and begging like a slut *whimpers*

I look forward to your votes!

still dripping...
~Monkey

I'm an old fat creepy pig boy who lilies females with dad bods, im in denial about my sexual orientation.

I confess I have a big problem,

I'm a moderately good looking 28yo man, I'm an outgoing entertainer (Stand-Up Comedian, Actor, & Singer) I don't have a problem getting women, keeping them is another story.

I have bi-polar disorder & ADHD I'm very stable but my thoughts are always set on hyper-drive. Because of this and my level of testosterone I have a very high sex drive.

I am a voyeur & a exhibitionist also very sexually open minded. I have fantasies of watching my woman fuck other men and women. I don't know if it's just the conservative mid west where I live but I have trouble meeting freaky ass women like this.

I'm not looking for sluts there are plenty of those but they're mostly in denial and won't do crazy fun stuff.

Any ideas how I can meet these kind of women?

26M, UK, ginger... Looking for a female (all ages) to play with and control me with things like JOI and orgasm denial.

Hello, I would love to have a master to help me become anal only and to deny me from using my cunt again, as well as orgasm denial, Thank you ♡︎
Message me if interested 

With my gf we have entered the world of orgasm denial, my orgasm denial because she cums on my hard cock every time. It has been 16 days of no cumming for me and I have to admit that I love it.
What also happened, after almost two weeks in we have progressed our mild ballbusting fun to the real thing. After a hot teasing session, I asked her to kick my nuts standing. She agreed with a smile and we both stood up holding our hands looking at each other's eyes. She then got ready and kick my crotch with quite a force with an semi evil grin on her face. OMG how great that felt. I fell in love with her that moment so deeply. She came to me and jerk my hard cock, massage the balls and we kissed passionately. After a moment of passionate kissing and my heavy breathing, I whispered to her ear " Do it again" and she did.
We did continue with this for a while and she tried how hard she can go. I enjoyed every time her foot landed on my balls sending the shockwaves of pleasure through my body. After that we had the most amazing sex, intense, raw, animalistic but sensual... i did not cum (I managed just in time to compose myself), she did.
That night we agreed that I am not going to cum for another two weeks. She kicked the balls again next morning just for fun ;)
I am pretty much convinced that she will eventually kick the cum out of those big balls. But who knows where our minds lead us in two weeks time. I love her to bits.

I told my mom that I saw a video of her sucking dick, I found it years ago on a digital camera but i told her that I found it in my dad's outgoing emails. She was vulnerable due to my dad getting busted for soliciting prostitution and felt unattractive since. I told her that seeing her mouth on a dick made me discussed at the sight of her lips, and that's the reason I haven't fully hugged her or kissed her for the last few years. My mom was stricken with guilt and shame, she felt discussing and unwanted.

Depriving mom of physical contact, and adding more animosity to her separated husband, made her weak and ready to be manipulated. I told her that I needed to face my fears and hug and kiss her, I took full advantage. I held her and placed her in my lap as she buried her face in my chest while weeping. I pulled her head back and planted kisses on her cheeks, then on her lips. We locked lips briefly then I pressed them tighter and longer. Mom was taken back when I slipped my tongue in her mouth, but she gave in when I grabbed the back of her head. We tongue kissed for a few minutes and to my surprise she was lost in the moment, allowing her son to feel her mouth.

After the kiss she shook off the tension and had a chill from the realization of what just happened. I casually spoke to her about how she needed to feel attractive and wanted, and her sexiness didn't deserve to be cheated on. I went on about how I alway heard men talk about her, how I we told how fuckable my mom is. I her perverse things from men my whole life, it was the norm and I expected it on a daily basis. Mom was in a bit of shock and denial about the things I told her, what was said about her around her own son.

After the tension died off I offered to show her how attractive she is to men and what the would say. I convinced her to let me take a picture from her backside in her leggings and send it to a guy that has never met her or the family. It was just a light hearted "yeah right" approach my mom took, a joking little experiment to prove me wrong. Mom was in awe of what the guy said, I noticed she blushed a little when he mentioned her bubble ass and how much he wanted to fuck it. I kept sending the pics out and showing her the comments, she was starting to get into the flow.

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My wife gets turned-on by punishing our new born baby with denial of her breast milk, giving it instead to her grown-up niece.
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I confess that I am a complete panty slut living in persistent denial. It all started 8 months ago when my girlfriend of 4 years left me to go back home - a party school style atmosphere total shitshow of a town. Well I had begun to grow a little submissive to her - not outright, she wasn't interested in my attempts at having her 'fuck me' with small vibrators and dildos - and I was becoming a compulsive masturbater because I had these fantasies of her dominating me in some way. Never direct, never like 'Oh I want to be feminized' or anything like that - but alas.

Well she moved, and we were on good terms - we intended to make it work, and had some pretty good opportunities to hook back up in a new town and make it work. She dropped hints about like, 'You should go out and meet new girls hehe' and I would always think I was being tested and reply with 'Oh you know I'm only interested in you.'

Little did I know her intentions: She went back home and within 2 weeks sleeps with 3 guys - one night it was two in the same evening, slept with a guy she went out with around 9pm - he was too drunk by 1am ( she and I can party pretty hard ) and so she picked up a black guy that had been staring at her all night and he took her home for the night.

