Confession time. and this one hurts me.

me and my wife are in our 30s and her former college sugar daddy contacted her for the first time in about 4 years and my wife isn't shooting the idea down right away. 4 years ago my wife was pregnant when he contacted us so it was a clear no. this time she's not so fast to say no. we both lost our jobs at the beginning of covid and we had to eat some of our savings and added some debt. we're better now we both work again. My wife thinks she can get that money back from him. this is all fucking me up. i don't want this happening to my family.

We been together 7 years and she told me about him when we got engaged. The last meetup she says was 8 years ago a little before I met my wife. I don't know much about their arrangement. Wish I did but I don't. I learned a bit over the years mainly from arguments or an unexpected tipsy comment. I know he is about 20 years older than her. White "dad bod". She described him has "kind" "kinky old man" and "generous" on a few occasions. He apparently likes to prepare different outfits for her to try on and touch her in them. She mentioned having to put on an official city bus driver uniform and a bikini with a hijab for him in the same night. He paid about 2/3 of her college tuition. They went on a hawaii vacation once for a week all expenses paid by him. My mother in law still thinks her hawaii vacation was with a few girlfriends. and I suspect he bought her the car she used to drive when I first met her since her parents mentioned once they didn't pay for it. I'm pretty sure that was him.

I have so many questions that have gone unanswered. what did she do for him? payment amounts? how many times? other sugar daddies from college?

Just had my first bareback sex with a prostitute since Covid restrictions were lifted. A hot bodied tanned Romanian girl with fit little A Cup titties and a tight arse. She was happy to know she was a better fuck than my wife and kept telling me to say she was better than my wife, which I gladly did. Not come so hard for some time. Her nipples were bigger than her little titties. She was the perfect Friday fuck. Attached is her profile pic online. 

Any big man love for a cute little covid nurse?

I need help starting up a really old desktop pc from about 10 years ago to retrieve the pics I have of this girl I used to fuck. Damn PC has been in a box in my closet for so long it doesn't seem to start up anymore. Plug everything in and the pc fan is going crazy and then eventually shuts off on its own. Repeats that pattern.

Yesterday I had an extended family gathering. First time we had one since covid. Turns out one of my first cousins who I don't speak with has been dating this girl I used to treat like a fuck toy 10 years ago. My cousin and me were never close. We don't have the same last name. We don't look alike. One of those 'see each other at weddings and funerals' type of cousin. Anyway he's serious with this girl. They've been together a while from what I was told.

When she saw me she remembered me and made a comment about how we used to have classes together in college. I pretended I didn't remember. My uncle made a comment about how "it could have been me with her and not his son".

I haven't been able to stop thinking of us fucking and how she told me I was the first to fuck her ass. Don't really care if it's true or not but now I can't find the pics because my old pc won't start and all I want to do is stroke my cock to this fuck slut who swallowed so many of my loads with a smile on her face.

Thankfully I’m a bit OCD and had prepared most of the appetizers and sides Friday and burger and dogs are well....burgers and dogs. I set up pretty quickly and with about an hour until the start time I was making my signature Sangria. Nectar of the gods with a sneaky kick if you’re not ready for it. Anyway, Ben’s number shows up in my phone and I’m excited and terrified at the same time. He coming...he’s canceling....worse. He asked if he could bring a friend. A chaperone..a buffer. I’m crushed and screaming in frustration inside but manage to use my big gurl words and cheerily say “of course!”

My friends begin to arrive at the appointed time. If anyone cares, I was wearing denim overall shorts that I think do amazing things for my butt with a plain white tank top. Music, talking, laughing...etc then a knock at the door followed by Ben coming in with his friend. Flashback.....Ben is an adorable twink maybe an inch or two over my 5’6” with a hint of musculature but quite defined. I know from lastnight that his short black hair and eyebrows are the only hair he possesses. Oh, and he has a wonderful 6 inch cock that is perfect for sucking and fucking. Lol. He introduced his friend as Randy. He was similar in build to Ben but with shoulder length blondish hair in a ponytail and sweet looking brown eyes with eyelashes I’d kill for. He was a total cutie. Shy but charming at the same time.

The party went as they usually do. I flirted with Ben as I had yesterday but being a good hostess I didn’t have the chance to corner him like I did yesterday. The shocker was Randy. He managed to cop several feels on me as I was carrying trays or other items. I would put an extra swish in my walk to let him know I appreciated it. My sangria was a hit and most left feeling no pain leaving me alone with Ben and Randy and a tremendous amount of sexual tension in the air. The second time Randy had goosed me I knew I was getting fucked by someone that night so I slipped into my room and inserted one of my smaller plugs to keep me stretched just enough...

