So most people I know have at least one drunk/drug related sex thing they've done that they regret. I'm kinda in the oposite boat... I've passed up a few things I wish I hadn't - some of them maybe a bit wrong - because either I or the girl(s) or both were so fucked up I felt bad about acting on the opportunities. 80% of them would've been minor things with no major fallout... fucking girls who are "just friends" etc. Shit a few of those mightve led to later sober awesomefux.
I did go to a music festival with a younger friend (I was in my early 30s she was in her early 20s) once and she brought a friend I thought was the same age. After spending most of the day drunk as shit and "dancing" with her (by which I mean grindinding my hard ass cock on her ass - all through jeans - rubbing her tits, and "hugging her waist" (as in had my arm around her and my fingers down inside enough to feel the top of some fuzz) my friend pulled me aside and was like "dude, careful, 17!"... At which point I was sober and freaked out enough to tone it down to hands on hips.
The absolute worst (or best if you ask me deep enough into the fapzone) sex thing I ever did was oral/finger shit with my younger sister when we were both in our mid teens. Thing is though, even tho thats when I was getting into booze and weed... all that happened stone cold sober. It usually went down after school or mostly weekends when the parents were grocery shopping. I never got high before we messed around, and my sister didnt start messing with drugs until a year or two after we broke off the incest thing.
A girl I started seeing my first year in college was pretty messed up. Bisexual, alcoholic, did too much coke, sometimes fucked for money or gifts tho I wouldnt call her a hooker so much as a mental trainwreck... Anyhow, during the time she injected herself into my group of friends.... I think she hooked up with my sister once or twice but cant prove it.
One afternoon when she was thank god on her way off the scene, my sister hung out with my and my stoner friends. Everyone drifted off until it was just the 2 of us. I had a packed bowl stashed in a drawer. We were getting along as best as we had since we ended the incest stuff 3 or 4 years before.
I came sooooooooooooooo close to pulling out the bowl, trying to get her high, and asking if she wanted to fuck. It would've been the only time we'd gotten high together, the only time we'd incestest as adults. Instead I made up some excuse to go do something.
We never talked about our sex shit again until our 30s. in a therapy setting. We never got high together. It worked out eventually years later. but I kinda wonder if some stoned college sibling fucktime one afternoon might've replaced a few years of drama with some stoned sisterfucking or at least a "joint" fap session with some Dead show tapes in the background.
I'd also stilk like to know if that psychoho I was seeing fucked my sister too. At least it'd be one more item on the really short list of shit we had in common
Drugs. Sex. Regrets. They don't always line up like you'd expect