I found out about it - kind of a pry, had a feeling sort of thing "what did you do last night" - its not like the first time it's happened, I had slept with about 10 girls during out 4 year run - some of them were for a few months at a time kind of flings, we operated on a don't ask don't tell basis.

She told me about the whole thing - and I said it was fine, as long as she was still only interested in me emotionally - she said of course she was, promised that she loved me etc.

Well, when we had moved away, our side sex lives dried up - as we were living together, it was very hard to get away with the deceit and just keep on loving eachother . So here she was, back in the home town - with a plethora of options, while I was stuck in a very limited option

So this continues - she telling me she loves me while she's fucking other guys, but now she doesn't tell me about it - and I pretend I don't know. One night I am talking to her on the phone and she says she has to go - well I told her I'l call her later to chit chat and she says don't bother I will be at home all night just staying in.

Well I do call later, she doesn't pick up - I insinuate she has gone out, and it rings true - apparently she's at her new boyfriends house and had let him fuck her in the ass (our sacred thing) and that it was over -

This is the same girl on the phone that was flowery and sweet and said she loved me yesterday.

Corrupted, but access - and when the leash gets too long, they lose that delicate center of I can be free today and still be in love with the familiar.

Alas - what this has all created - is a monster. Me.

I am now completely addicted to the idea of being cuckolded - I ride huge black dildos every time I shower - I eat my own cum and pretend I'm doing all of it for her.

I want to be someone's sissy - but I want to be someone's man. I want to be treated with respect, but also in charge of sucking a man's cock and getting pounded like a slut.

I want to find a guy or girl who wants to prod my fantasy along, a mentor of sorts - someone who can motivate me possibly.

I'm a pretty average looking guy, not overweight - I'm not interested in sending you pictures right off the bat or anything, more interested in fielding questions for the time being.

so last night i got very very very horny looking at sissy porn along with some of my favorite female pornstars who i feel really ABSOLUTELY LOOOOOOVE and really own stretching their not only beautiful but goddess-level and tight AF pussies that definitely got me to the slutty submissive masochistic level of horniness i reached after completely feminizing myself by shaving, doing makeup. fake lashes, lipstick, hair bows, goth girl lingerie and masturbating myself to orgasms at least 10 times looking through some well-put together sissy caption galleries that kept helpong me fantasize about being pushed to transition myself so i could be the slutty fem i feel like inside, getting degraded by dominant men who put me in my place by splattering me back to back with cum, making me eat as much as i can, reminding me to keep my flaccid 2in cock hidden in my cum soaked panties till they decide i can jack off onto myself then to think about how good it must feel to have a pussy as a woman, what all those sizes feel like, how long it has been since i stretched or got to feel something deep in mine because i no longer have parts of my toy sets, and most of all how much i would reallly love to one day be able to get creampied and feel cum matted in my hair, dripping down my face to mix with drool in my mouth, then dribble from my chin y
to my chest.

This black plug is about 6in tall with a girth of over 9in. My usual plug is at 6in girth and even that one has definitely got a painful stretch accompanied by that pop of your asshole triying to recoil back closed once you pass the lip of a plug but i had trained myself to register the pain from the pink plug's pop as something that makes me feel like such a submissive-bratty slut so i decided that since i was a little stretched out from leaving that plug in almost all day and night that i was going to take advantage and see how much pain i could could take and maybe get to take a humiliating picture of this plug filling my hole to a girth that is girthier than almost every dick on the entire planet. I found it very difficult to keep trying to go deeper but as i worked myself up and down, i fould that it started to change into pleasure that gave me chills like i was suddenly transported to a walk in refrigerator and the only way to get warmth was to fuck it with this animalistic instinct moving my hips up and down, making spiral patterns with my ass on each up and down motion. This inner slut spirit in me has clearly been depraved and the arousal i got from doing this for at least the next 20-30 minutes caused my limp tiny cock to pour q constant leak of precum pouring all the way to the floor way to the floor for about 15 minutes til i git up and decided to try every position i could to make my guts open up more inside. furthest i could get was about 1 inch from the bottom which made me feel so fucking desperate to be punished with the pain of it just popping in but it just kept hitting a dead end that would was pushing with such force along with the insane amount of lube i used that i knew if i let go, that it would pop out of me like i was a slutty sissy cum champagne bottle popping a cork 🤣😄😄 Thankfully i felt myself about to orgasm (my very first sissygasm actually because i did it all with just anal stimulation which basically bukkaked my stomach, it made left me so disoriented with prolonged waves of pleasure followed by trembles, but made me have to lay shamefully completely soaked in sweat, lube, and cum that didnt stop leaking out if me til around 7 mins after i had that orgasm hit. My asshole is was gaped for quite a while and i had to eventually strain kegels through my ass muscles to keeo myself from worrying about if i was leaking lube onto my floor.

