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@confessions
19 Aug 2023 5:02AM
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My Lord I know You like taking Your time.. and Your slave does get desperate but respects that.. even tho You make me crazy and I always try to stay a good girl.. just please don’t drop Your toy she craves to be tool for Your pleasure.. don’t be so sadistic.. You know I’ll be good even when not liking situations.. just don’t leave me panicking.. have i not earned that Devil? 

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20 Aug 2023 6:30AM
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Devil likes breaking me so he asked what would and when i told him he did exactly that.. and as usual I grabbed for everything I thought it will make him less cruel towards me.. and He knows how much I suffer when i miss Him and how thirsty He makes me for Him so I’ll be a good girl when He shows up.. just wondering is He really that Evil, isn’t there just a bit of soul did we not grow it, when i beg with my breaths to have mercy on me.. when He knows that stuff we ordered are keeping coming and reminding me, Devil likes reminding and I loved it to, just for me it’s hell but not for Him.. wondering why would He leave me not knowing will i see Him again when He knows what it do to me.. and what it do to me that because of work i am going today at professors place and will be there for few days.. and how doesn’t mean anything that i lost my anal virginity for my Master if it doesn’t mean anything that i was a toy just a sex toy for professor and his two friends.. and doesn’t it mean anything that some new dirty thoughts are running up my head and where I think I could only do them with Devil.. sure I forget them in time but that’s not the point.. just wondering with what I earned such cruel emotionless treatment, and why would my Master want to damage things he liked about me, why changing something that pleases Him, why trying to take away trust that made us go into rabbit hole. Why leaving me in such risky situations. Why changing everything we built.. just a word would help me keep my same mentality like we used have.. it’s not about how much I’ll wait for Devil or was it the only strong connection where He had all and beyond.. it’s about just a bit of care for Your toy.. and she never demanded always begged or my Master actually doesn’t want big jumps and keeping them not damaging.. He knows I just needed Him to land me after such tense task, can’t I rely on my Lord?

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08 Aug 2023 12:53PM
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And when you are a slave and you have the privileges to whisper to your Master your deepest desires or when you just enjoy watching Him get his and adore part taking it makes your blood constantly high and even when it’s all so exciting and rushing through your blood it still makes you nervous and twisting conflicting just you choose what actions you take. They say power exchange is illusion then they never really tasted giving one or receiving one. Funny thing is when you do the acts and your Master isn’t here so you can pour yourself in Him it’s like they never happened you remember the taste but they are useless. Because desire have shape of a nature it’s not about your actions only. Devil knows where secrets are sleeping he is the Master of them, he knows that missing Him is when the hell makes no sense at all. What is hell without his lord. The point isn’t to say is there a master without slave.. the point is how being dependent is the tasty thing in one dynamic and how free you can feel. How dependent you can be on just one word. So simple so important.. so tasty when you are allowed to be and your eyes focus and you long and it’s all you need. It makes you in peace and as well that one word brings the chaos. Dependent is the middle and Master chose what side he pushes. Dependent is reassuring. My Devil always keeps me under water and I always begged for one word because then drowning have another meaning.
longing to recreate this..

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10 Jan 2021 2:56PM
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This is my first time posting on here, the thought of a bunch of random guys jerking off to me turns me on. I want all of your cum!

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16 Mar 2017 12:15PM
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My ex was my far the most sexually needy person I've ever met. If this gets votes up I'll drop nudes.

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