The opposite of free will is not determination but compulsion. And I sure have that qhen it comes to the Devil. I do know He will come back He eased my mind that much. But sure wants to make it hard on me to please Him and know His mood. I never was passive in my dynamic from when the Devil accepted to put collar on me. And aching the flow with Him always make me push my playful even when He is being too cruel. Can't say I don't like it. I do have weakness and that is when I should sit still I keep on trying to craft something and show my Master how much effort I want to put in and how all with Him is addictive. Well I can just hope my Master still likes the path and wait for sinister reminder of my place. He say I always have it. Will I earn it soon? Don't punish me for doing my efforts for us to flow.. and perhaps I do get wet on the frustration and waiting does break my mind. But what's so fun in just being normal for this long? And how bad are my dreams my Lord?
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I confess , I am a cruel hung Dom male , always hung for submissive cucks and obedient bfs .. controlling them into doing nasty and unfaithful tasks on their wives/gfs !
This becomes an Addiction to me ! I always push really hard on my cucks when they contact me !