I have never in my life felt so degraded, submissive, humiliated, pleasured, or more in tou h with the slutty trans girl i fantasize about being. Honestly I would love for the readers to keep that spirit foing by dropping some comments that degrade, humiliate, emasculate, and make me feel like im a dumb little slut who should keep trainig my mouth and ass further down the road of being a submissive sex slave cuckold toy to some dom goddesses or gods. wierd how addictive it is to dream about how badly it gets me off thinking about being a fluffer - voyeur for people who are obviously superior to give each other the sex they deserve while i experience that bliss of torture from denial and control. What can I say? im a hot mess who got the wrong biology for the girl i feel like inside.

I have typed my situation into Google with the phrase 'admitted affair then denied it' ànd there was no results, I suppose there's no point in searching for advice on how that day ended with a ' admitted affair then denied it then told a story where she inadvertently admitted to an affair then denied it again'!
The first admission was taken back on account of saying it (in a txt) just to get me back for my affair. That night she decided to tell me a story about what actually took place forgetting that the time out occurred we were actually together then too, when I realised this she back tracked and said she was making it up to cos she knew I wouldn't stop asking!
So two confessions two denials. She didn't actually have an affair she had a threesome with her mate at a hotel. Its true that her mate was doing doing this stuff too, So after this 2nd incident in one day I look at her phone and there's an unsent txt laughingly talking about yet another threesome with the same girl and with her now husband. She claimed this was justt a joke.
Any mention now and she gets very angry. Do you reckon she did it or not?

Odd thing happened last night. I went out for a beer with my coworkers, ran into my son and his friends. Small College town, it happens. His mom and I divorced years ago and I'm an active part of his life so it's weird, but not uncomfortable weird. Anyhow the whole group, me, co-workers, son and his friends... end up in this generational debate. Co-workers are Mils, son and friends are Gen Z, I'm the only Gen X. Lots of talk. Lots of banter. Lots of back and forth. 2 really cute Gen Z college girls start asking more and more about Gen X. They're my son's friends so I'm probably their parents age. Light flirting, lots of talking. Mil coworkers seemed semi jealous because they love attention but others filled that void. The two kept engaging me and it was good conversation. At one point she leaned in and whispered "think you can handle us?" I joke that'd I'd probably break her. "Not me" hugs her friend "Us?" I'm a bit stunned but the answer will always be yes. I track down my coworkers and let them know I've got a ride home. We get to the parking lot. She apologizes that her front seat is a mess. Student, lots of books. I end up in back with her friend. I rattle off the address and her friend leans in for a kiss. Car starts, clothes are sliding off, her friend gives amazing head. Empty house, not that it mattered, we went right upstairs to the bedroom. Kissing, fingering, touching, sucking, sooo much foreplay. The friend had a lipstick toy in her purse. She said she only used it solo... got them both off with it just because. We always made sure that everyone was teased at all times. If I fucked one, she ate the other. If one sucked me I fingered and ate the other. It took a lot to hold out, to make them go at least twice. The first time I went I was deep in her throat, fingering her friend who was massaging my balls. I pull out, they kiss, then her friend sits on her face and while she sucks out whatever's left. We just kept going. Didn't take long to grow again. Second time I went she wouldn't let me pull out. Balls deep. Her friend ate the creampie. Third time was a facial, her friend sat on her face right after. Not sure if anyone has fucked while girls 69 but it's so fucking wet and sloppy. We eventually just passed out. I showered in the morning. She woke up and joined me. I pinned her to the wall as I held her and fucked her. Pinched her nipple as she went. No mercy I felt how hard she O'd. I didn't go, and when she realized it she insisted on throating me. When we walked back in the bedroom her friend was lipstick toying. It was obvious she got off hearing us fuck. Not wanting to leave her out we fucked her even harder. I thought I'd be empty by now but I busted one deep in her. Literally felt the life draining out of me as I went. Cleaned up again. Headed downstairs to start breakfast. I walked past open doorways and passed out coworkers in various states of undressed. Some had women with them. A few were just passed out solo. Downstairs was a tangle of Gen Z, my son passed out on the couch, head in a huge chested redhead who was completely naked. One rule in my house, always has good beer, great bacon, and fresh eggs. People started waking up and moving to the smell of fresh bacon. Coworkers gave me a hard time when the first girl came downstairs and kissed my cheek. Jaws dropped when the second one did too. It was obvious by the way they walked and their bubbly attitudes they were still feeling great. Gen X doesn't play! I broke both of them. My son told me later it was kinda weird because he could hear both girls getting railed but it was mixed in the blur. Everyone was fucking in different rooms. He didn't realize I had a threesome until he saw them. Downstairs was a party, not an orgy, but he did bang the redhead on the couch. He promised he was safe. I didn't say a word.

Tests came back clean. Both girls were on the pill. Hell of a risk but they're fine. I was right. I'm 2 years older then their dads, and they've both heard their parents fuck so a chance to fuck a Gen X was a bucket list for them. I broke both of them. No excuses, no denials. I went too but they went hard. One swore she's never had multiple O's. I know I'm not the biggest. But damn they had fun. Very open, very sex positive generation.

I confess, everybody where I live is a robot, & I waste magical resources by accident and that people are reprogrammable.

Sometimes people have liked me, for no reason, then they've hated me, for no reason. Because they're all reprogrammed. Don't ask how it's done, it's irrelevant.

