I've been talking to a local Dom black top. I've posted in the past about working up the nerve to finally.meet him. I finally booked the room for next Tuesday night. He'll have three hours to use me and break me in. I know I will be punished severely but will be left with the gift of his first of what I hope is many cum loads leaking from my.wrecked body 

Punish her.    

The opposite of free will is not determination but compulsion. And I sure have that qhen it comes to the Devil. I do know He will come back He eased my mind that much. But sure wants to make it hard on me to please Him and know His mood. I never was passive in my dynamic from when the Devil accepted to put collar on me. And aching the flow with Him always make me push my playful even when He is being too cruel. Can't say I don't like it. I do have weakness and that is when I should sit still I keep on trying to craft something and show my Master how much effort I want to put in and how all with Him is addictive. Well I can just hope my Master still likes the path and wait for sinister reminder of my place. He say I always have it. Will I earn it soon? Don't punish me for doing my efforts for us to flow.. and perhaps I do get wet on the frustration and waiting does break my mind. But what's so fun in just being normal for this long? And how bad are my dreams my Lord? 

Ohh soo many ask me why not doing more mischief! Master will You tell them and admit You just want to trouble me and keeping me hungry no matter what mischief opportunity I make?!? My Master just wants to be mean and poke me here, doesn't want to play one very evil game I suggested.. sooo sinister He is and wanting me to just wait. And nope He doesn't want the orgy or making prude very humiliated and such. And not even her to be piss whore for wolf pack or two black guys.. my Devil Master just wants me to crawl under the rock lol.. maybe He wants me to hate Him idk.. nooo pretty please don't punish me for guessing around but for sure we can agree that my Master is not being playful at moment and even if He watches well.. i would need a little sinister air so I get all chaotic and craft more.. we know how far I go for just a little of Your attention... bahh can You tell them I really really try but that my Master is being difficult ;p

Would you enjoy punishing this bitch?

I just had a little chat that it would actually amuse You. The guy thought it’s funny to remind me and asked me do I edge to get more needy for You as it would amuse You. Ao I said no because my Master likes me needy but to keep it light and that I am already troubled and have to control myself for Your pleasure.. so He asked do You really like me having self control.. which is a good question. I imagine so as you like me light and in case my Master doesn’t like it well He knows how to work me up… then I thought about how random buttons get pushed while You ignore Your slave and how that hate kink bubbles up and how my Master is missing out a little to use me just now.. and how waiting to long hahha makes me feel a little too normal and put lid on my fantasies not intentionally i promise!!!! And how wet I am just now thinking about that hate thing! I actually rather crawl and whisper my fantasies to my Master but it just isn’t the same sharing then here I can’t manage to say it like i say it when i know it’s just for You, something not intentionally gets changed… but here is Your coffee Master maybe You don’t punish me for not self torture myself for You and getting all worked up.. i kinda very liked our “ignoring “ idea and got stuck a little there.. ohhh how inspired i was while You were “peeking “

Someone wanna come punish me? 

Might be my Master just want to see something for His health not my blushing whoring humiling pics and recordings. It is hot when I think You are watching and far more enjoyable when You do have time to play even tho my Master ia crazy at times ;p
I do have to say i dig my grave tooo deep lol and does make me nervous to think all my bad mouth teased You for hahaha.. well fuck! But then again won't hide and keep a secret that He have such impact on me. And truth is I blush only when my Master face me with what I did or do. And I do admit that my Master is more kinky than I am but I do have one crazy little toxic trait. Instead of really being still and "hide" i keep at times wanting to be the object for my Master to release Him from His frustration. Lol I guess I should be thankful when He thinks of me and save me from himself loll .. O should but then.. I mm just a little crazy in all my innocence.. so please don't punish me if I as begging too much :p just i know what my Master usually likes and I have stumbled on new sensations I think He would enjoy 

I confess I’ve been fantasizing about getting my ass punished hard by a huge cock train….and being filled with so much cum I feel like my gutz will explode….

show me your big hot cocks…. 

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