“Boys” I said, “one or both of you need to take me to my room and fuck me. Preferably both of you”. So that’s how I found myself naked in the middle of my bed with two sexy bois sucking, licking, and nibbling on my tender nipples while getting lube fingered into my ass and slowly stroked off at the same time. Ben rolls me over and slides into me slowly (thankfully because I’m still a bit sore from lastnight and this morning. COVID it’s been a while) Randy slid around and sat in front of me and I happily went to work in his dick. A bit bigger than Ben and barely within my ability to deep throat comfortably. A few minutes in that position and he switched to 69 me. Heaven! Ben is giving me long smooth strokes and rubbing my back. Randy’s mouth and tongue are everywhere. On my cock, my balls and inner thigh. Ben is speeding up and thrusting deeper I know he’s ready to cum. His cock pulsates inside me and his fingers dig deep into my hips I’m getting my third load in 2 days! A few moments later Randy succeeds in bringing me off and wanton cum whore I was that night I dove into his mouth with my tongue to share my cum. I decided to ride Randy’s cock and end up pulling it out of Bens mouth so I could sink it into my dripping hole. Dialated by My recent fuck and slick with cum and lube he slid right in consummating my first threesome. Ben put one more load of cum into my ass and I got to fuck Randy too before they had to leave.

Neither are relationship material but I’d love to have them over anytime. Sara.

This covid-19 is really fucking up my plans to try and get some pussy. I don't get it from the wife anymore so my buddy and I were planning on going to the bars to find some. She keeps saying go find a sancha (basically a side chick) so you stop bothering me about sex. Oh well guess I have to masturbate to woman on here for now.

I confess that I like to go to the gym and play in the showers. Before covid I would go to Crunch Fitness in Valrico FL.

I was fucked twice in the showers there.

The 1st time, I placed in ad on DL. Saying the gym I was going to and that I wanted to play in the showers. I got a message from a white guy saying he goes to the same gym and would love to have some fun. We exchanged cock pics and I showed him pics of my ass. He wanted to fuck my hole.

I told him what day I would be there. What time I would be in the shower (815pm) and that I would have a blue towel hanging on the side and the curtain would be open a little. This way he knows it’s me.

So 810 came around. I was done with my workout and hit the showers I quickly got naked and got in the shower making sure to leave the curtain open a little exposing my ass to anyone that was showering across from me. I set my watch for 815 alarm. I’m in the shower all soaped up. Rubbing my ass and my cock. My head is under the water. All of a sudden I felt a presence in the shower.

He got in the shower with me and closed the curtain. He started to run his cock up and down my crack. I spit on my fingers and lubed up my hole. He took the hint and started to slide his cock into my ass. He started to fuck me faster and faster. He was getting a good rhythm. All of a sudden he pulls out fast and cums all over my back. He leaves the shower. And leaves cum all over my ass and back. The best part is that I never saw his face. Only his cock. He never saw my face only felt the inside of my ass.

The second time:

I went to the gym and had a normal workout An older white guy was on the bench next to me. He asked for a spot. I gave him a had. I don’t wear boxers and my shorts are a little loose. He probably saw my cock from his angle. He finished his final set and I told him I’m off to the shower. I was hoping he would get the hint.

I went to the locker room got naked. As I was walking to the shower I saw the guy walk in. I hopped in the shower. I again left the curtain open a little exposing my ass to the stall across from me. As I was all soaped up with my head in the water I felt someone enter the shower. He did the same thing rubbing his cock up and down my ass. His cock was huge at least 8-9 inches. I spit on my fingers and rubbed my hole. He took that as an invitation to fuck my ass. He lined his cock up with my hold and pushed his way in till he was balls deep. He would pull out an inch or so and push back. He developed a good motion harder and harder. He was really fucking my ass. A good 10 minutes passed he started to fuck a little faster almost making a clapping noise. Then he pushed as deep as he would go. My face was against the wall. He was all the way in me just holding himself there. I heard him grunting. He was cumming deep inside my hole. No permission asked he just did what he wanted. It was hot. He stayed there for a min or two. He finally pulled out. My ass was leaking the biggest load I have every seen. He leaves the shower. I had to see this guy so I peaked my head out of the shower and it wasn’t the guy I spotted. It was a 300lbs black weightlifter. A guy I see everyday in the gym. I looked across the shower and there was the guy I spotted jerking off. He watched me take this black cock balls deep bareback filling my ass with cum.

That was probably the hottest time ever. And yes we did fuck again a few times in the shower. Same thing would happen each time. I would see him working out he would see me. I would head to the showers and he would follow me. Fuck me fill me then leave me saying nothing.

I was at a trade show on the weekend and was sitting at my booth watching all the yummy mommies walking by. I pulled my cock out of my jeans and was stroking it under the table at my booth. There was a long tablecloth which covered me nicely, so I could literally stroke my cock in public. Fuck it was hot. Smiling and looking them in the eye while I'm imagining them sucking me. So many hotties in their lulu lemons. Glad Covid is lifting and we will have many more shows!

If covid was A STD?

My coworker told me I could sell feet pix and told me about motherless. We talk about sexual exploits often. I won’t lie, I’m in need of extra income. This was taken today. See foot for proof. 

if you guys are interested we can work something out. I once sold my panties right off me to a guy at a Christmas after party pre covid. Let’s see where this takes me….

27 north east if anyone was wondering. 

I’m bored and need excitement. Covid ruined college so looking elsewhere for fun. How would you have fun with me if you could pull me right out of this picture?