People have chased me to attack me professing I'm a deviant. Attacked for thiniking good thoughts, attacked for thinking bad thoughts, told my role in life by one sect, told my role in life by another, strange childish minded all powerful people who believe life is a role playing game. The next day they have no recollection and behave logically again. Reprogrammed.

The impression I give to others varies. Sometimes people see something about me that identifies me to them as a deviant and offer me deviant services. And I get health benefits and protection from deviant services and allies. Not by choice, but because they mis-recognise something about my appearance, through their "robot-eyes".

It's depressed me a bit. All I've ever wanted is a career and family. But something perverts the natural course of my life. Something powerful, this thing that tries to manipulate the natural order of things. I find never thinking a safe way to maintain some sanity. And denial of most things. I have come to understand with logical evidence, that there is no such concept as time money or power, that letting these childish ideas in your head are part of a manipulation strategy, best ignored as childish.

Each to their own reality.
Yours could be different.

Good luck with yours.

I want what I want. I wouldn't be I if I wanted something else would I. I'd be you if I wanted what you want. Doh.

Any women into orgasm control/denial? Looking for a Domme or Mistress to own my orgasms.

i figured it out! islam is a religion of faggots! think about it. they always want women covered n invisible, if u acted like em n ignored all women ud find urself surrounded by men with mustaches who act all homophobic. like a closet gay man whos married n in denial. i bet their women go to market while they all go to mosque to blow n pound each other

I confess that I am a pathetic wannabe cuckold...im 28 years old and a virgin...there is a girl who i have been in love with since highschool that is married with children...i actually pretend that she is my girlfriend and is cuckolding me with her husband. i call sex hotlines and have the girl on the other end pretend she is this friend of mine telling me about how she is going to fuck someone else while inflicting small penis humiliation and denial on me. i'm pathetic loser, i know - but i dont know, i love her and i cant have her

I am a well to do business man who is looking for a house boy. I would prefer for you to be between the ages of 18 and 23 years old, male, 5'7" or under (the shorter the better), skinny but not ripped.

Rules and Duties will be be as follows:

1) you will cook and clean while I am at work
2) dinner will be ready when I get home from work (this can be anywhere from 5pm till 11pm (somtimes later)
3) you will wear a chastity belt
4) you will please me orally till climax once a day (allthough somedays I might bring a girl home and not need you at all)
5) you should expect to wear womens clothes, make up, and wigs while in the house
6) you should expect me to take your ass eventually, but not at first
7) you will be allowed to masterbate yourself once a week, on every sunday night before bed, but you will be able to earn "bonus" sessions if you are a good boy through out the week.
8) it is ok to cum, if i am making you (sucking you, fucking you, giving you a hand job)
9) breaking any of my rules will result in punishment, usually in the form of a spanking or ejaculation denial.

confession 1: i confess that there is nothing hotter than a female who enjoys being called a bitch, slut, or whore while getting stuffed and pounded mercilessly. females should not feel ashamed for admitting they love sex and the degrading act of penetrating their body with a thick, hard piece of dick. own up to your nature of being cumdumpsters by letting guys know how rough you want it instead of being annoying little cunts in denial.

confession 2: i like showing my dick off. im sure most of you feel the same way

I confess that any guy who is actually registered with a profile on this website and still claims to be "straight" is in severe denial, or his hiding from his real life buddies who he stupidly recommended the site to.

When I was five I convinced a girl in my class to go behind the bushes and show me her twat, then I made her let me touch it.

I then played doctors with the boy next door and we took turns sucking each other off for a few years before we learned what fags and buggering were

also during that time played truth or dare with another boy, we did all sorts of things on 2 occasions. I wanted it so bad the third time but nothing actually happened, I couldnt stop thinking about his dick in my mouth and how good I would suck it. A few months prior had a sleep over at his and another boy let me bugger him (pretend no penetrating). we played games etc.

then we learned that was all gay and it stopped

pretty much in denial about the whole thing now, amongst other things.

93,

So the last time I spread the toast for my little niece I started to beg the question "If I was a less refined specimen, partly (and by partly I mean the cup being half empty not half full) evolved and just as partly in touch with my true will, would the act of me spreading evoke lust for my niece to spread her's?"
As I was thinking this the postman delivered the mail through the slit in our door and she let out this wonderful burst of excitement: imagine the sound of a cherry popping.
Ms. Gilbert the local crone had been over about fifteen minutes prior to let us in on some of her amazing baking, hell, I can't really hold it against her that she always calls me Graham (I have no idea why she would think that's my name) because her scones are worth it. You see, these scones are the precise reason I see my niece as often as I do - she can't get enough of them.

Maybe if I was more interested in art (which I am not, please, just put on something with two teams in different colors so I can watch them flash cards and make slowly climbing numbers in a slowly diminishing amount of time, that's /far/ more interesting right?) I would consider taking some photos of her eating them, the way she puts them in her mouth and she exclaims with joy with her mouth full getting crumbs on my carpet (which I point out to her a couple of minutes before the mail man arrive) "They just melt in my mouth, mmmm!!!. If I ever started writing that mdma-influence exclusive music I would definitely sample her unmistakeably endearing passages.

