So my life like everyone had their life turned upside down this year. I am Laura 47 and have been a widow for 2 years. My husband of 20 years died of cancer but left me very well provided for. I live in the suburbs of London in a big 5 bedroom house with large private gardens. I don't want for money and have no need to work. I am 47 and I know I don't look 47, most people think I am in my mid 30s, I am just a little over 5 foot tall, very slim with fire red hair, I don't have much in the way of breasts, none of the women in my family have very much up top. We never had any kids as I had an accident in my teens that left me unable to have any. That's about as much personal info as you will get from me, I am writing this confession more for myself than you, so if you read it and like it that's good if you don't I really don't give a fuck.

Late last year I was toying with the idea of renting out a few of my rooms, as I live close to London I knew it would be easy to get people. I also knew I could be choosy and decided right off I was only going to rent to women. I put an advert up in early January and got a flood of responses over the next few days. The first 7 that came were OK but not really my kind of people, yes I know its wrong but I could be very choosy and I am so glad I waited. Julie came to my door next and when I first saw her I was shocked, she was so young, just turned 18 late last year and when she told me her story about being in the care system most of her life and how she had just got a job in London but it all depended on her being able to afford a room close to her job. I really felt for her and she was such a sweet girl, I had to give her the room. She told me she could just afford my price and I told her not to worry as we could talk about that later. She asked how soon she could move in? and I asked her when she wanted to move in? She looked very shy and said her bag was actually in my drive. I told her to go get it and showed her to the room next to mine. I wasn't going to rent that room out because it shares a bathroom with my room but I really felt for her and wanted to make sure she would be happy. She was very happy with the room and I let her get settled in.
I ordered out for dinner and we sat and chatted, the more we talked the more I was glad I gave her the room. I decided to put off renting the others out.
Now before meeting Julie I had never ever thought about another woman in a sexual way, well maybe as a teen but nothing every serious. Julie was a pretty girl, a little plain but she had that girl next door look, she was taller than me at 5 foot 6 tall, and had breasts I would have killed for. She was a natural blonde also. That first night she asked if she could have a bath and I laughed and said she didn't have to ask. I thought she was out about an hour later and went to the bathroom to pee, I opened the door and she was still there totally naked drying her hair. I said sorry and was about to leave and she said not to worry, being in care she said she was used to having no privacy. I said sorry again but she laughed and said it was cool. I couldn't stop myself from taking a long look at her naked body. Her breasts were not only bigger than mine but also perfect and very pert, her nipples were small and even from where I was I could tell they were hard. She also had a big but trimmed pubic bush. She went back to her room and I had my pee, I was wiping myself and noticed I was more than a little wet.
Over the next few days I saw her naked a few times, actually more than I thought was accidental. One time she had left her door open and was bent over picking clothes up from the floor, I noticed right away I got horny. That night I was in my bed and my fingers wandered to my pussy and I was soon thinking of her as I fingered myself. This went on for a whole week. Helped because I saw her naked at least once a day sometimes more. That night it was about 1am and I woke up really needing a pee, I went to the bathroom, still naked and noticed right away the door to her room was open and her bedside light was on, she was on top of her bed, naked and there was no mistaking what she was doing. Her leg were open and she was fingering herself. I stood at her door and she looked right at me and smiled. I felt myself going very red and said sorry, she laughed and said she was used to being watched. I said why? She told me both her room mates in the care home would be doing the same too. Now I am not sure if she did it by accident but she took her fingers from her pussy and licked them. I almost buckled at the knees seeing that, I do the same myself but never ever thought others girls did. She told me she couldn't sleep because she was so horny and said she had not had sex in over 3 months, I laughed and blurted out that I had not had sex in over 4 years. I was turning around to go back to my room and she said I should come and join her. I have no idea why I did it, but I went over to her bed and sat next to her. Her legs were still open and I saw she had shaved her blonde bush off totally. She pushed her finger inside and pulled it back out and licked it, she pushed it in again and when she pulled it out she raised it up and there was no mistake she was offering it for me to lick. She didn't wait, she pushed it to my mouth and in it. I licked it clean and she asked me if I liked her taste? I said I did and I had never tasted another woman before. She looked shocked and pulled me down onto the bed

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