Hello everyone. I (was) the creator of the Danielle thread, and I need help.
First off, I confess to being stupid today. Before I start, let me tell you what I did last month before Christmas Break. It all started last month, I was in computer class, sitting in the back next to this hot chick. I was horny as hell, and seeing that no one else could see besides this girl, I decided to masturbate next to her.
(Do not worry my moral friends, we are both seniors and of the legal age 18)
I took out my dick, and started slowly jacking off next to her with it under my shirt. I kept looking at her too see if she saw, but I couldn't tell. So I leaned back, and let my dick come out to get a reaction. I (to my knowledge) didn't see her look over, though she looked at the printer next to my Computer, so I'm sure she caught a glimpse of it.
Anyway, I continued doing it, until I came under my shirt. Still not seeing a reaction, I put my dick back in my jeans, wiped the cum on my shirt, and put on my jacket so nobody would suspect anything. This all happened last month.
After the break, I was sitting in my computer again, wanting to do the same thing again. However she was working at a desk, not paying any attention, until she saw me sit at my computer that is. She then got up, and sat right in the same computer right next to mine. Note, we never really talked to each other, and I don't even know her name, so I assumed she saw me last time, and wanted to see it again.
I took my dick out when she wasn't looking, and hid it under my shirt, pretending to search up cars and books while I was jacking off again. I did the lean back technique again, and I saw her turn her hand over in my direction, and look away real fast. I knew she saw the bulge, but I was unsure if she saw my dick.
So I did something risky, I took my dick out of my shirt, and jacked off again with no shirt to hide it. And once again, while I pretended to look at my screen, She turned her head, looked right at my dick, and turned back. That turned me on so much, I (now knowing she saw me) jacked off harder, until I put it back under my shirt, and came. The bell rung 15 minutes after, and once I left the class, I felt a wave of guilt come over me.
I became paranoid on the way home, wondering if she would tell anybody, praying she wouldn't tell anybody, especially the Teachers/Parents/Police! She seemed cool, and seemed like she wanted to see it, but I still can't get this wave of guilt off me. I thought off all the consequences if she told someone. I would instanly become the freak of the school, I would be a social outcast, loose all my friends, and even worse....get arrested.
This is not the first time someone has seen me jacking off for them and telling the parents. But both those times, I had a really good excuse, which kept me out of jail, and safe and sound. But for this one, I literally have no excuse to save myself if she tells. I'm at the end of my ropes Motherless!
Someone, Anyone tell me how to deal with this. The guilty side is telling me to either apologize to the girl, and hope she forgives me, or to run away (which I would do if she either told, or said she would tell after I apologize).
I need help Motherless! You guys are the only ones who can help me. I see her again Thursday. If she says nothing, I might be in the clear, but still... she has that stuff on me. She could blackmail me, and ruin my life if she's into that stuff. Again, Motherless, HELP!