I started reading ebooks, not because they are free but because I just happen to love computer screens, I also the week after having started got my pair of glasses a pair of glasses. They are a bit lex talionis about things but I just like to put it off... But to be honest, things just get out of focus, so I just take a deep breath, contemplate the denial I am in that is stopping me from getting up (even though its cold out in the hallway and I have a nice cosy heater cranking) and boiling the jug for a nice cup of tea & remember why it is I have decided to stop tripping on acid.

Thanks, I needed to get that off my armpits 93/93

It was a long time ago, back in the '70s, but I turned my wife into a bar slut. At the time she confessed, I thought it was all her own doing, but in retrospect I realized how much my own faults and unconscious manipulations grove her in that direction.

A female friend of mine recently told me that from the way I described the situation, my wife was a sex addict, and I become her enabler. One of the things I did to enable her was OK her going to bars alone, even though it should have been obvious how that was going to end up, and even though a couple of my female friends at the time told me there was "only one reason" why a sexy young blonde, blue eyed wife (she was 24 then) would want to go to a predatory pickup bar alone. But I didn't listen.

I didn't take her adulteries so well at the time she confessed, but I was in denial then. I've come to agree with my current friend over time, that I was deliberately setting my wife up as cock bait because I knew she loved sex and would find getting wasted and being hit on to be almost unbearably tempting and exciting. It was almost no time at all before she was letting guys take her for rides, to be fondled and fingered and fucked. My friends could see right through my real motivation, and my wife as it turned out, could see the same thing. She sensed that I really wanted her to do it, and it made it that much easier for her to say "what the hell?" and follow her lustful desires.

In the years that have passed, I've learned to accept what I did and accept that it's what I wanted, and I really get off now, remembering all the things she confessed to so graphically, and fantasizing about the other things she did, that she's only hinted about, but still won't tell me.

This isn't really a confession. But I figured I'd post it here because everyone stays glued to this forum.

I confess that I intend to turn my girlfriend who before me was a prude into my personal submissive slut. I have been quite tame with her since we have been physical focusing more on the passionate side of "love making". Now however since she has never had a worthwhile sexual partner before me I feel she is ready and comfortable enough to have the world of d+s exposed to her.
I am going to ease her into the lifestyle. Starting out with simple things like orgasm control and denial on a smaller scale. As well as her being more vocal in sexuality. Having her ask permission to orgasm. Having her speak her mind when she is horny and wants to get fucked.. Because she barely says anything. It would turn me on so much if she came and asked me "oh master your little slut wishes to get fucked by your mighty shaft". Hell I would be all over that. Who wouldn't? And from there on things would play out. I love teasing her. Barely touching her. Caressing her softly. She flows with wetness. Like unbelievable wetness.wet to the point that her bed has a wetspot even before we fuck. Oh and I love eating her out.. I would eventually get her comfortable enough for bondage. Where then I would bind her wrists and ankles full spread st. Andrews cross style. I would tease my little cock slut until her juices are flowing like a waterfall. Then I would hold my cock above her lips just out of reach of her tongue teasing her and slapping it against her lips as my finger runs over her wet cunt. I would then collect a good amount of moisture on my fingers and smear her delicious sex juices all over her lips and threaten her "don't you dare lick that off.. If you do. You will not get this cock inside you.." Then I would eat her out and intently watch her facial expressions as she cums again and again till she's begging for my cock. Normally she covers her face when I eat her out. Prolly cuz she's shy or something. When I eat her out she just gets wetter and wetter. She tastes so sweet yet salty at the same time. And a perfect clit ring as well that I toy with often. After that well. She would get my cock after a lot of begging. She would have to ask permission when she wants to cum. And when I'm ready she has to beg for my cum in her mouth or cunt otherwise its on her tits or back... Mmm

Fuck. Sorry kinda got carried away. And sorry about grammar and Paragraphs. In on my shitty torch! Anyways ill also try to get her comfortable with me taking pics of her. I have a sexy mask for her to wear if she doesn't want her face shown. So what do you guys think? Good idea to turn a prude into a slut? Or you just want the pics ;)

Fox

So, here's my problem. Lots a right wing nuts call me a leftist/radical/ect, And they act like a ass while doing so, but yet the ass is the animal of the democrats. So you think they got a problem with themselves? I'd like to think they're in denial bliss.

Wisdom overcomes all ignorance if people learn it. Educate yourself, TYT and RT america on youtube.

I confess, there are a whole lot of faggots on this site who are in complete denial.

So let's play a game. Finish this sentence: "I'm not gay, but . . ."

I confess I love when my wife punishes me by making me kneel in front of her as she slowly unbuckles her leather belt, unzips her jeans, and wanks her hairy pussy in front of me until she comes denying me any permission to touch her. It's a form of sex denial that fucks with my mind - and she knows it!!

so last night i got very very very horny looking at sissy porn along with some of my favorite female pornstars who i feel really ABSOLUTELY LOOOOOOVE and really own stretching their not only beautiful but goddess-level and tight AF pussies that definitely got me to the slutty submissive masochistic level of horniness i reached after completely feminizing myself by shaving, doing makeup. fake lashes, lipstick, hair bows, goth girl lingerie and masturbating myself to orgasms at least 10 times looking through some well-put together sissy caption galleries that kept helpong me fantasize about being pushed to transition myself so i could be the slutty fem i feel like inside, getting degraded by dominant men who put me in my place by splattering me back to back with cum, making me eat as much as i can, reminding me to keep my flaccid 2in cock hidden in my cum soaked panties till they decide i can jack off onto myself then to think about how good it must feel to have a pussy as a woman, what all those sizes feel like, how long it has been since i stretched or got to feel something deep in mine because i no longer have parts of my toy sets, and most of all how much i would reallly love to one day be able to get creampied and feel cum matted in my hair, dripping down my face to mix with drool in my mouth, then dribble from my chin y
to my chest.

This black plug is about 6in tall with a girth of over 9in. My usual plug is at 6in girth and even that one has definitely got a painful stretch accompanied by that pop of your asshole triying to recoil back closed once you pass the lip of a plug but i had trained myself to register the pain from the pink plug's pop as something that makes me feel like such a submissive-bratty slut so i decided that since i was a little stretched out from leaving that plug in almost all day and night that i was going to take advantage and see how much pain i could could take and maybe get to take a humiliating picture of this plug filling my hole to a girth that is girthier than almost every dick on the entire planet. I found it very difficult to keep trying to go deeper but as i worked myself up and down, i fould that it started to change into pleasure that gave me chills like i was suddenly transported to a walk in refrigerator and the only way to get warmth was to fuck it with this animalistic instinct moving my hips up and down, making spiral patterns with my ass on each up and down motion. This inner slut spirit in me has clearly been depraved and the arousal i got from doing this for at least the next 20-30 minutes caused my limp tiny cock to pour q constant leak of precum pouring all the way to the floor way to the floor for about 15 minutes til i git up and decided to try every position i could to make my guts open up more inside. furthest i could get was about 1 inch from the bottom which made me feel so fucking desperate to be punished with the pain of it just popping in but it just kept hitting a dead end that would was pushing with such force along with the insane amount of lube i used that i knew if i let go, that it would pop out of me like i was a slutty sissy cum champagne bottle popping a cork 🤣😄😄 Thankfully i felt myself about to orgasm (my very first sissygasm actually because i did it all with just anal stimulation which basically bukkaked my stomach, it made left me so disoriented with prolonged waves of pleasure followed by trembles, but made me have to lay shamefully completely soaked in sweat, lube, and cum that didnt stop leaking out if me til around 7 mins after i had that orgasm hit. My asshole is was gaped for quite a while and i had to eventually strain kegels through my ass muscles to keeo myself from worrying about if i was leaking lube onto my floor.

I have never in my life felt so degraded, submissive, humiliated, pleasured, or more in tou h with the slutty trans girl i fantasize about being. Honestly I would love for the readers to keep that spirit foing by dropping some comments that degrade, humiliate, emasculate, and make me feel like im a dumb little slut who should keep trainig my mouth and ass further down the road of being a submissive sex slave cuckold toy to some dom goddesses or gods. wierd how addictive it is to dream about how badly it gets me off thinking about being a fluffer - voyeur for people who are obviously superior to give each other the sex they deserve while i experience that bliss of torture from denial and control. What can I say? im a hot mess who got the wrong biology for the girl i feel like inside. [s][s]

This will be my first confession and know there will be no nudes or some extravagant tale of how I got with my sister or daughter or what not. This will just be a simple confession of something I need to get off my chest. Before I get started, I will point out that both my current girlfriend and my Ex are under age while I am not but I have parental consent. Be warned, this is a long story.

So here it is. When I was still in school I met this girl in world of warcraft, I was actually introduced to her through her father who I had known for about a year or so in game. She and I hit it off and became really good friends, we would talk about anything and everything, tease each other, overall we just had some really good times. I found out she lived in america, about 1600 km south of where I lived in canada. Eventually I couldn't afford WoW anymore, we kept in touch through facebook but the messages started coming less and less. Then in march of 2012 my mother passed away, I was only 20 so needless to say I was pretty messed up by it. I decided to make a change in my life, I had always been careful about every single decision I'd made so others would approve but from then on, I just wanted to do things for my own happiness. Summer rolled around and finally I got a message from her, for the sake of the story we will call her Jenn. So Jenn messaged me and we got to talking again. It was great, like we never stopped talking. We started talking about what we've been up to, she asked about my mom and such, but something seemed off with Jenn, something was bothering her and she seemed to have changed a little. Anyway we would talk about her boy troubles, you know the common douchebags that only want one thing and when they don't get it they cheat. I gave her some advice on how to get the attention of this new boy she liked and made the joke that if he still didn't want her, I would take her. Not fully serious but she was a very attractive girl and if I had the opportunity I really would. Anyway we kept talking about things here and there, about my job, her school etc. One day Jenn told me she was having problems with her boyfriend, turned out she was now seeing that boy and though they cuddled, they hadn't done it yet, the problem was they had an argument about it, she wasn't ready and he was so that day instead of going to see her like they planned, he payed a visit to his ex girlfriend, I'm sure you all get the picture. So obviously my advice was for her to dump his ass and not waste the tears on him. About a week later Jenn messages me, I could tell she was upset so I answered even though I was at work, she told me she took him back, they had sex and then he blew her off again for his ex and was flirting with another girl. I told her that's why I said to leave him, that he was only after sex and once he got it he would move on to the next trophy. She agreed and dumped him on the spot. We kept talking and I made the joke again that I would take her, although I meant it a little more this time and to my surprise Jenn replied with "can you please?". Just like that it was like a light bulb went off in my head, why not? I was 21 years old with no obligations, no commitments, I wasn't doing anything profound with my life and worse yet, I wasn't happy.

So we started a long distance relationship, I made plans to move to the southern part of Canada so that if I were to go visit here, I could make the trip in one days drive. I got a texting plan on my phone so I could text her instead of always using facebook and of course from there we started sexting. This is about the time when I found out she was only 16... yeah not my brightest moment. But we got past that, we continued sexting, talking, I moved down south. Finally I found out what was different about her since the time we played wow together, it turns out, around the time my mother died, Jenn was drinking at a party and someone was feeding her everclear (and probably something else) Jenn was raped that night by a friend of her sisters, that was her first sexual experience. The night I found out I went to the gym and broke my hand on the heavy bag. So we continued our long distance relationship and I was working on getting a car, Jenn started to get a little more adventurous with our sexting and wanted to exchange naughty pics, obviously I didn't say no. She was magnificent, Jenn had a well toned body from soccer that was just starting to get a little plump because she had been off with an injury, she had long brown hair, beautiful green eyes, a nice sized runners ass, long legs and oh my god that rack! 16 year olds these days, god damn! I convinced her to take a bet that if I could guess her bra size she would send me a tit pic, because at this point all I got was lingerie pics. I took a good look at her pics, noticed the bras she wears are a little tight and came up with 34-C, BINGO! I got my tit pic! I told her she should move up to a D but she was in denial about her boobs getting bigger. So things kept moving along, Christmas rolled around which was when I had hoped to visit her for the first time, but I ended up not being approved for the car loan so I was saving money for a car instead. I could tell Jenn was getting tired of waiting, so I decided I would go for a cheaper car. It was about mid January, I texted Jenn to let her know I was going to look at a car the following Tuesday, she said cool and that was pretty much the most I could get out of her for the next few weeks. Finally, I had my car paid for, it was in the shop getting the safety and e-test done and I was looking forward to driving to Jenn's to surprise her for Valentines day, It was currently only the 6th of February though, that night I went online, ordered a nice bouquet of flowers with a silver heart pendant that was hanging on the vase. The next day I texted Jenn, this is our conversation.

Me (3pm): 1 week ;)

Me (5pm): I hope you'll be home next thursday after school (that's when the flowers were scheduled to arrive and me shortly after)

Me (9pm still no response and she had been doing this for a while): You must be pretty pissed off with me :(

Jenn (9:30pm): I can't do this.

Me: what do you mean?

Jenn: Any of it.

Me: Please don't, I getting things in order, I'm so close.

Jenn: it's not that b

Me: than what?

Jenn: It's me. I'm done. I have this nasty habit of pushing people away. That's what I've done. I'm sorry I'm horrible.

The conversation continues but the last text I ever received from her was "I don't like you anymore" she then blocked me on facebook and blocked my number. Just like that I was tossed to the side like a dirty rag, treated like garbage, feeling disposable and to add insult to injury, the flowers were non-refundable... she still received them on valentines day.

The month before all this I was introduced to my uncles best friend and his daughter, who had just gone through a breakup of her own. We were starting to become friends at this point. Shortly after valentines day I started seeing her, she was my rebound girl, no doubt about it. To this day I am still with her. I am now 22 and she will be 18 at the end of the month. I feel guilty though cause she really loves me but I'm still hurt, I still think about Jenn every night, I can't get her out of my head and it kills me. I just found out Jenn is with someone now, and when I was told, I cried, I hadn't cried since my moms funeral. I never was a crier, I could probably count the number of times I've cried in the last 15 years on one hand, but that hurt.

So that's my story of how I fell in love, only to be thrown away like garbage yet still I want her back. Before anyone asks if I'm gonna share the nudes she sent me, know that they have been deleted. The day she dumped me I deleted all the pictures she ever sent me. Thanks for reading.

I confess I'm tricking my wife into getting bigger tits using photoshop pictures from when she was breast feeding.

She always had small tits (always was a minus for me), small frame and a nice bum. Fast forward 2 rug rats and 10years she's still the same weight but her bums not as perky and those small tits are deflated.

She wants a boob job but right away she says 'like before, maybe one size bigger' so A/B cup. I try to talk her into bigger no no blah blah it'll look wrong blah blah. Thing is I knew she'd say something like this went the time came so when we had rug rat number 2 I took some photos and even made a body cast of her (while she was still preggo).

While she was breast feeding she was really happy about her boobs she was measured at a DD for her first nursing bra and they were even bigger 2nd time around. On a weekend away to a wedding they grew to a enormous rock hard torpedo shaped F cup (we had to keep ducking away to have me feed from her her because hurting so much) anyway I fucking loved it and she loved how sexy she felt in her dress.

However when she was breast feeding she didn't like her boobs handled (so tender she sequel). As I said I suspect she forget/deny 1. how big they were and 2. how much she liked having tits. So one of those times the baby slept all night I took a photo first thing in the morning (it's a crap unsexy photo right after she's woken up, greasy hair, no make up and eyes all wonky etc so no going share) but she's sporting solid E cups.

Now for the trick forward present day she set of nothing bigger than a C, until I remind her about big they were when she was breast feeding. Again she's in denial about them being so big won't look right, bimbo, people will notice etc. Now for the trick I photoshopped all her photos from when she was breast feeding (ones from the wedding the nude one etc) enlarging her boobs to something close to a good F cup. I resisted the urge to make them too big just a cup size bigger.

I showed them to her and she was like wow they were so big etc. Then I reminded her how sexy she felt at the wedding then how she wouldn't let me handle them while she was breast feeding which was very depressing now they are gone.

Now she has agreed to have the tits in the P'shopped picture win!

Hi. I'm a top leaning straight switch, m/27 from Germany, and I am generally looking for some fun. Dom, switch, sub, vanilla - it doesn't matter. Primarily online, but if you're from somewhere-not-too-far-off, a meetup might be possible.

I generally enjoy a good rough fuck, with mutual biting and scratching. Also on both sides of the switching (that is, giving and recieving) I like edging, tease&denial and ruined orgasms as well as anal - I would love to try out pegging, or in general explore the passive anal stuff more. I also like the thrill of light/hidden public play.
Besides those things I'm generally open for experimentation, as long as it doesn't involve too harsh pain or lasting damage.
On the dom side of things I'm also into hair pulling, choking and deep throats.

I'm absolutely not into piss/puke/scat, CBT or humilation - if that's what you're after, I'm not it.

If you want to get in contact, write me a PM

I want to fuck my niece (and I believe she is feeling the same). I never thought I would be in this situation.

She is 30, I am 50. Technically, we have no genetic relationship. She is relatively estranged from her mother (adopted as I am) and I am estranged from my sister. I have been way from her most of her life. We are both working professionals in different career paths. I never thought of her like this before until she got divorced and in hindsight sent serious signals.

She is hot - really hot and I know she likes sex...

She recently split up with her spouse, I helped her move. I came to help and she was wearing spandex with no underwear, low cut shirt. At first I thought nothing of it, however, in moving things, she asked me to specifically move a drawer - one that contained her bras (I looked at the tag - 34C and, "eyes on" shows a health set of tits at that). While moving stuff, we joked with each other and one time she made a naughty comment and I slapped her ass and she laughed and gave me this look - looking back, every indicator of body language said she liked it. As I was moving stuff into her new place, I walked in with a box and there she was with the bathroom door wide open, taking a piss in front of me; legs wide open to her shaved pussy. I merely said, "Oops" and turned kept walking. She laughed. I was still in that clueless zone I guess; or denial.

A while later I offered dinner (work etc for both of us prevented it) and asked what she liked to drink - she said anything that makes me blackout eventually so fun things happen. We have made other jokes and both have made innuendos.

She moved for her job recently to another state (one I have been planning on moving to for years - odd she decided to move there).

Looking back, there are likely dozens of other hints I now know I missed. I know the door is still open. I am not posting pictures (sorry). She has been the subject of my sexual fantasies now for months and I think from some FB PMs the feeling is mutual (down to very vague references to anal (her comments like backdoor and in through the out-door), bdsm and domination/submission). I know our small family would not approve - I think she would approve of the liaison and more believe she wants such - for good sex (she being single and I a single parent for 15 years - no, my child would never ever know).

If it came down to two consenting adults, aged 30 and 50, there would be no issue. However, this person is the daughter of my sister (though she and I were adopted from separate families). This being said here and debated internally for months, I want to tie my niece up and fuck her three ways to Sunday... It seems she is down for this too.

Well, shit.

I honestly think I would like to have my balls cut off.. I am addicted to sex, Ive cheated on every woman I have ever been with multiple times, Ive fucked multiple girls in a single day without any of them knowing about the others, and I am very deep into bdsm. I cant stop thinking about pussy, non stop I think about it. Ive done denial play with a Mistress and it was great.. not being allowed to cum was a wonderful thing for me. After a lot of talking, if I can find a woman to do it in a bdsm scene, I think I would let her go all the way with castrating me.

All people check this out, a scientific study was done and when people hear that they are wrong by scientific evidence, they flip out and say they are still right!

http://motherjones.com/politics/2011/03/denial-science-chris-mooney?page=2

Basicly the example is like this:
Iraq is said to have weapons of mass destruction by W bush. People believe it so america invades.
But then evidence proves that there WASN'T weapons of mass destruction in there.
But the conservitives double down in their own denial.

So any right wingers care to try and kill this arguement of mine?

Wisdom overcomes all ignorance if people learn it. Educate yourself, TYT and RT america on youtube.